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What Will Remain When We Are Gone?

An elderly woman giving a vintage pocket watch on a chain to a young woman outdoors

Yesterday we finally climbed out of the rabbit warren.

Or at least we pretended to.

We had followed relationship into responsibility, responsibility into ethics, ethics into broken relationship, broken relationship into sacredness, and sacredness into stewardship.

And somewhere near the end, another question appeared.

What will remain when we are gone?

That is the rabbit called legacy.

It is a strange word.

Legacy sounds grand.

Monuments.

Books.

Institutions.

Names carved into stone.

Things people say about us after we are dead.

But I suspect most legacies are much quieter than that.

A path someone still walks.

A tree someone else sits beneath.

A story repeated around a fire.

A ritual whose creator nobody remembers anymore.

A piece of advice passed from one person to another until its origin disappears.

A kindness remembered by someone who later offers the same kindness to somebody else.

A wound somebody finally decided not to pass forward.

Perhaps legacy is simply what continues after we no longer control the story.

The Firekeeper Eventually Leaves the Fire

We ended yesterday with the image of the firekeeper.

Someone tends the fire.

Adds wood.

Protects the flame.

Watches for sparks.

Keeps people warm.

Then eventually that person leaves.

They have to.

No one tends a fire forever.

Someone else takes the chair.

Or the fire goes out.

And perhaps that is the moment stewardship becomes legacy.

What condition did we leave the fire in?

Did we leave dry wood nearby?

Did we teach anyone how to tend it?

Did we make the task so dependent upon ourselves that nobody knew what to do when we were gone?

Did we keep everyone else away from the flames because we liked being the only person holding the poker?

Did we leave a healthy fire?

Or a pile of ashes everyone else was expected to call tradition?

That question applies to considerably more than campfires.

Traditions Have Ancestors Too

We often talk about our ancestors.

Blood ancestors.

Ancestors of place.

Ancestors of spirit.

Ancestors of affinity.

People whose lives, work, ideas or sacrifices created pathways we now walk.

But traditions have ancestors as well.

Someone taught the ritual.

Someone wrote the book.

Someone organized the gathering.

Someone kept an old newsletter.

Someone remembered the story accurately enough to tell it twenty years later.

Someone did research nobody else wanted to do.

Someone asked an inconvenient question.

Someone corrected a false history.

Someone created a practice that worked so well everyone eventually forgot it had ever been new.

We inherit those things.

And inheritance creates responsibility.

There is that word again.

We receive something from people who may never know our names.

Then, for a while, it passes through our hands.

Inheritance Is Not Preservation in Amber

There is a temptation when talking about legacy to imagine that our duty is simply preservation.

Keep everything exactly as it was.

Repeat the same ritual.

Use the same words.

Protect the same structure.

Never question the elders.

Never move the stones.

Never alter the story.

Otherwise tradition will be lost.

But living things do not survive by remaining unchanged.

A forest that never changed would not be a living forest.

Trees fall.

Seeds germinate.

Fire passes through.

Species move.

Water changes course.

Some things disappear.

Others arrive.

The forest remains the forest precisely because it changes.

Perhaps tradition works the same way.

Stewardship does not mean freezing something at the moment we received it.

It means knowing what must be protected, what can change, what needs pruning, and what should probably never have been planted there in the first place.

Some Things Should End With Us

This may be the uncomfortable part of legacy.

Not everything we inherit deserves descendants.

We inherit wisdom.

We also inherit prejudice.

We inherit beautiful rituals.

We also inherit bad habits disguised as tradition.

We inherit community stories.

We also inherit old grudges.

We inherit teachings.

We also inherit misinformation.

We inherit structures built for circumstances that no longer exist.

We inherit wounds people stopped questioning because everyone became accustomed to carrying them.

Honouring our predecessors cannot mean repeating every mistake they made.

Sometimes respect for the past means understanding it well enough to know what not to reproduce.

Perhaps one of the greatest legacies a generation can leave is the thing it finally refuses to hand down.

The prejudice stops here.

The lie stops here.

The abuse stops here.

The silence stops here.

The false history stops here.

The idea that leadership means unquestionable authority stops here.

The expectation that someone must endure harm to preserve community stops here.

Some traditions deserve descendants.

Some ghosts deserve rest.

But Who Decides?

Of course that immediately creates another problem.

Who decides what should continue?

The elders?

The young?

The scholar?

The priest?

The practitioner?

The founder?

The person who has been there longest?

The person asking the question nobody else wants asked?

Probably no single one of them.

Legacy becomes dangerous when one generation imagines it has the right to write the future in permanent ink.

We do not know what future Pagans will need.

We cannot.

They will live in circumstances we cannot completely imagine.

They will ask questions we have not thought to ask.

They will probably find some of our assumptions ridiculous.

Good.

We have done the same thing to generations before us.

Perhaps our responsibility is not to decide everything for them.

Perhaps our responsibility is to leave them enough truth, memory, tools and freedom to decide wisely for themselves.

What Do We Leave Them?

That may be the real legacy question.

Not:

Will they remember my name?

But:

What will they have because we were here?

Will they inherit healthy land?

Will they inherit sacred places that were cared for rather than consumed?

Will they know how those places became sacred?

Will anyone have written the history down?

Will photographs have names attached to them?

Will ritual texts explain where they came from?

Will reconstructed practices be labelled honestly as reconstruction?

Will modern inventions be allowed to be modern without being dressed in fake antiquity?

Will the mistakes be documented as carefully as the victories?

Will someone know why a tradition changed?

Or will they inherit fragments and myths and spend another generation trying to reconstruct what actually happened?

Legacy is partly memory.

And memory requires work.

The Archivist Is a Kind of Firekeeper

We tend to romanticize the visible roles.

The priest.

The ritual leader.

The musician.

The person standing beside the sacred fire.

But there are quieter firekeepers.

The person who saves the old newsletters.

The one who labels photographs.

The one who writes down the names of the dead.

The one who records who built the shrine.

The one who remembers that a tradition everyone now calls ancient actually began at a gathering in 1994.

The scholar who interviews people before those memories disappear.

The community historian who keeps copies when websites vanish.

The practitioner who writes:

This is what we did, this is why we did it, and this is what I remember.

That work may not look particularly magical.

Neither does stacking firewood.

But the fire lasts longer because someone did it.

This Is Where Scholarship Becomes Legacy

Our entire rabbit warren began because people did that work.

Shelley Rabinovitch documented people, communities and movements that might otherwise have disappeared into memory.

Marion Bowman recorded lived religion, sacred places and the way ordinary people actually experience religious worlds.

Marisol Charbonneau documented a particular moment in Montreal Paganism.

Martin Lepage captured voices and negotiations around identity that might otherwise survive only as vague recollection.

Dodie Graham McKay wrote about festivals, gatherings, people and sacred places while many of them were still living stories rather than distant history.

Barbara Jane Davy documented Heathen practices, rituals, gifting relationships, ancestry and ecological thought as they were being lived.

That is not merely scholarship.

It becomes part of the historical record.

Years from now, someone asking what Paganism looked like in Canada during this period may find those works.

They will know more because someone bothered to observe carefully.

That is legacy.

Not necessarily being remembered.

Making remembering possible.

Community Memory Is Fragile

We tend to assume someone will remember.

Someone always knows.

Ask so-and-so.

They were there.

Until one day they aren’t.

A hard drive fails.

A website disappears.

A box of papers gets thrown away during a move.

A Facebook group vanishes.

The person who knew the story dies.

Twenty-five years of community history can disappear surprisingly quickly.

Then myths grow in the empty space.

Someone vaguely remembers.

Someone else’s memory disagrees.

The date shifts.

The founder becomes someone else.

A modern ritual ages fifty years in three retellings.

Eventually everybody is certain.

Nobody has evidence.

Perhaps documentation is one of the least glamorous forms of sacred stewardship.

But if memory matters, somebody has to tend it.

Legacy Is Also Conduct

Documents are not the only things we leave behind.

We leave patterns.

A newcomer watches how elders behave.

A student watches how a teacher handles disagreement.

Children watch how adults speak about people who are not present.

Communities watch what leaders do when someone reports harm.

People notice whether rules apply to everyone.

They notice whether apologies lead to change.

They notice whether service creates authority or authority creates entitlement.

Then those behaviours become normal.

That may be one of the most powerful forms of legacy.

Not what we taught.

What we demonstrated.

A community can write beautiful values statements and still teach the next generation hypocrisy.

Another community may have no formal ethics document at all and quietly teach generosity, honesty and accountability through daily behaviour.

The next generation learns both.

Perhaps tradition is transmitted as much through imitation as instruction.

The Stories We Tell About Ourselves Matter

Legacy also becomes mythology.

Every community tells stories about itself.

How it began.

Who founded it.

What hardships were overcome.

Why certain rituals exist.

Why certain people left.

Why one tradition ended and another began.

Those stories create identity.

But stories simplify.

They turn messy history into clean narrative.

The founder becomes hero.

The conflict becomes misunderstanding.

The inconvenient person disappears.

The unsuccessful experiment is forgotten.

The community’s present identity gets projected backward until it appears that everything was always leading inevitably to today.

That is how memory becomes mythology.

Sometimes mythology gives a community strength.

Sometimes it hides things people need to understand.

Perhaps responsible legacy means allowing future generations to inherit complicated ancestors.

Not saints.

Not villains.

People.

Our Ancestors Were Complicated; So Are We

We often wish our ancestors had left clearer records.

What exactly did they believe?

How did this ritual work?

What did this symbol mean?

Why did they make this offering?

What did ordinary people think?

We stare at fragments and wish somebody had written more down.

Then we live our own religious lives as though future people will somehow understand us automatically.

Perhaps that is worth considering.

We are somebody’s ancestors too.

Maybe not biologically.

But culturally.

Spiritually.

Intellectually.

Practically.

Someone fifty years from now may practice something influenced by choices being made today.

They may stand before a shrine we built.

They may inherit a festival we created.

They may use language we normalized.

They may spend years trying to undo something we handed them thoughtlessly.

Or they may be grateful we did the difficult work before they arrived.

We will probably never know which.

Planting Trees We Will Never Sit Beneath

There is an old idea found in many cultures: plant trees whose shade you will never enjoy.

That may be one of the clearest images of legacy.

Do something useful without requiring yourself to remain at the centre of it.

Build something you are willing to let other people inherit.

Teach someone who may eventually do it better than you.

Document something you will not personally benefit from preserving.

Repair damage whose consequences would otherwise belong to people not yet born.

Give away knowledge.

Make room.

That last one may be difficult.

Make room.

Legacy eventually requires stepping aside.

A Good Ancestor Knows When to Become an Ancestor

There may be no sadder form of leadership than someone who cannot imagine the community surviving without them.

The founder who must always remain the founder.

The elder who cannot allow younger voices to develop.

The teacher who needs students to remain students forever.

The organizer who controls everything because nobody else can possibly understand.

The firekeeper who never lets anyone else near the fire.

That may preserve authority.

It does not create legacy.

Legacy requires succession.

Someone else learns the ritual.

Someone else gets the keys.

Someone else edits the newsletter.

Someone else leads.

And eventually they change things.

Of course they do.

They are alive.

Perhaps a good ancestor does not ask future generations to become copies.

Perhaps a good ancestor leaves them roots strong enough that they can grow branches we never imagined.

What Kind of Ancestor Are We Becoming?

That may be the question hiding inside legacy.

We usually think ancestorhood begins when someone dies.

Perhaps becoming an ancestor begins much earlier.

Every decision becomes part of what future people inherit.

Every tradition we normalize.

Every story we preserve.

Every lie we allow to remain convenient.

Every piece of land we tend or neglect.

Every boundary we establish.

Every person we teach.

Every wound we heal.

Every wound we hand forward.

We are building somebody else’s past right now.

That thought is both terrifying and strangely beautiful.

Legacy Is Not Immortality

There is another trap in all this.

Wanting legacy can become wanting immortality.

Remember my name.

Keep my ritual unchanged.

Protect my title.

Tell my version of the story.

Do not let what I built become something I did not intend.

But eventually every legacy escapes its creator.

Stories change.

Books are interpreted.

Traditions evolve.

Buildings are repurposed.

Organizations change direction.

People remember things we thought insignificant and forget things we thought would define us forever.

Legacy is not control after death.

Quite the opposite.

Legacy begins when control ends.

What remains must stand without us.

Perhaps the Best Legacy Is Useful

Maybe that is enough.

Not famous.

Not permanent.

Useful.

A path that makes someone’s journey easier.

A record that answers a question.

A tradition with enough roots to survive change.

A community healthier because somebody confronted an unhealthy pattern.

A piece of land in better condition than we received it.

A young practitioner who knows they are allowed to ask questions.

An old story preserved honestly.

A mistake documented so someone else does not need to repeat it.

A fire ready for the next keeper.

What Will Remain?

So perhaps the legacy question is not really about death.

It is about stewardship stretched across time.

Yesterday we asked:

What did I receive?

How am I tending it?

What will remain when I am gone?

Today I think we can add another:

Will what remains help the people who come after me live more wisely than I did?

That may be too much to ask.

Maybe wisdom cannot be inherited.

Perhaps every generation has to earn its own.

But we can leave better material.

Better records.

Healthier soil.

More honest stories.

Fewer inherited lies.

Traditions sturdy enough to change without collapsing.

Communities that understand authority as responsibility.

Sacred places cared for rather than merely claimed.

And perhaps one or two fewer wounds for someone else to carry.

That would not be a bad legacy.

The Fire Will Belong to Someone Else

Someday somebody else will sit where we sit.

They will look back at us the way we look back at those who came before.

They will wonder what we believed.

Why we did certain things.

Why we fought over others.

Why we preserved one tradition and let another disappear.

They will probably misunderstand us sometimes.

They will almost certainly criticize us.

They may thank us for things we barely noticed doing.

They may curse us for problems we thought somebody else would eventually solve.

That is how generations work.

We cannot control their judgement.

We can only decide what material we leave them to judge.

And perhaps that is all legacy ever was.

The fire passes from hand to hand.

No keeper owns it forever.

We inherit flame from people we never met.

We keep it for a while.

We add our own wood.

Our own stories.

Our own mistakes.

Our own lessons.

Then eventually somebody else reaches for the poker.

Perhaps our final responsibility is simply to hand it over without pretending the fire was ever ours alone.

And to leave enough wood nearby that they do not have to begin again in the dark.

Godspeed.


Scholarly Trail Markers

This reflection grows from the scholarly rabbit warren explored in the preceding posts. The scholars below did not collectively propose a single theory of Pagan legacy. Their work preserves different parts of contemporary Pagan history, identity, ritual, community and sacred relationship, making the very act of scholarly documentation part of the legacy discussed here.

Bowman, M. (2000). Nature, the natural and Pagan identity. DISKUS, 6.

Charbonneau, M. (2007). The melting cauldron: Ethnicity, diversity, and identity in a contemporary Pagan subculture. The Pomegranate, 9(1), 5–21.

Davy, B. J. (2023). Inclusive Heathens practice ancestor veneration, but not pride in ancestry. Nova Religio, 26(3), 30–51.

Davy, B. J. (2025). Wyrd ecology: Heathen ritual and gifting relations. Oxford University Press.

Graham McKay, D. (2014, June 20). Pagan festival season in Ontario. The Wild Hunt.

Graham McKay, D. (2017, April 25). Community experience at Raven’s Knoll documented in new book. The Wild Hunt.

Lepage, M. (2017). “Why be king? I’m already a queen!”: Performances rituelles et négociations queer dans la communauté néo-païenne de Montréal [Doctoral dissertation, Université du Québec à Montréal].

Rabinovitch, S. T., & Macdonald, M. (Eds.). (2004). An ye harm none: Magical morality and modern ethics. Citadel Press.

Coming Back Out of the Rabbit Warren

Woman arranging flowers at a symbolic outdoor memorial with stones and candles, people sitting by a campfire in background

Well.

That went farther than expected.

We started this morning with what seemed like a fairly innocent question.

If we put the work of Shelley Rabinovitch, Dodie Graham McKay, Martin Lepage, Marisol Charbonneau, Marion Bowman and Barbara Jane Davy beside one another, is there some common thread running through what they have been telling us about Paganism?

I expected an interesting comparison.

Perhaps a few shared themes.

Nature.

Identity.

Community.

Ritual.

History.

Instead, the floor gave way.

And down the rabbit hole we went.

Then into another.

And another.

Until what began as a question about scholarship became a much larger question about what Paganism actually asks of the people who live it.

So before we chase anything else, perhaps we should sit at the edge of the hole for a moment, brush the dirt off our clothes, and look back at where we have been.

The First Rabbit: Relationship

The first thing that emerged from those scholars was surprisingly simple.

The common thread did not appear to be a common theology.

Pagans do not agree enough for that.

We do not share one scripture.

We do not share one understanding of deity.

We do not share one account of what happens after death.

We do not share one ritual system, one history, one hierarchy or one authority.

And perhaps that has never been the centre anyway.

What kept appearing across all those different bodies of work was relationship.

Relationship with gods.

Relationship with ancestors.

Relationship with land.

Relationship with community.

Relationship with history.

Relationship with ritual.

Relationship with identity.

Relationship with memory.

And relationship with ourselves.

That gave us the first working thought of the day:

Perhaps Paganism is held together less by common belief than by common ways of entering into relationship.

Not identical relationships.

Not identical gods.

Not identical practices.

But the repeated movement outward from the isolated self toward something else.

Something older.

Something larger.

Something remembered.

Something living.

The Second Rabbit: Relationship Creates Responsibility

Of course that pleasant little idea lasted about five minutes before the next rabbit appeared.

Because relationship cannot simply be poetic language.

If I am truly in relationship with something, then my behaviour toward it matters.

If I say I honour the land, the question eventually becomes how I treat the land.

If I say I honour ancestors, the question becomes what I do with what I inherited from them.

If I say community matters, then community cannot only mean the parts I enjoy.

Someone still has to do the work.

Someone still has to welcome the newcomer.

Someone still has to clean up after the feast.

Someone still has to tend the fire when everyone else has gone to bed.

Barbara Jane Davy’s work on gifting, reciprocity and relationality helped push that question into clearer focus.

A relationship creates something between the parties involved.

Memory.

Expectation.

Responsibility.

And suddenly the ethical question was no longer:

What am I allowed to do?

It became:

What do I owe because I am connected?

That may have been the moment this stopped being merely an academic rabbit hole.

Because that question follows us home.

The Third Rabbit: What Happens When the Web Tears?

Then the obvious problem appeared.

Relationships break.

Trust fails.

Promises are broken.

Hospitality is abused.

Communities fail their members.

People betray one another.

Reciprocity becomes exploitation.

And suddenly an ethic of relationship needs an ethic for broken relationship.

That led us into frith, betrayal, restitution, boundaries, forgiveness and repair.

And perhaps the most important thing we found there was this:

Repair does not necessarily mean restoration.

Some relationships can be rebuilt.

Some cannot.

Some should not be.

Forgiveness is not trust.

Forgiveness is not reconciliation.

Forgiveness is not restored access.

And boundaries are not automatically failures of relationship.

Sometimes boundaries are how we protect the wider web from further harm.

That was an important turn.

Because relational spirituality can become dangerous if it quietly teaches people that maintaining connection is always more sacred than protecting themselves or others.

Sometimes the ethical act is rebuilding the bridge.

Sometimes the ethical act is admitting the bridge is gone.

The Fourth Rabbit: What Makes Something Sacred?

From broken relationships we wandered into sacredness.

If relationships create meaning, then perhaps sacredness is not merely something inherent in an object, place or tradition.

Perhaps sacredness also grows through relationship.

A clearing becomes sacred because people return.

Because ritual happens there.

Because names are spoken there.

Because ashes are scattered there.

Because vows are exchanged.

Because someone grieved beneath that tree.

Because someone made an offering beside that well every year until the path itself became memory.

Eventually geography becomes biography.

That led to another working thought:

Something may become sacred when relationship gives it meaning deep enough to create obligation.

That word again.

Obligation.

If something is sacred, ordinary entitlement begins to feel insufficient.

We approach differently.

We behave differently.

We recognize that the thing before us is not simply available for whatever use happens to be convenient.

And then we discovered something else.

Desecration and the end of sacredness are not necessarily the same thing.

A shrine can be violated and remain sacred.

A sacred place can be physically damaged while its meaning survives.

A community can disappear while its memory remains.

A place can stop being an active sacred home and still remain sacred in memory.

The fire can go out without proving it was never sacred.

The Fifth Rabbit: Ownership Is Not Stewardship

Then came the question that was probably waiting underneath everything else:

Who gets to decide what happens to sacred things?

That took us into ownership and stewardship.

And here we had to be very careful.

Because spirituality does not erase law.

If somebody owns land, they own the land.

Community attachment does not magically transfer the deed.

Years of ritual do not automatically create legal ownership.

Memories do not become property rights simply because they are powerful.

But neither does ownership answer every ethical question.

The deed may tell us who has the legal authority to decide.

It does not necessarily tell us what a wise or responsible decision looks like.

And so another distinction appeared:

Ownership asks who has the right to decide.

Stewardship asks what responsibilities should shape that decision.

Those are not enemies.

They are different questions.

A landowner can also be a steward.

A community can have genuine moral attachment without owning the land.

A person can love a sacred place without being entitled to control it.

An owner can possess legal authority without every possible use of that authority being ethically identical.

And somewhere in that tension sits the difference between possession and care.

The Firekeeper

By the end of all this, one image kept returning.

The firekeeper.

I think perhaps that image gathers most of today’s rabbit warren into one place.

A firekeeper has authority.

Someone needs to tend the fire.

Someone decides when another log is needed.

Someone watches the sparks.

Someone protects the people around it.

Someone makes sure the fire does not escape into the forest.

But the firekeeper does not own the fire in every meaningful sense of the word.

They did not invent flame.

They do not own the warmth received by everyone sitting around it.

They do not own the stories told beside it.

They do not own the memories people take home.

The firekeeper’s authority makes sense because it is tied to responsibility.

Without responsibility, authority becomes merely control.

Perhaps that is true of more than fires.

Perhaps it is true of elders.

Priests.

Teachers.

Landowners.

Organizers.

Tradition bearers.

Community leaders.

Anyone entrusted with something larger than themselves.

And This Is Where the Scholars Matter

We should come back to the people who helped us enter this warren in the first place.

Shelley Rabinovitch helped document the enormous diversity of modern Paganism and took questions of Pagan ethics seriously.

Marion Bowman showed why lived and vernacular religion matters, and why we should pay attention to what people actually do with religion rather than only what official definitions say.

Marisol Charbonneau showed Paganism taking shape within actual cultural, linguistic and social environments rather than existing as some floating universal abstraction.

Martin Lepage showed people negotiating identity, gender and belonging within contemporary Pagan ritual and community.

Dodie Graham McKay documented Canadian Pagan community from the ground: festivals, people, sacred spaces, labour, memory and what happens when a place accumulates years of meaning.

Barbara Jane Davy gave us particularly useful language for relationship, reciprocity, gifting, ancestry, ecology and the ethical web that can emerge from those connections.

They did not collectively write today’s conclusions.

We should not put our words into their mouths.

But they gave us maps.

Partial maps.

Maps of different sections of the forest.

And because those maps exist, we were able to lay them beside one another and notice something larger.

That is part of the value of scholarship.

It does not necessarily hand us the answer.

Sometimes it simply lets us ask a better question.

So What Did We Actually Find Today?

Perhaps something like this.

Paganism may not be most clearly understood by asking what every Pagan believes.

There may be no answer to that question.

But we can ask how Paganism is lived.

And again and again, it appears through relationships.

Those relationships create meaning.

Meaning creates responsibility.

Responsibility creates ethics.

When relationships break, ethics requires us to think about accountability, repair and boundaries.

When relationships deepen, they may produce what we call sacredness.

When sacred things come under human control, sacredness raises questions of stewardship.

And stewardship eventually forces us to think beyond ourselves.

What did we inherit?

What are we doing with it?

What will we leave behind?

That may be the whole warren in three questions.

What did I receive?

How am I tending it?

What will remain when I am gone?

Maybe Paganism Is Less About Having and More About Tending

That is where I find myself tonight.

Perhaps Paganism is not primarily something we possess.

Not my gods.

My land.

My ancestors.

My tradition.

My community.

My sacred place.

Perhaps all those possessive words are useful grammar and dangerous philosophy.

Maybe the better image is tending.

I tend a relationship with the gods.

I tend memory of the ancestors.

I tend the land beneath my feet.

I tend the community I participate in.

I tend the traditions I inherited.

I tend the stories I tell.

I tend the promises I make.

I tend the boundaries that keep relationships healthy.

I tend the fire.

And I know that one day somebody else will be sitting beside it.

Or they will not.

Some fires should continue.

Some should be allowed to go out.

Some traditions deserve preservation.

Some need pruning.

Some relationships deserve repair.

Some endings deserve respect.

Some inherited things should be passed forward.

Some should end with us.

Stewardship is knowing the difference as best we can.

For Today, That Is Far Enough

There are more rabbits out there.

There always will be.

Legacy is sitting somewhere ahead of us.

So are ancestors.

So is the question of what future Pagans will think of the religious world we are creating for them right now.

Those rabbits can wait.

For today, I think we have travelled far enough.

We began by asking what six scholars might collectively tell us about Paganism.

We ended somewhere much more personal.

Relationship.

Responsibility.

Accountability.

Sacredness.

Stewardship.

Perhaps those are not separate subjects after all.

Perhaps they are simply different points along the same thread.

A thread running through gods and land, ancestors and community, memory and obligation, past and future.

A thread reminding us that nothing we touch remains entirely untouched by us.

And that we, in turn, do not leave our relationships unchanged.

Maybe that is why the image of roots keeps following us.

Beneath the forest floor, nothing looks particularly organized.

Roots cross.

Separate.

Meet again.

Dead things become soil.

Living things feed one another.

Some trees fall.

Others grow into the opening.

No single tree owns the forest.

Yet every tree changes it.

Perhaps we are not terribly different.

We arrive.

We inherit.

We take.

We give.

We damage.

We repair.

We remember.

We forget.

We build things that may outlive us.

We leave behind things other people will eventually have to deal with.

And for a little while, we get to stand beside the fire.

Maybe the question was never whether the fire belonged to us.

Maybe the question was always:

What did we do while it was ours to tend?

That seems like a good place to leave today’s rabbits.

At least until one of them sticks its head out again.

Godspeed.

Who Owns the Sacred? Stewardship, Authority, and the Problem of Possession

Two side-by-side stone circles, one fenced as private property and the other open as a community sacred grove with people tending the land

We left the last hole with what sounded like a simple enough question: if something becomes sacred through relationship, who gets to decide what happens to it?

The person who owns the land?

The person who built the shrine?

The priest who tends it?

The community that worships there?

The people whose labour maintained it?

The people whose dead are remembered there?

The people who will inherit it after everyone currently arguing about it is gone?

And immediately we discover that the word ownership is trying to answer several different questions at once.

Legally, ownership can sometimes be quite straightforward. There is a deed. There is a title. There are property lines. Someone has the authority recognized by law to decide who enters, what is built, what is removed, what is sold and how the property is used.

That matters.

Spiritual language does not erase property law.

Twenty years of attending rituals on somebody else’s land does not magically put your name on the deed. Helping build a shrine does not necessarily make you its legal owner. Loving a place does not create a property interest simply because the love is sincere.

But there is another question hiding underneath the legal one.

Does having the right to do something automatically answer whether one ought to do it?

And there is our rabbit.

Ownership and Stewardship Are Not the Same Question

Ownership asks about authority.

Stewardship asks about responsibility.

Ownership says:

This is mine.

Stewardship asks:

What has been placed in my care?

Those statements can exist in the same person.

In fact, perhaps they should.

A person can own a hundred acres and also understand themselves as responsible for what happens to those hundred acres. They may recognize that trees take longer to grow than human plans take to change, that water flows beyond property lines, that wildlife is thoroughly unimpressed by land registries, and that decisions made during one generation can shape the lives of people who will inherit the consequences.

The title says who owns the land.

It does not tell us everything the land means.

That distinction becomes even more important when a place has become sacred to more people than the person holding the deed.

A Place Can Be Privately Owned and Communally Meaningful

This is one reason Raven’s Knoll has become such an interesting example in this series of rabbit holes.

We are not using it here to settle any contemporary dispute, nor to suggest that community attachment somehow overrides private ownership. We are using it because the historical record allows us to watch several different relationships with the same land grow beside one another.

Dodie Graham McKay’s 2017 account of Rites of Raven’s Knoll described privately owned Pagan land that had, through repeated gatherings, accumulated permanent shrines and sacred sites. The book itself brought together twenty-eight voices connected to the land and the events held there.

Barbara Jane Davy later studied Heathen ritual at Raven’s Knoll, examining gifting, reciprocity, wyrd and the relationships formed through ritual practice.

Those things do not transfer legal ownership.

But neither are they nothing.

People prayed there.

People made offerings there.

People married there.

People worked there.

People repaired things.

People created ritual traditions there.

People attached memories to particular trees, stones, fires, clearings and shrines.

Something interesting happens when enough human lives pass repeatedly through the same landscape.

The land acquires more than one biography.

The owner has one.

The volunteer another.

The priest another.

The child who grew up attending festivals another.

The person who exchanged vows there another.

The person who mourned somebody there another.

All of them may be talking about the same hundred acres.

None of them are necessarily talking about the same place.

The Deed Is Real, but It Is Not the Whole Story

I think we sometimes get ourselves into trouble by demanding that one kind of truth erase another.

If the land is privately owned, then some will say the community’s emotional or spiritual attachment is irrelevant.

If the community has invested years of devotion and labour, others may begin speaking as though ownership itself should no longer matter.

Neither position seems particularly useful.

The deed is real.

The relationship is real.

They simply describe different things.

One establishes legal authority.

The other establishes meaning.

And when sacredness enters the conversation, perhaps meaning creates moral questions even when it does not create legal rights.

That is an important distinction.

Moral stake is not necessarily legal ownership.

But legal ownership does not automatically make every decision morally weightless either.

The interesting questions begin precisely where those two truths meet.

The Shrine Someone Else Helped Build

Imagine that I own a piece of land.

On that land is a shrine.

I provided the space, but over thirty years many people carried stones to it. Someone carved the altar. Someone planted trees. Someone replaced the roof. Someone donated the statue. Someone tended the grass. Someone performed the first ritual there. Hundreds of people have since left offerings.

Legally, depending upon the circumstances, the shrine may very well belong to the landowner.

But suppose one morning the owner decides:

I am tired of looking at it. Bring in the excavator.

Maybe they have the legal right.

But surely the ethical conversation does not end with the sentence:

I own it.

At minimum we might ask:

Who should be told?

Who should be consulted?

Can sacred objects be removed respectfully?

Can the history be documented?

Can people say goodbye?

Can some part of what was created be relocated?

Does an obligation arise from having allowed people to invest years of religious meaning into the place?

None of those questions necessarily changes who owns the property.

They change what stewardship might require of the owner.

The Other Side of the Problem

But now turn the rabbit around.

Suppose I have attended that shrine for twenty years.

I love it.

I helped maintain it.

Some of the most important spiritual experiences of my life happened there.

Do those things give me the right to command the person who owns the property?

No.

Not automatically.

My devotion does not turn another person’s property into mine.

My memories do not transfer the deed.

My contribution does not necessarily create permanent authority.

That matters too.

Otherwise the language of sacredness becomes a remarkably effective way of taking control of something somebody else actually owns.

That would not be stewardship.

That would simply be another form of entitlement dressed in religious clothes.

So the ethical burden runs in both directions.

The owner should not necessarily treat communal sacred investment as meaningless.

The community should not necessarily treat sacred investment as ownership.

Between those two positions lives something much more difficult.

Relationship.

Again.

Stewardship Begins Where Entitlement Ends

Perhaps stewardship is what happens when we stop asking only what we are permitted to do.

A steward asks different questions.

What was here before me?

Who depends upon this?

Who has invested themselves here?

What promises have been made?

What expectations have reasonably grown around those promises?

What will my decision change?

Who carries the cost?

What am I passing forward?

What am I destroying that cannot easily be recreated?

And perhaps most importantly:

Am I treating this thing as something entrusted to me, or merely as something available to me?

Those are very different relationships.

The Firekeeper Does Not Own the Fire

I keep returning to the image of the firekeeper.

A firekeeper has authority.

Someone has to decide when another log goes on.

Someone watches the sparks.

Someone makes sure the fire does not escape the ring.

Someone may tell a careless person to step back.

But the firekeeper’s authority exists because they have accepted responsibility for the fire.

The firekeeper does not become the fire.

They do not own everyone’s warmth.

They do not own every story told around the flames.

They do not own the memories people take away from the circle.

Their authority is tied to care.

Separate authority from care and something changes.

The firekeeper becomes merely the person holding the poker.

Perhaps spiritual authority works the same way.

Who Owns a Ritual?

This problem becomes even stranger when the sacred thing is not land.

Who owns a ritual?

The person who wrote it?

The tradition that shaped it?

The people who performed it for thirty years?

The priest who currently leads it?

The community that keeps returning?

What if the original creator dies?

What if the community changes the ritual?

What if somebody claims that changing it is disrespectful?

What if preserving it exactly makes it meaningless to the people now performing it?

This is where Marion Bowman’s work on vernacular religion becomes particularly useful.

Religion as lived by ordinary people does not remain frozen simply because somebody once wrote something down. Tradition moves through human hands. People inherit it, interpret it, perform it, adapt it and sometimes argue furiously about what should happen next.

Maybe ritual is less like owning a statue and more like tending a garden.

You inherit something with a history.

You are not free from that history.

But neither can you keep the garden alive by embalming it.

You prune.

You plant.

You learn which things belong there.

You occasionally discover that something everyone swore had grown there for centuries was planted in 1987.

You laugh.

Hopefully.

Then you keep tending.

Who Owns Tradition?

This may be the larger question underneath the smaller one.

We speak constantly about our tradition.

But what does that possessive actually mean?

Did we create it?

Usually not.

Did we receive it whole and unchanged from antiquity?

Usually not that either.

Tradition is handed forward through layers of people.

Someone remembered something.

Someone forgot something.

Someone wrote something down.

Someone translated it.

Someone misunderstood the translation.

Someone reconstructed the missing pieces.

Someone created a beautiful new practice and later generations assumed it was ancient.

Someone else eventually checked the dates.

And through all of that, tradition lived.

Perhaps we do not own tradition.

Perhaps we receive custody of a portion of it.

For a while.

That creates an interesting obligation.

Preserve what deserves preserving.

Tell the truth about what we actually know.

Do not confuse innovation with antiquity.

Do not confuse antiquity with virtue.

Add carefully.

Remove carefully.

Then hand something onward that is still alive.

And Who Exactly Is “The Community”?

Here the work of Rabinovitch, Charbonneau and Lepage becomes important again.

It is very easy to say:

The community should decide.

Which community?

Who speaks for it?

The founders?

The elders?

The people who attend every week?

The people who attend once a year but have done so for thirty years?

The younger generation?

The people who left?

The people who were pushed out?

The landowners?

The clergy?

The volunteers?

The loudest person in the Facebook group?

There is danger in treating community as though it were a single creature with one mouth.

Rabinovitch’s work helped document just how internally varied modern Paganism is. Charbonneau examined diversity, ethnicity and identity within Pagan community. Lepage showed people negotiating gender and belonging within ritual traditions.

Together they remind us that communities contain differences.

Sometimes profound ones.

So community stewardship cannot simply mean finding one person willing to announce:

I speak for everyone.

They probably don’t.

Stewardship Needs Listening

Maybe this gives us one characteristic of good stewardship.

Listening.

Not endless consultation until nothing can ever happen.

Not giving every person veto power over every decision.

But listening enough to understand what is actually being changed.

If an old shrine is going to be moved, find out who uses it.

If a ritual is going to be discontinued, understand what it means to the people who practiced it.

If sacred land is changing purpose, recognize the history attached to that landscape.

If a tradition is being rewritten, know what is being inherited before declaring what must be discarded.

Consultation does not mean surrendering authority.

It means exercising authority with information rather than merely with power.

“Because I Can” Is a Very Small Moral Philosophy

Perhaps that is the deepest problem with ownership when it becomes detached from stewardship.

I can.

I can cut the tree.

I can remove the shrine.

I can close the gate.

I can change the ritual.

I can sell the land.

I can keep the artifact.

I can exclude the community.

Perhaps.

Sometimes the answer really is yes.

But I can answers only the question of power.

It tells us nothing about wisdom.

Nothing about responsibility.

Nothing about memory.

Nothing about consequence.

Nothing about relationship.

A child eventually learns that being physically capable of doing something is not, by itself, a compelling reason to do it.

Perhaps adults need reminding occasionally too.

The Steward’s Question Is Different

The steward asks:

What happens after I exercise this power?

That question reaches forward.

If I cut this grove, what replaces it?

If I remove this shrine, what memory am I interrupting?

If I change this ritual, what do we gain and what do we lose?

If I close this community, where do the people who depended upon it go?

If I sell this sacred object, am I selling something that was ever truly mine alone to sell?

If I inherited authority, what obligations arrived with it?

That is where stewardship begins to resemble Davy’s relational ethics.

We are not isolated actors making decisions inside a vacuum.

Our choices move outward through relationships.

They enter the web.

And the web remembers.

Sacred Authority Should Carry More Responsibility, Not Less

There is another trap here.

People sometimes imagine sacred authority as a reason they should be questioned less.

I am the priest.

I am the elder.

I am the founder.

I am the landowner.

I am the tradition bearer.

I built this.

I was here first.

Perhaps all of those things are true.

But if the role is genuinely sacred, should it not increase accountability rather than reduce it?

The person entrusted with the well has more responsibility toward the water than the person merely passing through.

The person tending the shrine has more responsibility for its condition than the visitor.

The person who teaches has more responsibility for accuracy than the student.

The person holding community power has more responsibility for how that power affects others.

Authority does not prove stewardship.

Conduct does.

The Vé and the Work Nobody Sees

Graham McKay’s reporting on the Raven’s Knoll Vé offers a wonderfully earthy reminder of this.

The sacred space was not maintained by theology alone.

Posts rotted.

Grass grew.

Overgrowth had to be pushed back.

Repairs required labour.

People had to source materials and physically rebuild parts of the site.

That might be one of the best metaphors we have found during this entire trip.

Everyone enjoys talking about sacredness.

Eventually somebody has to cut the grass.

The shrine does not care how sophisticated our theology is when the roof leaks.

The sacred fire still needs wood.

The ritual field still needs tending.

The community hall still needs cleaning.

The dead still need remembering.

The story still needs telling.

Stewardship is where sacred language acquires calluses.

The Community Has Responsibilities Too

It would be easy at this point to place all responsibility upon whoever holds formal authority.

That would be another mistake.

Communities can consume sacred places too.

People arrive.

Use the facilities.

Attend the rituals.

Enjoy the atmosphere.

Photograph the shrine.

Tell everyone how spiritually important the place is.

Then leave the maintenance to somebody else.

If we believe sacred relationship creates obligation, then stewardship cannot belong only to the owner.

Perhaps the visitor owes something too.

Respect the rules.

Do not damage the land.

Help when help is requested.

Clean up.

Contribute if you can.

Recognize that somebody else is paying the bills.

Do not mistake access for entitlement.

Do not demand ownership simply because something is meaningful to you.

Again we arrive at reciprocity.

If the place gives something to us, perhaps we should occasionally ask what we give back.

What About the People Who Come After Us?

There is another stakeholder who never seems to get invited to the meeting.

The future.

Suppose I inherit sacred land.

I did not build the original shrines.

I did not begin the rituals.

Maybe I do not even share all the beliefs of the people who came before me.

What do I owe them?

And what do I owe people who have not yet arrived?

This may be where stewardship differs most profoundly from possession.

Possession is centred upon the present holder.

Stewardship has a longer memory.

It looks backward:

What did I receive?

And forward:

What will I leave?

A grove planted today may not reach maturity during the planter’s lifetime.

A shrine built carefully may outlive its builder.

A tradition protected honestly may be practiced by people whose names we will never know.

Perhaps stewardship is a conversation among the dead, the living and the unborn.

We happen to hold the talking stick for a little while.

We Should Be Careful With the Word Stewardship Too

There is a danger in romanticizing this word.

Anyone can call themselves a steward.

Corporations do it.

Politicians do it.

Religious leaders do it.

Landowners do it.

Organizations put the word into mission statements.

The word itself proves nothing.

A steward can still make bad decisions.

A steward can become controlling.

A steward can confuse caretaking with ownership of other people’s spiritual lives.

A steward can decide that because they work hardest, nobody else deserves a voice.

And perhaps most dangerously, a steward can begin believing that whatever they want must automatically be good for the thing they claim to serve.

So stewardship itself requires accountability.

The question cannot merely be:

Do I call myself a steward?

It must become:

What does my conduct reveal that I am actually serving?

Land?

Community?

Tradition?

The gods?

History?

Future generations?

Or simply myself?

That question may sting.

Good questions occasionally do.

Maybe the Sacred Is Held in Trust

I keep circling around another phrase.

Held in trust.

Not in the strict legal meaning of a trust.

I mean something older and more ordinary.

To be trusted with something.

A story.

A place.

An object.

A ritual.

A responsibility.

Another person’s confidence.

You possess access to it, perhaps even authority over it, but the relationship itself tells you that your freedom is not absolute.

Someone trusted you.

Something was entrusted to you.

That changes what your hands mean.

The old book in your possession may legally be yours to throw into the fire.

But if it contains the only surviving record of your community’s rituals, perhaps the ethical question is larger than ownership.

The tree may be yours to cut.

But if generations have gathered beneath it, perhaps one pauses before starting the chainsaw.

The shrine may stand on your land.

But perhaps thirty years of offerings ask for a conversation before the bulldozer arrives.

Not because ownership vanished.

Because stewardship appeared beside it.

The Sacred Pushes Back Against Possession

Perhaps this is ultimately what sacredness does.

It puts a limit on possession.

Not necessarily a legal limit.

A moral one.

Something sacred says:

You may hold me, but I am not merely yours.

The land existed before the deed.

The river flowed before the survey.

The gods, if we believe in them, certainly did not spring into existence when somebody purchased acreage.

The ancestors are not property.

Tradition is not property in the ordinary sense.

Community is definitely not property.

Even our memories refuse to behave like possessions.

We carry them, but they were made with other people.

Perhaps the more sacred something becomes, the less comfortably the language of simple possession fits around it.

So Who Owns the Sacred?

After following this rabbit through the woods, I think the question may contain its own mistake.

Maybe ownership is not the most useful final category.

Somebody may own the land.

Somebody may own the physical object.

Somebody may own copyright in a written ritual.

Those are real things and should not be waved away with spirituality.

But sacredness itself?

I am not sure anybody owns that.

Perhaps sacredness exists in relationship.

And relationships are participated in rather than possessed.

So perhaps the better question is:

Who is responsible for tending the sacred?

Sometimes the answer is the owner.

Sometimes the priest.

Sometimes the community.

Sometimes all of them.

Sometimes responsibility belongs differently to different people.

The landowner controls the property.

The ritual leader tends the ceremony.

The historian tends memory.

The community tends belonging.

The volunteer tends the path.

The elder tends knowledge.

The newcomer brings questions that prevent tradition from becoming complacent.

And perhaps nobody gets to say:

Because my responsibility is real, yours is meaningless.

The web is more complicated than that.

The Fire Was Never Ours

Maybe that is where this rabbit finally settles.

We gather around a fire.

Someone owns the land beneath it.

Someone bought the wood.

Someone struck the match.

Someone tends the flames.

Someone tells the stories.

Someone remembers the dead.

Someone sits quietly at the edge of the light and says almost nothing all night.

Morning comes.

The fire dies down.

Everyone carries something different away.

Who owned the fire?

Perhaps nobody.

Perhaps everybody.

Perhaps that is still the wrong question.

The better questions might be:

Who kept it burning?

Who gathered around it?

Who was warmed?

Who got burned?

Who fed it?

Who remembered it?

Who made sure it did not burn down the forest?

And when everyone finally walked away, who made sure it was properly put out?

That is stewardship.

Not possession.

Care.

Responsibility.

Memory.

Restraint.

Knowing when to add another log.

Knowing when not to.

And knowing that having your hand on the poker never made the flame belong to you.

And There Goes the Rabbit Again

Because there is one question sitting underneath stewardship that we have not really touched.

If we are temporary keepers…

If sacred things are inherited…

If communities and traditions stretch backward and forward beyond a single human lifetime…

Then perhaps responsibility does not end with the living.

What do we owe the people who come after us?

Not metaphorically.

Practically.

What traditions do we preserve?

What stories do we document?

What mistakes do we refuse to hand down?

What land do we leave?

What communities do we build?

What debts do we create?

What fires do we expect someone else to tend?

And perhaps the most uncomfortable version of the question:

What will the next generation inherit from the Paganism we are creating right now?

There is the rabbit.

And that one seems to be heading toward legacy.

Godspeed.


Scholarly Trail Markers

This essay is a philosophical synthesis. It does not claim that the scholars below collectively proposed a single theory of ownership or stewardship. Their work provides different pieces of the landscape: lived and vernacular religion, relational responsibility, sacred place, community diversity, ritual practice and the accumulation of religious meaning through repeated participation.

Bowman, M. (2014). Vernacular religion, contemporary spirituality and emergent identities: Lessons from Lauri Honko. Approaching Religion, 4(1).

Davy, B. J. (2022). Reconstructing the Procession of Nerthus: A contemporary Heathen ritual offering of sacrifice. The Pomegranate. https://journal.equinoxpub.com/POM/article/view/24259

Davy, B. J. (2025). Wyrd ecology: Heathen ritual and gifting relations. Oxford University Press. https://academic.oup.com/book/59759

Graham McKay, D. (2016, July 7). Ontario Heathens rebuild Vé. The Wild Hunt. https://wildhunt.org/2016/07/ontario-heathens-rebuild-ve.html

Graham McKay, D. (2017, April 25). Community experience at Raven’s Knoll documented in new book. The Wild Hunt. https://wildhunt.org/2017/04/the-community-experience-at-ravens-knoll-documented-in-new-book.html

What if we Have Been Asking the Wrong Question About Paganism

Six diverse people dressed in symbol-decorated clothing linked by vines under a tree with mountains in background

Yesterday we were talking about rabbits.

Not the sort that sit politely at the edge of the garden, but the troublesome ones. The ones that appear for half a second, vanish into the undergrowth, and somehow convince you that following them is a perfectly reasonable way to spend an afternoon.

We have been doing quite a bit of that lately on Unplugged Pagan.

Following names.

Following books.

Following old festivals and forgotten communities.

Following ideas through academic papers, fieldwork, memories, rituals, histories and places until one question becomes another question, and that question opens a door into something we were not really looking for when we began.

This particular rabbit started with six names:

Shelley Rabinovitch. Dodie Graham McKay. Martin Lepage. Marisol Charbonneau. Marion Bowman. Barbara Jane Davy.

They did not all ask the same questions.

They did not all study the same communities.

They did not all approach Paganism from the same academic discipline, the same period, or even the same relationship to the communities they were describing.

And that matters.

Before we go any farther down this rabbit hole, there is something worth saying clearly.

The observations that follow did not simply appear out of thin air.

They exist because people did the work.

They interviewed practitioners. They attended gatherings. They observed rituals. They read histories. They documented communities that might otherwise have left very little public record. They wrestled with questions of identity, ethnicity, gender, ancestry, nature, ecology, ritual and belonging.

Some of them spent years doing it.

There is a tendency, especially online, to grab one interesting sentence from a scholarly work, turn it into a meme-sized idea, and forget the person who spent hundreds or thousands of hours getting us to that sentence.

I do not want to do that here.

So this rabbit hole is partly ours.

But the trail was cut by others long before we arrived.

What Happens When We Put Their Work Beside One Another?

At first I expected the common thread to simply be Paganism.

That would be the obvious answer.

Rabinovitch documented modern Pagan and Witchcraft communities and helped map the extraordinary diversity existing beneath those labels.

Charbonneau examined contemporary Paganism in Montreal and explored how ethnicity, language, diversity and cultural setting influenced the form Paganism took there.

Lepage went deeper into that same Montreal landscape and examined ritual, gender, sexuality and queer identity.

Bowman studied nature, Pagan identity and what scholars often call vernacular religion: religion not merely as institutions define it, but as ordinary people actually live it.

Graham McKay documented Canadian Pagan communities from within their lived world: gatherings, festivals, sacred places, people, stories and the strange collection of relationships that eventually turns an event into a community.

Davy has examined contemporary Heathen ritual, ancestors, gifting, ecology, reciprocity and the relationships created among humans, land, gods, ancestors and other-than-human beings.

Six people.

Six bodies of work.

Many different questions.

But when those bodies of work are placed beside one another, something begins appearing beneath the differences.

And I do not think that something is belief.

I think it is relationship.

Perhaps that is where we have been looking in the wrong direction all along.

Maybe Belief Was Never the Centre

When we ask what a religion is, we have been trained to begin with belief.

What do its followers believe about God?

What do they believe about death?

What scripture do they follow?

What commandments govern them?

What doctrines define who belongs and who does not?

That works reasonably well when discussing religions built around formal creeds, scriptures and institutions.

Then we wander into Paganism carrying the same measuring stick and immediately run into trouble.

What do Pagans believe about the gods?

Well.

Which Pagans?

Some speak to gods as beings with wills, personalities and presence.

Some understand them through myth and archetype.

Some speak primarily of spirits.

Some of ancestors.

Some of land.

Some of divinity woven through nature.

Some comfortably hold several of those possibilities at once and feel no great need to solve the theological puzzle for anyone else.

Ask what happens after death and the trail branches again.

Ask which scripture defines Paganism and there is silence.

Ask who has the authority to decide what Paganism believes and somewhere, I suspect, a thousand Pagans begin arguing before the question has even finished being asked.

Perhaps that is not a weakness.

Perhaps we have simply been asking Paganism to behave like religions built very differently from it.

Maybe the question is not:

What must Pagans believe?

Maybe the more revealing question is:

What relationships are Pagans trying to establish, maintain and understand?

Once you ask that, the landscape changes.

Paganism Happens Between Things

This is where I think the work of these scholars begins quietly speaking to one another.

Not because they all made the same argument.

They did not.

This is my synthesis of what becomes visible when their work is viewed together.

Paganism keeps appearing in the spaces between things.

Between a person and a god.

Between a person and the land beneath their feet.

Between the living and the dead.

Between a community and the place where it gathers.

Between inherited tradition and contemporary experience.

Between personal identity and collective expectation.

Between memory and the present.

Between who we were told we should be and whoever we are slowly becoming.

Marion Bowman’s work is especially valuable here because vernacular religion asks us to pay attention to religion as people actually live it.

Religion does not exist only in books, temples or official statements.

It happens around kitchen tables.

At gravesides.

On pilgrimages.

In family traditions.

At festivals.

In stories.

Around fires.

In the strange little practices people repeat because somewhere along the line those practices became meaningful.

People inherit traditions, but they also interpret them.

They adapt them.

They combine them.

They forget parts.

Recover others.

Create something new.

Religion remains alive because someone keeps entering into relationship with it.

Marisol Charbonneau’s work in Montreal shows us another part of that process.

Paganism grows somewhere.

And wherever it grows leaves fingerprints upon it.

Language matters.

Ethnicity matters.

Culture matters.

History matters.

The people in the room matter.

The city outside the ritual space matters.

Montreal is not merely the location where Paganism happens.

Montreal becomes part of the Paganism being lived there.

Martin Lepage follows another trail through that same forest and encounters gender, sexuality and queer identity.

Again, Paganism is doing more than transmitting doctrine.

Ritual becomes a place where human beings ask questions about themselves.

Who am I?

What was assigned to me?

What did I inherit?

What do I accept?

What do I reject?

What may I become?

And what happens when those questions are carried into sacred space?

Shelley Rabinovitch’s work helps us see just how diverse the modern Pagan landscape actually is.

The word Pagan does not resolve the differences.

It contains them.

Witches, reconstructionists, polytheists, ceremonial practitioners, nature-centred traditions, magical traditions, devotional traditions and all manner of things living somewhere around their edges.

That diversity itself becomes important.

There may never have been a single theological centre to discover.

Dodie Graham McKay brings us out of theory and onto the ground.

Festivals.

Communities.

Campgrounds.

Work weekends.

Rituals.

Stories.

People returning year after year.

People teaching.

People building things.

People remembering.

People arguing.

People belonging.

Her work reminds us that religion is not only what a community says it believes.

It is what people actually do together.

And then Barbara Jane Davy takes us into a particularly deep part of the woods.

Gift.

Reciprocity.

Ancestor.

Ritual.

Land.

Ecology.

Relationship.

Her work on contemporary Heathenry gives scholarly language to something that practitioners may understand almost instinctively:

We do not exist alone.

We exist within networks of relationship.

And relationships create consequences.

Nothing Stands Alone

There is something quietly Pagan about that idea even before we attach the name of a god to it.

Nothing stands entirely by itself.

The tree outside the window exists in relationship with soil, water, fungi, insects, birds, sunlight and weather.

The fire exists because someone gathered wood.

The wood exists because something grew.

The person tending the fire learned how from someone, somewhere.

Perhaps from a parent.

Perhaps from another Pagan.

Perhaps from a book written by someone long dead.

The story being told beside that fire came from another story.

The ritual contains gestures borrowed from another ritual.

The words have histories.

The symbols have travelled.

Even the solitary Pagan sitting alone beneath a tree is surrounded by relationships.

The solitude is real.

But so is the web.

Perhaps Paganism has always lived somewhere inside that tension.

Individual experience woven into something larger.

Not in the object.

In the connection.

The Land Remembers

This also changes how we understand sacred places.

Land is spoken about rather casually in modern spirituality.

Connect with nature.

Honour the land.

Walk barefoot.

Sit beneath a tree.

All fine things.

But relationship with place becomes very different when time enters the picture.

Walk the same path for twenty years and it is no longer simply a path.

Light the same fire every autumn and eventually that fire carries memory.

Hold rituals beside the same well.

Scatter ashes beneath the same trees.

Celebrate births there.

Mourn deaths there.

Meet friends there.

Lose friends there.

Work the soil.

Carry stones.

Repair fences.

Build shrines.

Tell the story about what happened beneath a certain tree fifteen summers ago.

Eventually the landscape stops being scenery.

It becomes biography.

This is part of what makes Davy’s work around Heathen ritual and Raven’s Knoll so interesting.

A ritual performed repeatedly in a place does something more than commemorate an old story.

It creates relationships among the participants, the ritual, the remembered past and the land where the ritual occurs.

That does not require us to solve every metaphysical question about sacred places.

We can observe what happens.

People remember.

People return.

People care for places.

They attach stories to them.

They behave differently toward them.

The geography gathers meaning.

A place becomes sacred not because someone printed the word sacred on a map.

It becomes sacred because relationships accumulate there.

And perhaps, sometimes, the place returns the favour.

Community Is Built the Same Way

Community may not be terribly different.

We sometimes speak about Pagan community as though it comes automatically with the label.

A Pagan festival is announced.

Pagans arrive.

Therefore Pagan community exists.

But the work documented by people like Graham McKay, Charbonneau, Lepage, Rabinovitch and Davy suggests something far more complicated.

Perhaps community is not simply a noun.

Perhaps community is something people keep doing.

Someone arrives early and helps another person put up a tent.

Someone teaches a workshop.

Someone brings extra coffee.

Someone tends the fire after most people have gone to bed.

Someone welcomes the newcomer standing awkwardly at the edge of the circle.

Someone cooks.

Someone cleans.

Someone performs ritual.

Someone remembers the names of people who are no longer there.

Someone keeps returning.

Years pass.

Children grow up.

People age.

Traditions change.

Arguments happen.

Friendships form.

Friendships break.

New people arrive.

Old stories become community folklore.

And somewhere along the way a collection of individuals becomes something resembling a people.

That may be why the loss of spiritual community can hurt so deeply.

You have not merely lost access to an event.

You may have lost relationships.

A fire you knew.

A path you walked.

A ritual calendar that helped divide your year.

Jokes nobody outside the group understands.

People who remember earlier versions of you.

Places where pieces of your life happened.

When people say, “It was home,” perhaps they are not speaking metaphorically at all.

Perhaps home is simply what we call a place where enough relationships have gathered.

Even the Past Is a Relationship

Then there is history.

Pagans can become wonderfully obsessive about history.

Was this ritual really ancient?

Did the Norse actually do this?

Did Druids believe that?

Where did this symbol come from?

Is this authentic?

Was this reconstructed in 1973 and then somehow transported backward into the Iron Age by the internet?

Those questions matter.

The scholars matter here too.

Part of the gift of scholarship is that somebody does the uncomfortable work of checking our stories.

They compare sources.

They question assumptions.

They distinguish evidence from folklore.

They point out when a beautiful story is probably modern.

Sometimes that ruins a perfectly good legend.

Good.

History deserves better than being used merely as decoration.

But scholarship can also teach us something subtler.

The past reaches us in fragments.

Stories.

Artifacts.

Names.

Folklore.

Burial goods.

Poetry.

Language.

Later accounts.

Archaeology.

Reconstructed possibilities.

And enormous stretches of silence.

We are not ancient Celts.

We are not Viking Age Norse farmers.

We are not living in pre-Christian Europe.

We stand here.

Now.

So every attempt to build a modern Pagan practice from the past requires a relationship between evidence and imagination.

Between inheritance and reconstruction.

Between what we know and what we desperately wish we knew.

Honesty lives somewhere inside that space.

Perhaps we do not honour the past by pretending the centuries between us never happened.

Perhaps we honour it by acknowledging the distance.

Learning what can be learned.

Admitting what cannot be known.

And still finding ways to carry something living forward.

Relationship Is Not Always Comfortable

And then the rabbit reaches the difficult part.

Relationships create obligations.

Barbara Jane Davy’s work on reciprocity and gifting makes this particularly difficult to ignore, but I think the question echoes through the work of all six.

If I claim relationship with land, what do I owe the land?

If I claim relationship with gods, what does devotion ask of me?

If I claim relationship with ancestors, which ancestors do I mean?

If I claim relationship with history, what obligation do I have to tell the truth about it?

If I claim relationship with community, what happens when community becomes inconvenient?

If I call someone kin, what does that word mean when agreement disappears?

If I borrow ritual or symbolism from another culture, what responsibilities come with that borrowing?

If I say a place is sacred, how should I behave toward it?

Suddenly Paganism is no longer merely about identity.

It becomes a question of conduct.

Not:

What label do I wear?

But:

What do my relationships require of me?

That is a much harder question.

An altar can be photographed.

A necklace can be worn.

A label can be placed in a biography.

Relationship has to be lived.

So What Is Paganism?

After wandering through the work of Rabinovitch, Graham McKay, Lepage, Charbonneau, Bowman and Davy, I find myself circling around a definition we have been slowly developing here at Unplugged Pagan.

Not because these scholars collectively wrote this definition.

They did not.

This is my synthesis of the landscape their work helps reveal.

And it should be presented as exactly that.

A reader standing upon foundations laid by people who spent years examining different pieces of the Pagan world and asking what those pieces might tell us.

From that vantage point, perhaps we can say:

Paganism is a lived and relational religious practice through which people establish and maintain relationships with gods, ancestors, land, community, memory and self, using historical inheritance, personal experience and contemporary reconstruction while remaining accountable for how those relationships are represented and enacted.

It is not a creed.

It is not the definition.

I doubt the Pagan world would tolerate a definitive definition for more than fifteen minutes anyway.

But perhaps it describes the shape of something.

The gods differ.

The myths differ.

The rituals differ.

The histories differ.

Languages differ.

Traditions disagree.

Practitioners contradict one another.

And yet again and again, in community after community and study after study, human beings appear reaching outward.

Toward gods.

Toward land.

Toward ancestors.

Toward one another.

Toward story.

Toward memory.

Toward identity.

Toward something beyond the small border of the individual self.

Perhaps Paganism is not a single road.

Perhaps it is more like an old forest.

There are hundreds of paths through it.

Some ancient.

Some newly cut.

Some carefully reconstructed from old maps.

Some little more than deer trails vanishing beneath the ferns.

And scattered through that forest are people who have spent years mapping portions of it.

Rabinovitch mapped some trails.

Bowman mapped others.

Charbonneau walked through Montreal.

Lepage followed paths through ritual and identity.

Graham McKay recorded the gathering places.

Davy followed the trail into ritual, gifting, ancestors and ecology.

None mapped the entire forest.

Neither will we.

But because they walked carefully, took notes, asked questions and left markers behind, those of us coming later can see farther than we could have seen alone.

That is worth acknowledging.

Scholarship does not remove the mystery from Paganism.

At its best, it teaches us where the mystery actually begins.

And perhaps beneath all those paths are roots.

Crossing.

Entangling.

Sharing soil.

Touching things we cannot see from the surface.

Maybe that is the common thread.

Not that Pagans believe the same things.

We quite obviously do not.

Perhaps the common thread is that Paganism repeatedly asks us to enter into relationship.

With something.

With someone.

With somewhere.

And then, sooner or later, comes the question that may matter far more than what we call ourselves:

What does that relationship ask of us?

Six scholars helped lead us to the edge of that question.

We simply followed the rabbit a little farther.

There it goes again.

Godspeed.

Closing the Rabbit Hole

Overlapping festival community network web visualization

What This Investigation Actually Taught Me

I really did not intend to go this far down the rabbit hole.

What started as a fairly simple question about overlapping people and festivals turned into several posts, a timeline, a network map, a reverse search, a festival matrix and eventually something resembling a small Organizational Behaviour case study.

And, strangely enough, I am glad it did.

Because the deeper we went, the less simple the story became.

The Original Question Was Too Simple

At the beginning, it would have been easy to imagine a straight line:

Rainbow
   |
 Eric Mandala
   |
Bhakti
   |
Raven's Knoll
   |
KN¿WHERE

That would have made for a very tidy story.

It also would have been wrong.

The evidence did not reveal one person connecting everything.

It did not reveal one organization directing everything.

And it certainly did not reveal some hidden command structure linking all these communities together.

What appeared instead was considerably more ordinary and considerably more interesting.

A network.

Actually, Several Networks

We found a long-running devotional music, yoga and wellness community operating through Ottawa, Gatineau, Peterborough and surrounding areas.

We found people moving repeatedly through Bhakti in the Woods, Bhakti Bliss, Gaiafest, Peterborough Yoga Festival, Rooted in Wellness and other events.

We found another network extending through Pagan gatherings, Rainbow-associated environments, ecstatic dance and transformational festivals.

We found another through Ottawa electronic music, psychedelic events, Eclipse Festival and Sonic Springs.

And we found KN¿WHERE developing largely from its own Toronto bass-music and DNR Productions lineage before parts of that network began touching some of the same broader festival ecosystem.

The People Were Important, But Not in the Way I Expected

Eric Mandala remains an important person in the map.

He crosses between cultural environments more often than most of the people we examined.

But he turned out not to be the bridge.

Remove Eric and the network still exists.

Rebecca White Raven still connects the Bhakti in the Woods lineage with Bhakti Bliss.

Justine Hoang still appears repeatedly through the regional yoga and kirtan environment.

Kevin Guerette remains part of that devotional music community.

Andrew Sass remains embedded in the Bhakti and Gaiafest cluster.

Nikoli independently connects Gaiafest, Eclipse and Ottawa electronic culture.

Other people we had not originally been looking at produced additional links once we reversed the search.

That was probably one of the most important lessons.

If a network disappears when you remove one person, you may be looking at one person’s social circle. If it continues to function through several independent paths, you are probably looking at an actual social ecosystem.

The Festivals Were Important Too

Some events turned out to play very different roles.

Bhakti Bliss appears to concentrate a large portion of the recurring devotional, yoga and wellness community.

Gaiafest appears particularly important because people from somewhat different cultural environments meet there.

Eclipse Festival appears to act as another bridge into psychedelic and transformational electronic culture.

Raven’s Knoll performs a different function again. It is a physical venue where events from very different organizational histories can occupy the same space.

And KN¿WHERE, despite becoming part of this larger map, still appears to possess its own organizational ancestry through DNR and Toronto electronic music rather than simply emerging from the Bhakti or Rainbow communities.

That Difference Matters

It would have been very easy to confuse connection with control.

That is probably the biggest caution I am taking away from this entire exercise.

Two people appearing at the same festival does not establish partnership.

A performer appearing at an event does not make that performer an organizer.

Two festivals using the same venue do not become the same organization.

A person participating in several communities does not mean those communities answer to one another.

And a network can be completely real without being conspiratorial.

Organizational Behaviour Made This Much Easier to Understand

This is where my Organizational Behaviour studies unexpectedly became useful.

Once I stopped thinking only in terms of organizations and started thinking in terms of informal organizations, the entire picture made more sense.

Organizational charts tell us who officially reports to whom.

Networks tell us who actually interacts.

People recommend people.

Performers introduce performers.

Volunteers become organizers.

Organizers reuse people they trust.

Ideas travel with the people carrying them.

Culture moves from one environment into another.

Some people become what Organizational Behaviour calls boundary spanners: people capable of moving between otherwise different communities.

Some festivals become brokerage points: places where those communities meet.

And some venues become physical nodes through which otherwise unrelated groups encounter the same space.

The Network Was More Resilient Than I Expected

Another OB concept became visible as the research expanded: redundancy.

The network has multiple pathways.

Remove one connection and others remain.

Remove one festival and people still meet through another.

Remove one individual and the community continues functioning through other relationships.

That is exactly what makes informal social networks durable.

The Rabbit Hole Also Demonstrated Confirmation Bias

There was another lesson here that had nothing to do with festivals.

It concerned the investigation itself.

Once you find a possible pattern, it is extremely easy to start looking only for things that confirm it.

That is why reversing the search became so important.

Instead of repeatedly starting with Eric, Bhakti or Raven’s Knoll and searching outward, we started from KN¿WHERE and worked backward.

Then we started from Gaiafest.

Then from other performers.

Then from other workshops and festival lineups.

Some apparent connections survived.

Some became stronger.

Some disappeared entirely.

The Andrew question is a perfect example.

Once better identification became available, the responsible conclusion was not to force two Andrews into the same person.

It was to say:

That connection is not established.

Likewise, when a search result appeared to connect another performer directly with KN¿WHERE but the underlying source did not support it, the connection had to be removed.

That is not a failure of an investigation.

That is what investigation is supposed to look like.

Sometimes the Negative Result Is the Result

We did not find evidence showing that Rainbow Family controls Bhakti Bliss.

We did not find evidence showing that Bhakti Bliss operates KN¿WHERE.

We did not find evidence showing that Eric Mandala organizes KN¿WHERE.

We did not find evidence showing that the principal Bhakti organizers operate KN¿WHERE.

Those are useful findings.

Because eliminating explanations is part of understanding what remains.

So What Did We Actually Find?

If I had to reduce several posts of investigation into one conclusion, it would be this:

There appears to be a broad and overlapping regional festival ecosystem involving devotional music, yoga, wellness, Pagan and Rainbow-associated circles, electronic music, psytrance, transformational festivals and professional festival production. Different individuals move between different portions of that ecosystem, while events such as Gaiafest and Eclipse and venues such as Raven’s Knoll create points where otherwise separate networks become adjacent.

That is a much more defensible conclusion than saying everyone belongs to the same organization.

And I think it is actually more interesting.

Because This Is How Communities Really Work

People rarely live inside one neatly labelled box.

The yoga teacher may also attend an electronic festival.

The electronic musician may teach meditation.

The Pagan musician may perform kirtan.

The festival organizer may know people from three other festivals.

The person volunteering this year may organize something next year.

A campground may begin with one community and eventually host several.

None of that requires a grand plan.

It requires people.

And time.

That May Be the Most Educational Part

I originally went into this trying to understand a few connections.

I came out of it with a much better practical understanding of:

  • informal organizations;
  • organizational culture;
  • boundary spanning;
  • social-network analysis;
  • communities of practice;
  • organizational continuity;
  • brokerage;
  • network redundancy;
  • confirmation bias;
  • and the difference between correlation, connection and control.

That is considerably more than I expected when I started.

And I Think This Is Where I Get Off the Ride

Could the network be mapped farther?

Absolutely.

There are hundreds more performers, facilitators, organizers, volunteers and festivals that could theoretically be followed.

At some point, however, the additional detail stops changing the conclusion.

We have already established that the network is broader than one person.

We have established that several independent communities overlap.

We have identified some of the important bridges.

We have also identified where the evidence stops.

Going another fifty names deeper might make the map larger.

I am no longer convinced it would make the conclusion substantially better.

And knowing when to stop is part of research too.

Final Thought

I did not intend to go this far down the rabbit hole.

But it was educational.

What began as an investigation into festivals became, unexpectedly, a lesson in how communities form and how people carry culture between them.

The final answer was not a hidden organization.

It was something much more human.

Relationships.

People meet.

People collaborate.

People introduce one another.

Communities overlap.

Culture travels.

And eventually a network emerges.

Sometimes there really is a rabbit hole.

Sometimes, when you finally reach the bottom, you discover that what looked mysterious from above is simply a very complicated collection of people knowing other people.

And perhaps that is a good place to leave this one.

A Keyboard Can Keep Time

Person with dual glowing silhouettes merging together

This is the third in a three part reflection on community, spiritual practice, identity, and what has changed.

At different points in my life, I have used different names to describe myself.

Kevin is the name connected to work, bills, legal documents, responsibilities, mistakes, survival, and the ordinary weight of being a person in the world.

Lugh Sulian became connected to writing, Pagan identity, spiritual exploration, history, fire, ritual, and the part of me that was looking for a language large enough to hold everything I carried.

For a time, those identities felt almost separate.

One belonged to the practical world.

The other belonged beside the fire.

When Lugh and Kevin Were Separate

In From Lugh to Kevin: My Evolving Identity Story, I looked back at why the name Lugh Sulian appeared in the first place.

Lugh began partly as privacy and partly as separation.

Kevin dealt with employers, paperwork, bills, contracts, responsibilities, and the machinery of ordinary life.

Lugh had space to read cards, honour the gods, tend fires, think symbolically, write spiritually, and move through Pagan spaces without bringing every part of my public identity into the room.

That separation once served a purpose.

Eventually, though, it stopped making sense to treat them as different men.

In Kevin and Lugh: Integration Without Performance, I described them as two doors into the same house.

That remains true.

The difference now is that the doors are usually open.

Two Sites, One Road

Standing on the Ledge and Unplugged Pagan may appear to be two different projects, but they increasingly tell the same story from different sides.

Standing on the Ledge asks how a person continues after life collapses.

Unplugged Pagan asks what remains sacred while that person is rebuilding.

One deals with tools, systems, psychology, work, exhaustion, money, habits, conflict, and recovery.

The other deals with meaning, ancestors, gods, land, honour, belonging, memory, and fire.

They meet in the same place.

They meet in the question of how to remain yourself when the structures you trusted have failed.

That connection is no longer something I need to hide or keep in separate compartments.

The practical and spiritual parts of my life need each other.

Ritual without practical action can become avoidance.

Practical action without meaning can become endless machinery.

The candle does not pay the bill, but it may steady the hand that opens it.

The tarot card does not make the decision, but it may expose the fear shaping it.

The prayer does not complete the work, but it may remind me why the work matters.

The spreadsheet does not create purpose, but it can protect the conditions in which purpose has room to live.

Letting the Record Stand

In earlier writing, conflict often occupied a great deal of space.

There were reasons for that.

Silence can protect harmful behaviour. Naming what happened can be necessary, particularly when others would prefer that the record disappear.

But I am learning that not every truth needs to be repeated forever in order to remain true.

Sometimes the record can stand.

Sometimes a boundary is more useful than another argument.

Sometimes the best answer to something destructive is to stop feeding it and build something that can live without it.

That does not mean becoming silent.

It means becoming more deliberate about when speaking adds something useful.

Am I bringing forward new evidence?

Am I explaining something more clearly?

Am I offering a tool another person can use?

Am I marking real change?

Or am I hoping that one more explanation will finally force the past to provide a different answer?

That distinction is not always comfortable.

It is necessary.

A New Creative Purpose

This is where my new creative purpose is emerging.

Writing is no longer only a way to describe what happened to me.

It is becoming a way to create something for the people who arrive later.

A person may find Unplugged Pagan because they have lost their spiritual community.

Someone may find Standing on the Ledge because they have lost a job, a relationship, financial stability, confidence, direction, or the life they expected to have.

They may not need me to have solved everything.

They may need evidence that someone can remain unfinished and still continue.

They may need a tool, a story, a question, or a few honest words that help them through one difficult night.

That changes the purpose of the writing.

The injury may explain why I began.

Service can explain why I continue.

A Different Kind of Gathering Place

I once found belonging through gatherings, shared spaces, festivals, drums, and fires.

Those things still have value.

I have not stopped believing in their power.

But a keyboard can also keep time.

A page can become a gathering place.

A reader I may never meet can still sit beside the same fire.

That does not replace physical community.

It does widen my understanding of where community can exist.

Community can form through recognition.

One person tells the truth about an experience, and someone elsewhere recognizes part of their own life in it.

For a moment, neither person is carrying the experience entirely alone.

That is not a festival.

It is not a grove.

It is not a formal ritual.

But it is still connection.

Kevin and Lugh Now

My identity is becoming less dependent on choosing between Kevin and Lugh.

They are not rivals.

Lugh gives language to things Kevin has lived.

Kevin gives weight and experience to the things Lugh writes.

The spiritual and practical selves are not separate people.

They are two ways of looking at the same road.

Kevin is not only the tired worker, the bill payer, or the person carrying legal and practical burdens.

Lugh is not only the firekeeper, Pagan voice, or spiritual figure standing dramatically beside the flame.

Kevin has fire in him.

Lugh still has to live in the real world.

Most days, both are doing both.

Movement Rather Than Erasure

I am still learning how to handle conflict without allowing it to consume all available space.

I am still learning the difference between speaking because something must be said and speaking because I am hoping the past will finally provide a different answer.

Progress rarely arrives as a clean break.

But I can see movement.

I am spending less time asking whether I still belong in places that changed without me.

I am spending more time asking what I can create with the life, knowledge, failures, skills, and stories that remain.

That is the direction now.

Not erasing the past.

Not living inside it.

Using it.

Turning memory into writing.

Turning writing into tools.

Turning tools into small points of light.

Turning those lights into something another person might follow when their own road becomes difficult.

Maybe that is what firekeeping looks like for me now.

Not guarding one sacred flame in one permanent place.

Carrying enough fire to light the next one.

Godspeed.


This concludes the three part series. The fire moved from community, through practice, and into creative purpose. The road continues from here.

Before Raven’s Knoll: The Early History of the Kaleidoscope Gathering, 1989–2009

Group of people in medieval costumes holding hands dancing around bonfire at outdoor festival

Before there was a Raven’s Knoll, a permanent village of tents, ritual spaces, workshops, merchants, musicians, and familiar faces, there was a small gathering on Gina Ellis’s land in Lanark County.

This history has been compiled with all publicly available material; no interviews were conducted in its creation process – Kevin/Lugh

It was called MiniFest.

The surviving historical record is incomplete. The official online collection of Kaleidoscope Gathering programs begins with the Raven’s Knoll period, while much of the earlier community history was shared through printed programs, newsletters, email lists, Yahoo Groups, private photographs, and oral storytelling. Many of those materials have disappeared from the publicly searchable internet.

What remains, however, is enough to reconstruct the major outline of how a small Lammas gathering became one of Canada’s most enduring Pagan festivals.

A Lammas Gathering on Gina Ellis’s Land

The strongest available evidence places the founding of the gathering in 1989.

The official 2011 Kaleidoscope Gathering program described the event as having begun 22 years earlier when Gina Ellis hosted what it called a “Lammas meeting of souls” on her own land. Counting back from 2011 places the first gathering in 1989. The 2011 event was also identified as the 22nd annual Kaleidoscope Gathering, reinforcing that date (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

View the 2011 Kaleidoscope Gathering program.

Martin Lepage’s doctoral research independently gives the same year. Lepage identifies Gina Ellis as the founder, states that the event was originally called Minifest, and places it on Gina’s former land near Perth, Ontario. Lepage also describes Ellis as a significant figure connecting the Pagan communities of Ottawa and Montreal and as the founder of the Silver Wheel coven (Lepage, 2017, pp. 31–34).

Read Martin Lepage’s doctoral dissertation.

A near-contemporary academic reference offers additional confirmation. Religious studies scholar Marion Bowman wrote that MiniFest was in its sixth year in 1995. Depending on whether the first gathering was counted as year one, that also places its beginning in approximately 1989 or 1990. When combined with the official anniversary count and Lepage’s research, 1989 is the best-supported founding date (Bowman, 2000).

Read Marion Bowman’s article.

The original site is usually described as being near Perth. Community histories locate it more specifically near McDonald’s Corners, southwest of Perth, on land associated with Gina Ellis and the Silver Wheel coven.

That land became known within the community as Witch Hollow and was used for coven activities, seasonal observances, initiations, women’s gatherings, a men’s gathering, Hecate’s Web events, and later the smaller InFest gathering (Seccaspina, 2016).

Read “The Witch Hollow of Lanark County”.

This matters because MiniFest did not begin as a commercial festival imposed upon a rented campground. It emerged from an existing spiritual community and a living ritual landscape. The earliest gathering was closely connected to the land, the coven, and the relationships already formed around them.

Why “MiniFest” Was an Accurate Name

Later descriptions consistently characterize the earliest gatherings as intimate and informal.

A history quoted by The Wild Hunt described Kaleidoscope’s development as beginning with something resembling a “kitchen party,” then expanding through a widening circle of friends before becoming a mobile or “roaming” gathering. A longtime attendee responding to the article remembered the earliest form as friends inviting more friends until the gathering became substantially larger (McKay, 2014).

Read The Wild Hunt’s history of Ontario Pagan festivals.

A publicly indexed recollection from an early attendee states that their first gathering was on Gina Ellis’s land in 1995 and that it was still being called MiniFest. Although personal memories cannot carry the same historical weight as dated programs or academic studies, this recollection is consistent with Bowman’s chronology and the documented location.

View the publicly available participant recollection.

MiniFest appears to have been less a miniature version of the later festival than a different kind of event. It was a small gathering rooted in personal relationships, shared ritual, and hospitality. Its identity grew from the people who attended rather than from a permanent venue, formal infrastructure, or public brand.

That intimacy did not survive unchanged because the gathering became far more successful than its original setting could accommodate.

The Gathering That Outgrew Its Home

Lepage reports that, a few years after MiniFest began, approximately 300 unexpected people arrived. The crowd was too large for the original site, forcing the gathering to find a larger location (Lepage, 2017, p. 32).

An entry concerning Gina Ellis in The Encyclopedia of Modern Witchcraft and Neo-Paganism supplies an important additional detail. It states that MiniFest had grown beyond the capacity of Ellis’s acreage and that its manager, Pamela Fletcher, renamed the event Kaleidoscope and moved it to larger camping accommodations (Rabinovitch, 2011, p. 92).

The precise year of the name change has not been established from a surviving dated program. The available evidence indicates that the gathering was still remembered as MiniFest in 1995, while later sources describe the renaming and relocation as part of its expansion during the 1990s.

It would therefore be misleading to assign a specific year without locating an original program, announcement, or organizational record.

What can be stated with reasonable confidence is that four developments were connected:

  1. MiniFest attracted more people than Gina’s land could safely or comfortably hold.
  2. Pamela Fletcher assumed a major management role.
  3. The event was renamed Kaleidoscope Gathering.
  4. It began moving among larger venues.

This was the beginning of the roaming period remembered in later KG histories.

Pamela Fletcher and the Development of Kaleidoscope

Pamela Fletcher, widely known within the community as Lady Pamilla, became one of the central figures in the gathering’s pre-Raven’s Knoll development.

The encyclopedia account associates her directly with the transition from MiniFest to Kaleidoscope and with the move away from Gina Ellis’s land. By July 2006, a public Toronto Pagan community announcement explicitly identified Pamela Fletcher as the director of Kaleidoscope Gathering. She had donated a weekend pass for the August 4–7, 2006 festival to a community fundraiser (Rabinovitch, 2011; Plutopsyche, 2006).

View the 2006 Toronto LiveJournal announcement.

The 2011 KG program states that Pamela had retired before the new Raven’s Knoll organizers assumed responsibility for the gathering. It describes 2011 as Maryanne Pearce and Austin Lawrence’s second year as organizers following Fletcher’s retirement, placing the organizational transition in 2010 (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

Pamela’s enduring influence is also preserved in the gathering’s stated educational principle. Official KG registration material continues to associate her with the motto:

“Everyone has something to learn and something to teach.”

The present organization identifies that idea as a fundamental principle of KG (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-a).

View the official KG registration page.

That principle helps explain how Kaleidoscope developed. It was not structured solely around recognized clergy, published authors, or professional presenters. Knowledge could move through the community horizontally.

People came as students, teachers, ritual participants, musicians, performers, merchants, volunteers, and storytellers, often occupying several of those roles during the same gathering.

A Gathering Between Ottawa, Eastern Ontario, and Montreal

Although the gathering began on Ontario land, it was never only a local Lanark County event.

Lepage describes Gina Ellis as one of the best-known figures in a Pagan community extending between Ottawa and Montreal. He later identifies Kaleidoscope as the Pagan festival most popular among Montreal Pagans and as one of the gatherings bringing together the greatest variety of Pagan traditions and individuals (Lepage, 2017, pp. 31–34).

Marisol Charbonneau chose the 2007 Kaleidoscope Gathering as a fieldwork location for her University of Ottawa research because the event was regularly attended by Montreal Pagans. She used the gathering to meet people who were not participating in the Montreal Pagan community’s electronic discussion lists.

This shows how KG functioned as a physical meeting place for networks that otherwise communicated through stores, brunches, newsletters, and early online forums (Charbonneau, 2008, pp. 5–6).

Read Charbonneau’s research.

This cross-regional character helps explain the diversity that became one of KG’s defining features. It brought together English-speaking and French-speaking participants, coven-based Wiccans, solitary practitioners, ceremonial magicians, Druids, Heathens, Goddess worshippers, queer Pagan communities, musicians, and people who did not fit comfortably within a single formal tradition.

A study of diversity in Canadian Paganism records that one of the principal events at the 2006 Kaleidoscope Gathering was a Vodoun ritual. The same source identifies that year’s program theme as “Myths and Legends.”

This is significant because it demonstrates that, by 2006, KG’s programming was already extending beyond a narrowly European or exclusively Wiccan presentation of Pagan religion (Charbonneau, 2007, p. 14).

Read “The Melting Cauldron”.

Later retrospectives describe KG traditions including the Bardic Competition, nightly music and drumming, Pride activities, gender-specific and third-gender rituals, the Stag King, and the Trials of Artemis.

Not every one of these traditions can presently be dated to the pre-2010 period, but the list illustrates the broad participatory culture that had grown from the earlier gathering (McKay, 2014).

A published author biography also claims that a work won Kaleidoscope’s Bardic Competition in 1995 and again in 2006. Because this information survives as biographical material rather than an official list of winners, it should be treated cautiously. It nevertheless suggests that the Bardic Competition may have been established by the mid-1990s (Puhvel, 2007).

The Documented Whispering Pines Years

The complete list of pre-Raven’s Knoll locations has not been recovered. Later histories call KG a roaming gathering, but the publicly indexed record does not identify every campground or provide a year-by-year location chronology.

The best-documented later venue was Whispering Pines Campground, near Plantagenet and Curran in eastern Ontario.

Charbonneau’s fieldwork places the August 2007 gathering at Whispering Pines in Plantagenet. She describes KG as a Pagan camping festival held over the Civic Holiday weekend and notes its substantial Montreal attendance (Charbonneau, 2008, pp. 5–6).

A surviving Temple of the Sacred Grove community page independently records the 2007 event as taking place from August 1 to August 6 at Whispering Pines Campground.

The same page records InFest later that summer on Gina’s land near McDonald’s Corners, attended by approximately 35 returning and new friends (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

Visit the Temple of the Sacred Grove website.

That pairing is historically revealing. By 2007, Kaleidoscope had become large enough to occupy a commercial campground, while InFest continued the smaller, relationship-based gathering at the original site.

In effect, the two events preserved different parts of the original MiniFest experience. Kaleidoscope carried forward the expanding public festival, while InFest retained greater intimacy.

The Temple page also preserves unusually detailed information about the 2008 gathering. KG ran from Wednesday, July 30, through Monday, August 4, with the theme “Fairies and Elves and Gnomes! Oh My!”

Whispering Pines was closed for the gathering’s exclusive use. The site offered a beach, an in-ground swimming pool, drive-up campsites, two showers, and relatively level, rock-free camping areas. The notice also reminded participants to respect the resident campground owners and prohibited pets other than guide dogs (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

These practical details show how far the gathering had travelled from its kitchen-party beginnings. Registration procedures, campground agreements, accessibility rules, themed programming, and several days of scheduled activity required an established organizing structure and a substantial volunteer base.

A later participant remembered Whispering Pines as one of KG’s former homes and described it as evoking the intimacy of the earlier gathering. That recollection is consistent with the dated 2007 and 2008 notices, although it does not establish the first or final year KG used the campground (McKay, 2014).

The Fragmentary Early Internet Record

Kaleidoscope existed before social media centralized community communication. Its online presence was spread among personal webpages, email lists, Yahoo Groups, LiveJournal, newsgroup signatures, and successive domain names.

The Temple of the Sacred Grove page links to the old Kaleidoscope-Gathering.com address and to numerous Yahoo Groups serving Ottawa-area Pagans. The page also mentions a Facebook group, a Yahoo group, and Yahoo email distributions, illustrating the mixture of old and emerging platforms being used during the late 2000s (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

A 2001 Usenet post contains an email signature promoting “Kaleidoscope 2002” and the old Kaleidoscope-Gathering.com domain. However, the signature also contains a reference to Lawrencetown, Nova Scotia, and provides no reliable context about KG’s Ontario venue or organization.

It is evidence that the name and domain were circulating online by 2001, but it should not be used to establish a festival location (Pearce, 2001).

View the surviving 2001 Google Groups post.

The Toronto LiveJournal notice from 2006 is more useful. It supplies dates for that year’s gathering and identifies Pamela Fletcher as director. Together with the Temple pages, it shows that Pagan community blogs and event boards were important parts of KG’s publicity network before Facebook became dominant (Plutopsyche, 2006).

Most Yahoo Groups material is no longer publicly searchable, and the original KG domain has since been repurposed for unrelated content. The disappearance of these platforms is one reason the pre-2010 history now appears thinner than the gathering’s age and importance would suggest.

2009: The Twentieth Anniversary

The strongest surviving audiovisual record of the pre-Raven’s Knoll era was created in 2009.

Francis Perron produced the documentary Merry Meet: The Story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering for KG’s twentieth anniversary. The film contains interviews with participants and organizers, music, storytelling, and sections devoted to the gathering’s beginnings, Lady Pamelia, and memorable festival anecdotes.

Perron described it as an independently produced film created while he learned the necessary equipment and editing tools (Perron, 2009).

Watch the documentary:
Merry Meet: The Story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering

A separate publicly available video connected with Gina Ellis also remains online.

Watch the Gina Ellis video:
Gina Ellis video on YouTube

Research note: Dependable title, creator, and upload-date metadata were not available during the original research. The video is therefore linked without assigning uncertain bibliographic details.

The twentieth-anniversary year also brought a visual marker of change. The official KG history states that the Rainbow Dragonfly logo was unveiled at the 2009 gathering. The dragonfly subsequently became closely associated with the festival’s identity (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-b).

Read the official history of the Rainbow Dragonfly.

The Road to Permanent Land

For roughly two decades, the gathering’s continuity came from its people rather than from ownership of a particular site.

The official KG history describes the event’s evolution from a small gathering among friends into a roaming spiritual community. That movement could accommodate growth, but it also meant negotiating repeatedly with campgrounds, adapting ritual and workshop spaces, transporting infrastructure, and relying upon venues whose long-term availability was never guaranteed (McKay, 2014).

In 2009, the incoming organizers purchased land intended to provide a permanent Pagan gathering place. The first Kaleidoscope Gathering at Raven’s Knoll was held in 2010.

The 2011 program confirms that 2011 was KG’s second year there and the second year of the new organizing leadership following Pamela Fletcher’s retirement (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-c; Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

Read the official Kaleidoscope Gathering FAQ.

That move did not create Kaleidoscope Gathering. It gave an already mature gathering a permanent home.

By the time KG reached Raven’s Knoll, it had already existed for approximately 20 years. It had begun on Gina Ellis’s land, outgrown that land, acquired a new name, survived multiple moves, developed a cross-regional community, established recurring traditions, and built an identity strong enough to remain recognizable without being tied to one campground.

What Can Be Documented and What Remains Missing

The surviving public record supports the following historical outline:

  • 1989: Gina Ellis establishes MiniFest as a Lammas gathering on her land near McDonald’s Corners and Perth.
  • 1995: Academic evidence places MiniFest in approximately its sixth year, while attendee memory still associates the MiniFest name with the gathering on Gina’s land.
  • Later 1990s: The gathering outgrows the original site after a crowd reported at approximately 300 people. Pamela Fletcher manages the transition, and MiniFest becomes Kaleidoscope Gathering.
  • By 2001: The Kaleidoscope name and an early festival domain are being circulated online.
  • By 2006: Pamela Fletcher is publicly identified as KG’s director. That year’s program theme is documented as “Myths and Legends,” and a major Vodoun ritual forms part of the programming.
  • 2007–2008: KG is securely documented at Whispering Pines Campground near Plantagenet.
  • 2009: KG observes its twentieth anniversary, Francis Perron releases Merry Meet, and the Rainbow Dragonfly logo is unveiled.
  • 2010: The first Kaleidoscope Gathering is held at Raven’s Knoll.

Several important questions remain unanswered by the publicly accessible record. The exact year in which MiniFest was formally renamed has not been located. No complete list of the gathering’s roaming venues has surfaced. Programs from most pre-2010 years are not included in the official online archive.

Nor is there a publicly available master list of early organizers, workshop presenters, ritual leaders, musicians, Bardic winners, or annual attendance.

Those records may still exist in private collections, old printed programs, photographs, newsletters, hard drives, or the memories of longtime participants. Their absence online should not be mistaken for an absence of history.

Remembering the Gathering Before the Land

The history of Kaleidoscope Gathering did not begin when a sign was placed at Raven’s Knoll.

It began when Gina Ellis opened her land for a Lammas gathering. It continued as more friends arrived, then more friends of friends, until a gathering intended to be small became too large for its birthplace.

Pamela Fletcher helped carry it through the difficult transformation from MiniFest into a larger, mobile festival. Participants and volunteers then preserved it across different locations until permanent land became possible.

The pre-Raven’s Knoll history is therefore not merely an introductory chapter. It explains what Kaleidoscope originally was:

A community that existed before it possessed a permanent home.

The land eventually gave that community stability.

The community, however, came first.


Publicly Available Historical Record

The following materials remain among the most useful publicly accessible sources for researching KG’s pre-Raven’s Knoll history:

  • The 2000 article by Marion Bowman, containing the near-contemporary statement that MiniFest was in its sixth year in 1995.
  • Shelley Rabinovitch’s encyclopedia entry concerning Gina Ellis, MiniFest, Pamela Fletcher, the renaming, and the relocation.
  • Marisol Charbonneau’s 2007 article documenting KG’s 2006 “Myths and Legends” program and Vodoun ritual.
  • Charbonneau’s 2008 master’s thesis documenting the 2007 gathering at Whispering Pines and its importance to Montreal Pagans.
  • The Temple of the Sacred Grove webpage preserving the dates and venue for KG 2007 and detailed information about KG 2008.
  • The 2006 Toronto LiveJournal notice identifying Pamela Fletcher as director.
  • Francis Perron’s 2009 documentary.
  • The official 2011 festival program containing Gina Ellis’s biographical note and the 22-year anniversary calculation.
  • The official KG FAQ, Dragonfly history, and program archive.
  • Dodie Graham McKay’s 2014 retrospective in The Wild Hunt.
  • Linda Seccaspina’s community history of Witch Hollow.
  • Martin Lepage’s 2017 doctoral dissertation.
  • Publicly indexed participant memories concerning MiniFest and Gina Ellis’s land.

References

Bowman, M. (2000). Nature, the natural and Pagan identity. DISKUS, 6. https://jbasr.com/basr/diskus/diskus1-6/bowman6.txt

Charbonneau, M. (2007). The melting cauldron: Ethnicity, diversity, and identity in a contemporary Pagan subculture. The Pomegranate, 9(1), 5–21. https://journal.equinoxpub.com/POM/article/view/2899

Charbonneau, M. (2008). A distinct Paganism: The contemporary Pagan revival in Montreal at the turn of the millennium [Master’s thesis, University of Ottawa]. https://www.academia.edu/9965797/A_Distinct_Paganism_The_Contemporary_Pagan_Revival_in_Montreal_At_the_Turn_of_the_Millennium

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (2011). Voyages: The 22nd annual Kaleidoscope Gathering [Festival program]. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/wp-content/uploads/2025/02/KG-2011-Program_final_display-3.pdf

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-a). Registration. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/registration/

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-b). The dragonfly. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/information/the-dragonfly/

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-c). FAQ. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/information/faq/

Lepage, M. (2017). “Why be king? I’m already a queen!”: Performances rituelles et négociations queer dans la communauté néo-païenne de Montréal [Doctoral dissertation, Université du Québec à Montréal]. Archipel. https://archipel.uqam.ca/10924/1/D3311.pdf

McKay, D. G. (2014, June 20). Column: Pagan festival season in Ontario. The Wild Hunt. https://wildhunt.org/2014/06/walking-the-world-pagan-festival-season-in-ontario.html

Pearce, R. (2001, November 7). Re: Windows XP and BIOS strange things happen [Newsgroup post]. Google Groups. https://groups.google.com/g/comp.windows.misc/c/EXZMrirC3rQ

Perron, F. (Director). (2009). Merry Meet: The story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering [Documentary film]. https://www.thewicca.ca/culture/video/francis-perron-merry-meet.php

Plutopsyche. (2006, July 19). Tomorrow night: Wine, Dine & Divine @ Mitzi’s Sister [Online community post]. Toronto LiveJournal. https://toronto.livejournal.com/4467634.html

Rabinovitch, S. T. (2011). The encyclopedia of modern witchcraft and neo-paganism (2nd ed.). Kendall Hunt.

Seccaspina, L. (2016, March 3). The Witch Hollow of Lanark County. Linda Seccaspina’s Blog. https://lindaseccaspina.wordpress.com/2016/03/03/the-witch-hollow-of-lanark-county/

Temple of the Sacred Grove. (2008). Temple events and events upcoming. https://www.templesacredgrove.org/

The Fire Did Not Go Out

Figures in a circle performing a ritual around a glowing crystal emitting spiritual energy

This is the first in a three part reflection on community, spiritual practice, identity, and what has changed.

There was a time when I spoke about the Pagan community as though it were one place.

Not necessarily one physical place, but a shared home. A collection of people connected through belief, ritual, land, history, music, fire, and the understanding that many of us had already spent much of our lives standing outside conventional doors.

In older posts, I wrote about losing that sense of community. I wrote about Raven’s Knoll, about roots being forgotten, and about people who helped build something eventually finding themselves standing outside it.

When the old Unplugged Pagan header came down, I described it as a small funeral. It was a recognition that a place could once have been sacred to me without remaining my spiritual home forever.

Later, in Leaving Home in the Spirit of Hávamál 127, I wrote more directly about frith, betrayal, silence, and the difference between saying that everyone is welcome and actually making room for them.

Those things mattered.

They still matter.

I do not withdraw what I wrote simply because time has passed. Healing does not require pretending that nothing happened. Forgiveness, where it is possible, does not require rewriting history.

What has changed is how much authority I allow those experiences to have over the rest of my life.

For a while, the loss of one community felt like the loss of community itself.

When a place has carried years of memory, labour, friendship, ritual, and identity, leaving it can feel like being separated from part of your own history.

But the fire did not belong to one place.

The gods did not remain behind a gate.

The ancestors did not stop speaking because a relationship ended.

The land beneath my feet did not become less sacred because I was no longer part of a particular circle.

The fire travelled.

It travelled into my garden, my writing, my small daily rituals, my conversations, and the quiet moments when I remembered that spirituality does not require an audience.

Years ago, when I first wrote about the spirituality of firekeeping, I understood the firekeeper primarily through the gathering. The firekeeper prepared the space, chose the wood, watched the flame, supported the ritual, and helped create warmth and connection for the people around it.

I still believe in that work.

What I understand more clearly now is that firekeeping does not end when the gathering does.

Sometimes the firekeeper’s work is protecting one clean ember after everyone else has gone home.

Sometimes it is carrying that ember into unfamiliar ground.

Sometimes it is realizing that the flame was never the property of the hall, the festival, the landowner, the organization, or the crowd.

I once described myself as a Pagan firekeeper without a Pagan community.

There was truth in that sentence, but I would phrase it differently today.

I am a Pagan firekeeper whose community is no longer defined by one property, one organization, one gathering, or one group of people.

Community can be the person who reads something I wrote and realizes they are not alone.

It can be the quiet exchange between two people who recognize the same struggle.

It can be a shared meal, a remembered song, a conversation beside a fire, or a reader returning years later to say that a few words mattered.

That may be smaller than the grand idea of community I once carried.

It may also be more honest.

Belonging and Access Are Not the Same

I have also learned that belonging and access are not the same thing.

Someone can deny you access to a place. They can remove your name from a list, stop answering messages, or decide that your questions are inconvenient.

They cannot decide whether your experiences were real.

They cannot erase the work you contributed.

They cannot revoke your relationship with your gods, your ancestors, or the land.

Most importantly, they cannot determine what you build next.

What I Am Building Now

I do not want Unplugged Pagan to become a permanent record of one injury.

That story is part of the road, but it is not the destination.

The purpose now is to keep creating.

To write honestly about solitary practice.

To explore what tradition means when it is lived rather than performed.

To question ideas that deserve questioning.

To keep what remains useful and release what has become dead weight.

To create a place where someone who has lost a spiritual home can discover that the sacred world did not disappear with it.

There are still times when the old anger returns.

There are still questions that may never receive satisfactory answers.

The difference is that I no longer believe I must resolve every old conflict before I am permitted to move forward.

Some doors remain closed.

That is all right.

I have stopped standing outside them.

There is work to do elsewhere.

The fire did not go out.

It simply changed hands.

Godspeed.

Next in the series: What Stayed When the Ritual Changed.

The Changing Face of Raven’s Knoll

Outdoor historical festival with tents, people, campfire, and lakeside barn

From Permanent Pagan Land to a Multi Event Destination, 2009–2026

Abstract

Raven’s Knoll opened near Eganville, Ontario, in 2009 as both a privately owned campground and a community project connected closely to the Kaleidoscope Gathering. Its early public language described the property as “permanent Pagan land,” a Pagan owned event centre, a community driven space and, eventually, a sacred home shared by people from multiple Pagan and Heathen traditions. However, Raven’s Knoll was never exclusively a communal religious settlement. From its earliest years, it also operated as a private special events campground, charged admission, hosted independent gatherings and established rules governing access and conduct.

Between 2009 and 2026, the most significant change was not a sudden conversion from sacred land into a commercial venue. It was a gradual broadening of the events, audiences, enterprises and identities associated with the property. Pagan festivals, Heathen rites, Witchcraft retreats, live action role playing events and volunteer work weekends were eventually joined by yoga, holistic wellness, ecstatic dance, fire oriented gatherings and a large electronic bass music festival.

The public presence of Howling Acres Homestead at Raven’s Knoll adds another dimension to this development. Howling Acres identifies itself with Raven’s Knoll while promoting eggs, livestock, produce and workshops. Its presence introduces agriculture, animal husbandry, food production and year round homestead activity into a property previously presented primarily through camping, spirituality and seasonal gatherings. Raven’s Knoll is therefore developing not only as a broader event venue, but also as a mixed use rural property where festivals, residence, agriculture and private enterprise operate alongside one another (Howling Acres Homestead, n.d.).

At the same time, the public vocabulary surrounding Raven’s Knoll increasingly shifted from home, family, folk and community toward hosted at, private event, special events campground, passes, ticket upgrades, festival goers and venue amenities.

The changing face of Raven’s Knoll is therefore best understood as a change in emphasis: from a Pagan community whose events helped create the identity of the land toward a privately managed property that now supports spiritual gatherings, independently branded festivals, commercial events, agriculture, residence and year round enterprise.

Scope and Method

This analysis examines publicly available material from the opening of Raven’s Knoll in 2009 through August 2, 2026. Sources include official Raven’s Knoll, Kaleidoscope Gathering and Hail and Horn Gathering pages, archived KG programs, academic research, event websites, public social media listings, independent Pagan reporting, local journalism and surviving promotional material.

The event inventory should be understood as the most complete list that can presently be reconstructed from the indexed public record. It is not proof that no other event occurred. Private weddings, handfastings, memorials, organizational retreats, small rentals and gatherings advertised only within closed groups are unlikely to appear in a public search.

The Opening of Raven’s Knoll: Two Identities From the Beginning

The documented history begins in 2009. The current KG FAQ states that the new Kaleidoscope Gathering organizers purchased what it calls “permanent Pagan land for KG” that year. Independent reporting states that Raven’s Knoll opened its gates in 2009 as a Pagan owned campground and festival site. The first KG held on the property followed in 2010 (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-a; Graham McKay, 2017).

Academic research provides an important additional detail. Barbara Jane Davy identifies the seventh annual Midgard Festival in 2010 as the first festival held at Raven’s Knoll. The inaugural Raven’s Knoll Procession of Nerthus was conducted during that event. KG was held on the land later in the same season. Raven’s Knoll therefore did not open with KG alone. Its first documented festival was a regional Pagan and Heathen gathering that immediately began creating a ritual relationship between the participating community and the land (Davy, 2025).

The official 2011 KG program shows that the community and venue identities already existed together. It described Raven’s Knoll as:

“a private, Pagan-owned campground and event centre.”

The program also discussed growing Pagan events and nurturing permanent sacred spaces. This is important because it prevents an overly simple historical argument. Raven’s Knoll was not originally described only as a sacred communal home and then reclassified much later as an event business. The terms private, campground and event centre were present almost from the beginning (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

What differed in the early years was the relationship between those functions. The event centre infrastructure appeared to exist primarily to support a developing Pagan community. Sacred spaces, shrines, rituals, work weekends and recurring gatherings gave Raven’s Knoll a distinct identity that extended beyond providing land and facilities.

Phase One: Establishing Pagan and Heathen Land, 2010–2012

Midgard Festival

Midgard Festival was the first publicly documented festival at Raven’s Knoll in 2010. Its Procession of Nerthus connected the new property to a recurring Heathen ritual cycle. The procession later continued through the Well and Tree Gathering, illustrating how activities originally performed at an established festival became embedded in the identity and sacred geography of Raven’s Knoll itself (Davy, 2022, 2025).

Kaleidoscope Gathering

KG arrived at Raven’s Knoll in 2010. The official archive contains annual programs from 2010 onward, excluding years affected by disruptions to normal programming. KG became the property’s marquee festival and was repeatedly described as Canada’s largest outdoor Pagan gathering. Its programming combined rituals, workshops, performances, children’s activities, Pride events, drumming, dancing, vending and community organized teaching (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-b; Graham McKay, 2014).

The early KG vision emphasized active participation rather than passive consumption. Lady Pamilla’s principle that “everyone has something to learn and something to teach” remains on the current registration page. The 2011 program shows a schedule largely created through workshops, rituals, tournaments, meet and greets, concerts and events contributed by community members (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011, n.d.-c).

Fallen Kingdom LARP

Raven’s Knoll also hosted nonfestival recreational events during its early years. Fallen Kingdom used the property for immersive outdoor live action role playing events by at least 2011. A 2013 account describes a coordinated 36 hour LARP in the woods at Raven’s Knoll, while surviving community posts refer to the campground becoming the outdoor home of the game. This demonstrates that the property began accommodating independently organized events outside the core Pagan festival format early in its history (Fallen Kingdom LARP, 2011; Ottawa Gothic Designs, 2013).

Hail and Horn Gathering

The first Hail and Horn Gathering took place in 2012. During that gathering, participants established the Raven’s Knoll Æsir Vé, described by organizers as the first publicly accessible Canadian place of worship set aside for pre Christian Scandinavian and Germanic holy powers. Hail and Horn developed rituals, communal feasts, workshops, storytelling, gift exchanges and annual god pole raisings. It remains a volunteer supported religious gathering rather than simply a themed entertainment event (Hail and Horn Gathering, n.d.; Harmsworth, 2015).

By the end of 2012, Raven’s Knoll was already functioning in several ways: as KG’s permanent location, a regional Heathen ritual centre, a campground, a private event property and an outdoor LARP venue.

Phase Two: A Dense Community of Pagan Events, 2013–2019

The Witches’ Sabbat

The first Witches’ Sabbat was held at Raven’s Knoll in 2013. Its original promotion described an intensive weekend of Witchcraft, spirit work, cunning arts, land spirits and an ecstatic rite honouring the Horned Lord. By 2016, it was entering its fourth year. The event was deliberately smaller and more specialized than KG, focusing on non Wiccan Witchcraft rather than attempting to represent the entire Pagan spectrum (The Witches’ Sabbat, 2013; Graham McKay, 2016).

KornuKopia Gathering

KornuKopia Gathering was publicly documented at Raven’s Knoll by 2013 and continued through later years as a harvest season Pagan gathering. Surviving recordings show performances at KornuKopia in 2013 and 2017. The 2026 edition is publicly listed as hosted jointly by Christina Graham and Raven’s Knoll, showing that it remains part of the property’s current event cycle.

Work Weekends

Volunteer work weekends became an important part of the Raven’s Knoll model. Participants camped while working on maintenance, cleanup, construction and improvements. In 2014, Raven’s Knoll was described as holding work weekends where volunteers improved the site or cleaned the land after major festivals. Later academic research interpreted these weekends as part of a gift economy that strengthened attachment, stewardship and a feeling of returning “home” (Graham McKay, 2014; Davy, 2025).

This activity complicates any attempt to describe early visitors simply as customers. Many participants contributed labour to land that they did not legally own. Their relationship was based partly on belonging, reciprocity and responsibility rather than solely on purchasing admission.

Seven Festivals, LARP and Spiritual Retreats

By 2014, Raven’s Knoll was already far more than a one festival property. Contemporary reporting called it a “community-driven space” and stated that it would host seven festivals during the season, along with LARP events, spiritual retreats and volunteer work weekends. Although the public calendars supporting every one of those seven events are no longer accessible, the report demonstrates that multi event use was well established by the middle of the Knoll’s first decade (Graham McKay, 2014).

Red Spiral Women’s Retreat

A surviving Canadian Pagan festival directory lists the Red Spiral Women’s Retreat at Raven’s Knoll from August 22 to 24, 2014. Its inclusion demonstrates that the site hosted identity specific or practice specific retreats in addition to large mixed path gatherings.

Feast of Sekhmet

The Feast of Sekhmet was publicly listed at Raven’s Knoll in July 2015 as a Kemetic gathering. The same period’s festival records list Witches’ Sabbat, Hail and Horn and KG at the property. Raven’s Knoll was therefore supporting communities centred on Egyptian reconstructionism, Heathenry, Witchcraft and broader Paganism during the same season (Aradia, 2015).

Weddings, Handfastings and Rites of Passage

The land also became a setting for personal and community rites of passage. A 2017 history records a wedding at Raven’s Knoll and includes reference to rituals involving children and first footing ceremonies. These events strengthened the idea that the Knoll was not merely somewhere people attended festivals. It was becoming a place where members of the community marked relationships, childhood, family formation and spiritual development (Graham McKay, 2017).

Rites of Raven’s Knoll

The 2017 publication of Rites of Raven’s Knoll represented a significant point in the property’s self understanding. The book collected essays, poetry, ritual scripts, songs and memories from 28 contributors. Austin Lawrence described Raven’s Knoll as a place where different traditions and outlooks gathered to create “a single place a sacred home.” Contributors emphasized cooperation among Wiccans, Heathens, Druids, Hellenists and Witchcraft practitioners (Graham McKay, 2017).

The book was not simply advertising for a campground. It was an attempt to record an emerging culture, shared mythology and ritual landscape. Contributors explicitly described it as a baseline against which future changes could be evaluated.

Well and Tree Gathering

Well and Tree Gathering was documented at Raven’s Knoll in 2018 and 2019 through participant observation research. The gathering included the Procession of Nerthus, offerings, ritual use of the Sacred Well and participation by Heathens and people from other traditions. Davy describes approximately 50 participants at one gathering and examines how the event encouraged generosity, ecological responsibility and attachment to place (Davy, 2022, 2025).

Stave and Spindle

Stave and Spindle was held at Raven’s Knoll in September 2019. Its public wording described an annual adults only weekend dedicated to northern European magical practices, including seiðr, spaecraft, galdr, divination, workshops and a culminating ritual. This was another focused gathering built around intensive religious or esoteric practice rather than mass entertainment.

Three Rivers Festival

Raven’s Knoll’s public video archive also identifies Three Rivers Festival as an event connected to the property. Surviving recordings document live performances on the Raven Stage, although the available public evidence does not establish a reliable first or final year. It should therefore be included in the historical inventory but not assigned a precise starting date without additional archival material.

Phase Three: From Interconnected Traditions to Broader Event Markets

By 2017, Raven’s Knoll was being described as a multi faith Pagan community with a unique seasonal cycle produced through the interaction of different religious paths. The events were independent, but participants frequently crossed between them. A Wiccan might help at a Heathen gathering, a Druid might assist at a Witchcraft event and unaffiliated participants might volunteer throughout the season. The collective activity of these overlapping groups created the Raven’s Knoll identity (Graham McKay, 2017).

Academic work from 2018 onward continued to describe Raven’s Knoll as a private campground and spiritual retreat centre. It identified a recognizable “Heathens of Raven’s Knoll” community whose members participated in Hail and Horn, Stave and Spindle and Well and Tree. These studies show that the religious community identity continued well beyond the property’s opening years (Davy, 2023, 2025).

However, the language of the property as an administratively controlled venue also became more explicit. The 2019 Raven’s Knoll policies described attendees as guests of Raven’s Knoll Ltd. at the “Raven’s Knoll Special Events Campground.” This formal wording established the legal relationship clearly: community members might experience the land as home, but they remained guests on privately controlled corporate property (Raven’s Knoll, 2019).

That distinction became increasingly important as the event mix widened beyond communities directly connected to Paganism, Heathenry and Witchcraft.

Phase Four: Wellness, Lifestyle and Independently Branded Festivals

Bhakti Bliss Yoga and Music Festival

Bhakti Bliss represents a wider spiritual and wellness audience. Its programming includes yoga, kirtan, ecstatic dance, holistic workshops, sound healing, family activities and community bonfires. Its language emphasizes devotion, compassion, connection and a substance free environment. The 2026 festival runs from August 7 to 9 (Bhakti Bliss, n.d.-a, n.d.-b).

Bhakti Bliss does acknowledge sacred sites and community, but its description of Raven’s Knoll is primarily operational:

“a special events campground”

The accompanying text lists the property’s acreage, activity building, rentals, laundry, showers, playground, bicycles and food truck. Raven’s Knoll is presented as the equipped location in which the Bhakti Bliss community can temporarily gather (Bhakti Bliss, n.d.-c).

This differs from early Raven’s Knoll events. Hail and Horn, KG and Witches’ Sabbat helped create Raven’s Knoll’s sacred sites and internal traditions. Bhakti Bliss imports a distinct spiritual identity into an already developed venue.

Stone and Flame Gathering

A public Raven’s Knoll post identifies a first annual Stone and Flame Gathering, documenting the creation of another specialized gathering in the recent event cycle. It has continued into 2026. Available event listings place the 2026 gathering from August 28 to 30, although one third party listing contains a conflicting September date. The August listing is the more consistently reported date, but direct organizer confirmation would be preferable before publication of a visitor guide.

Fire Mongers

Fire Mongers appears in Raven’s Knoll’s recent seasonal programming and is publicly scheduled for the Labour Day weekend of September 4 to 7, 2026. The event is listed as hosted by Christina Graham and Raven’s Knoll. Its public documentation further illustrates the growth of shorter, independently identifiable gatherings around the larger established festivals.

Phase Five: KN¿WHERE and the Commercial Festival Threshold

The proposed arrival of KN¿WHERE Music Festival in 2025 marked the clearest expansion beyond Raven’s Knoll’s historical event scale and cultural audience. Promotional coverage described Raven’s Knoll as KN¿WHERE’s “upgraded venue” and advertised more than 90 electronic music acts on three stages, extended music hours, expanded camping, a private beach and a large scale immersive bass music experience (Ottawa Festival Network, 2025; Javaheri, 2025).

Local reporting said the proposed event might host as many as 5,000 people. Nearby residents raised concerns about amplified music continuing until 4 a.m., traffic, emergency services and the effect on neighbouring homes and businesses. Whether every concern was ultimately justified is a separate question. The significance for Raven’s Knoll’s public identity is that the property was now being discussed in municipal and local media as the proposed location for a major regional entertainment event rather than primarily as a Pagan campground (Lambert, 2025).

The September 2025 Raven’s Knoll edition did not proceed. Organizers announced a move to Toronto because of wildfire risk and provided ticket holders with access to a future Raven’s Knoll edition (Lisinski, 2025).

KN¿WHERE subsequently operated at Raven’s Knoll from June 5 to 7, 2026. The official festival site called the event the “ultimate evolution” of KN¿WHERE’s indoor Toronto shows and promoted an overnight experience combining bass music, art, wellness and camping. It advertised more than 90 acts performing on three stages “all through the night.” Independent event coverage published set times and a large artist lineup immediately before the gathering, supporting that the 2026 event moved beyond the proposal stage (KN¿WHERE Music Festival, n.d.; Hall, 2026).

KN¿WHERE does use the words community, connection and transformative. However, this community is created by the festival brand rather than by Raven’s Knoll’s Pagan history. On the KN¿WHERE website, Raven’s Knoll supplies the forest, beach, paths, camping areas and physical infrastructure. KN¿WHERE supplies the identity, audience, music and experience.

Publicly Verifiable Raven’s Knoll Event Inventory

Event or Activity Earliest Public Evidence at Raven’s Knoll Primary Character Evidentiary Status
Midgard Festival 2010 Pagan and Heathen festival Identified in academic research as the first festival held at Raven’s Knoll.
Kaleidoscope Gathering 2010 Pan Pagan, Witchcraft, Heathen and occult gathering Confirmed by the official FAQ and continuous program archive.
Fallen Kingdom LARP 2011 Outdoor live action role playing Public forum and 2013 organizer documentation.
Hail and Horn Gathering 2012 Heathen religious gathering Official site identifies 2012 as the first gathering and founding of the Vé.
Witches’ Sabbat 2013 Intensive Witchcraft retreat First annual event publicly advertised in 2013.
KornuKopia Gathering By 2013 Pagan harvest gathering Recordings and public Raven’s Knoll posts; still active in 2026.
Volunteer work weekends Documented by 2014 Maintenance, stewardship and community labour Contemporary reporting and later academic analysis.
Red Spiral Women’s Retreat 2014 Women’s spiritual retreat Listed in a surviving Canadian Pagan event directory.
Feast of Sekhmet 2015 Kemetic religious gathering Listed in contemporary Canadian Pagan festival coverage.
Weddings, handfastings and rites of passage Documented by 2017 Private and community ceremonies Recorded in the history surrounding Rites of Raven’s Knoll.
Rites of Raven’s Knoll launch and associated cultural activity 2017 Literary and community history event Independent Pagan reporting.
Well and Tree Gathering Documented 2018–2019 Heathen led, multi path ritual gathering Peer reviewed and academic participant observation research.
Stave and Spindle 2019 Heathen magic and esoteric practice Official gathering page and event documentation.
Three Rivers Festival Date uncertain Music and festival programming Preserved in Raven’s Knoll’s public video archive.
Bhakti Bliss Yoga and Music Festival Documented in recent annual programming Yoga, kirtan, wellness and music Active, with 2026 dates and ticketing.
Stone and Flame Gathering First annual event publicly documented in the 2020s Specialized spiritual gathering Raven’s Knoll social documentation and 2026 listing.
Fire Mongers Documented by 2025 Themed gathering Active and scheduled for September 2026.
KN¿WHERE Music Festival Planned for 2025; held in 2026 Large electronic bass, art and wellness festival Official festival site, event coverage and local reporting.

The Specific Wording Changes

The evolving public identity can be demonstrated through the language used at different points in the property’s history.

2009: “Permanent Pagan Land for KG”

The official KG account describes the original purchase as:

“permanent Pagan land for KG.”

The central subject is KG and the Pagan community. The property is land acquired to secure that community’s future (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-a).

2011: “Private, Pagan Owned Campground and Event Centre”

The 2011 program called Raven’s Knoll:

“a private, Pagan-owned campground and event centre.”

This wording contains all the major elements that later become important: private ownership, Pagan identity, campground services and event operations. However, the same material connected the event centre function to growing Pagan events and permanent sacred spaces (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

2014: “Community Driven Space”

Independent Pagan coverage described Raven’s Knoll as:

“This community-driven space.”

Its seven festivals, LARP events, retreats and work weekends were presented as the activity of an interconnected community caring for a special place (Graham McKay, 2014).

2017: “A Single Place a Sacred Home”

The language surrounding Rites of Raven’s Knoll described traditions gathering to make:

“a single place a sacred home.”

At this point, home referred not merely to affection for the owners or property. It referred to a place jointly sacralized through rituals, labour, relationships, shrines and repeated participation (Graham McKay, 2017).

2019: “Guests of Raven’s Knoll Ltd.”

The 2019 policies stated that participants were:

“a guest of Raven’s Knoll Ltd.”

The location was formally identified as the “Raven’s Knoll Special Events Campground.” The emotional relationship might be home or family, but the legal and administrative relationship was owner and guest (Raven’s Knoll, 2019).

Current KG Wording: “Where Kaleidoscope Gathering Is Hosted”

The current KG website describes Raven’s Knoll as:

“Where Kaleidoscope Gathering is Hosted”

and as:

“a Pagan Campground offering many additional smaller festivals and general camping.”

The word hosted separates the identity of KG from the identity of the property. KG is now grammatically one activity taking place at a campground that serves multiple events and general campers (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-c).

Current FAQ: “Everyone Is Welcome. However, This Is a Private Event”

The KG FAQ states:

“Everyone is welcome. However, this is a private event.”

That qualification places openness beside ownership and organizational authority. The invitation remains, but access is conditional upon registration, rules and the discretion of the private event’s organizers (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-a).

The same FAQ retains an older emotional formulation:

“we are all family!”

The language of family therefore has not disappeared. It now appears within a page that also discusses passes, registration, cabin payments, guest responsibilities, private event rules and onsite services.

External Campground Wording: “Specializing in Group Camping and Special Events”

A public tourism listing describes Raven’s Knoll as:

“a campground specializing in group camping and special events.”

This description targets the general camping and tourism market. Paganism is not necessary to understand the service being offered. The property is framed through acreage, camping, rentals, beach access, bicycles, food service and event availability (Ontario By Bike, 2023).

Bhakti Bliss: “A Special Events Campground”

Bhakti Bliss uses the direct label:

“a special events campground.”

The festival then lists the amenities supplied by Raven’s Knoll. Bhakti Bliss creates the spiritual and emotional invitation; Raven’s Knoll provides the venue (Bhakti Bliss, n.d.-c).

KN¿WHERE: “The Ultimate Evolution”

KN¿WHERE describes itself as:

“the ultimate evolution”

of its previous branded shows and promises more than 90 acts across three stages through the night. Raven’s Knoll appears as the destination where that branded evolution takes place (KN¿WHERE Music Festival, n.d.).

This is the clearest reversal of the early relationship. In the foundational language, the community created Raven’s Knoll as its permanent land. In the KN¿WHERE language, an external festival brand selects Raven’s Knoll as the site on which to deliver its own experience.

What Has Actually Changed?

The evidence does not support the claim that Raven’s Knoll began as a noncommercial commune and only recently became an event venue. It was privately owned, charged admission and used the phrase event centre by 2011. Rules, private property rights, registration fees and organized access are not recent inventions.

The evidence does support five more precise conclusions.

  1. The range of event identities has expanded. Early programming overwhelmingly involved Pagan, Heathen, Witchcraft, esoteric or closely related alternative spiritual communities. Current programming also reaches yoga and holistic wellness participants, lifestyle event audiences, fire themed gatherings and the commercial electronic music market.

  2. The scale of the largest proposed events has changed. Early Raven’s Knoll events involved hundreds of attendees and were supported substantially by volunteers. The 2025 KN¿WHERE proposal introduced public discussion of a possible audience of up to 5,000 people, multiple large stages and amplified music extending to 4 a.m.

  3. The community and the venue are increasingly separable. Midgard, KG, Hail and Horn, Witches’ Sabbat and work weekends contributed directly to the rituals, shrines, stories and physical features that became Raven’s Knoll. Newer independent festivals can use those features without becoming part of the same historical or spiritual community.

  4. The participant relationship has become more varied. A person may still arrive as a volunteer, Heathen, Witch, Pagan, ritual participant or member of the extended Knoll community. Another person may arrive solely as a ticket holder attending a yoga festival or bass music event. Both occupy the same land, but they do not necessarily share the same relationship with it.

  5. “Home” has become one layer of the branding rather than a complete description of the operation. For long term participants, Raven’s Knoll may sincerely remain home in an emotional and spiritual sense. For the company and event organizers, it is simultaneously private property, a licensed campground, an equipped event venue and a source of rental and festival infrastructure.

Conclusion

The changing face of Raven’s Knoll is not a story in which one identity vanished overnight. Paganism, Heathenry, ritual practice, sacred sites, volunteer labour and the language of home remain visible. KG and Hail and Horn continue to operate, and current Raven’s Knoll promotion still speaks about sacred circles, community and connection.

The deeper change is structural.

At the beginning, Raven’s Knoll’s events helped create the identity of Raven’s Knoll. Midgard established ritual relationships with the land. KG provided the central community. Hail and Horn established a permanent Vé. Witches’ Sabbat, KornuKopia, Well and Tree, Stave and Spindle, Feast of Sekhmet and volunteer work weekends added sacred spaces, practices, stories and overlapping relationships.

Increasingly, Raven’s Knoll also functions in the opposite direction: the property provides land, facilities and atmosphere to events that arrive with identities of their own.

That is the documented movement from:

permanent Pagan land created for a gathering

to:

a Pagan owned special events campground hosting multiple gatherings

and finally toward:

a multi market event destination whose historical Pagan identity is one part of a broader venue operation.

The public presence of Howling Acres adds another layer to this development. Raven’s Knoll is also becoming a place where agriculture, livestock, produce, workshops and year round homestead activity exist alongside sacred land, seasonal camping and commercial festivals.

The older language has not been erased. It has been layered beneath newer administrative, tourism, agricultural and festival language. Raven’s Knoll can therefore continue to tell established participants that they are coming home while telling independent organizers and new audiences that it is an equipped campground where their event can be hosted.

That coexistence, rather than the complete disappearance of Pagan identity, is the clearest evidence of the changing face of Raven’s Knoll.

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The Root-and-Road Compass: Ogham, Runes, and the Storm Wayfinder

Viking-style compass with runes and tree design on ancient map

I have been sitting with the idea of the so-called Norse compass again. Not as a museum piece. Not as something I can honestly claim came straight out of the Viking Age. That part matters.

The symbol most people call the Norse compass is usually the Vegvísir, an Icelandic magical stave associated with finding one’s way through rough weather. It is powerful imagery, but it is not ancient Viking proof. It is a later symbol. That does not make it useless. It just means we should stop pretending it is something it is not.

And that is where this thought gets interesting.

What happens if we stop trying to prove ownership over the symbol and instead ask what it can become when placed beside older systems of marking, naming, and remembering?

What happens when Ogham meets Elder Futhark?

North ᛁ Isa / Ailm Stillness ᚨ Ansuz / Coll Counsel East ᚲ Kenaz / Beith Kindling ᚱ Raidho / Ash Road South ᛋ Sowilo / Oak Standing ᚾ Nauthiz / Alder Need West ᛚ Laguz / Willow Memory ᛇ Eihwaz / Yew Boundary Root and Road
A modern symbolic compass: Ogham as root, rune as road, storm-stave as wayfinding.

First, the honest line

This is not me claiming that the Celts and Norse sat down together and designed a secret compass. That would be a nice story, but nice stories are not the same thing as true stories.

What we are doing here is different.

We are building a modern pagan symbol honestly, using old materials without lying about them.

Ogham gives us the stemline. A central line. Marks crossing it. Names cut into edges. Boundary stones. Memory made physical. A way of saying: this person stood here, this name mattered, this place had meaning.

Elder Futhark gives us the roadline. Sound carved into wood, bone, stone, and metal. A row of forces. Wealth, need, ice, sun, journey, gift, day, inheritance. Not just letters, but a way of seeing pressure and movement.

The compass shape gives us the stormline. Not north on a map, necessarily, but the harder question: how do I keep from becoming lost when the weather turns?

Put those three together and we do not get an ancient artifact.

We get a modern wayfinder.

The three layers

Root Ogham memory / land / edge Road Runes force / speech / motion Storm Wayfinder weather / trial / return
The working idea: Ogham roots the symbol, Elder Futhark moves it, and the compass form tests it against weather.

That is the core of it for me.

Ogham is not just pretty scratch marks. It feels like root. It feels like the edge of a stone, the edge of a path, the edge between one holding and another. It is a language of boundary and memory.

Elder Futhark feels different. It moves. It bites. It carries conflict, need, gift, fire, ice, harvest, sun, and inheritance. The runes feel less like a fencepost and more like a road marker.

And then the compass shape asks the question that every spiritual system eventually has to answer:

Can this still guide me when things go bad?

The eight directions

North becomes stillness. Ice. Spine. Endurance. The place where the world is not moving, and neither are you, but you are still alive.

East becomes kindling. The first light. Birch. Fire beginning again. Not a roaring bonfire. Just the first honest spark.

South becomes standing. Oak. Sun. The place where private belief becomes public action.

West becomes water. Willow. Memory. Grief. The place where the day lowers and the old voices start speaking again.

The cross-directions matter too.

Northeast is counsel. Breath. Speech. The wisdom that arrives before action.

Southeast is the road. Movement. Duty. The decision to walk instead of only think.

Southwest is need. Friction. Survival. The hard place where spirituality stops being decorative and has to become useful.

Northwest is boundary. Yew. Ancestor. Death and transformation. The place where you admit that returning does not always mean becoming who you were before.

Not a map home

This is the part I keep coming back to.

A compass is often treated as a tool for getting home. But spiritually, that is too simple.

Sometimes home is gone.

Sometimes home changed while you were away.

Sometimes home was never as safe as memory made it.

And sometimes the point is not to get back at all.

Sometimes the point is to leave without becoming rootless.

That is where this Root-and-Road Compass starts to matter.

Ogham says: remember where the roots were.

The runes say: now move.

The storm-stave says: and do not lose yourself in the weather.

The Unplugged Pagan reading

For Unplugged Pagan, this symbol works because it refuses two easy lies.

The first lie is that everything old is automatically pure.

It is not.

The second lie is that anything modern is automatically empty.

It is not.

A symbol can be modern and still be meaningful. A ritual can be reconstructed and still be honest. A path can be personal without being fake.

The problem is not modern creation. The problem is dishonest creation.

So I would not call this an ancient Celtic-Norse compass.

I would call it what it is:

A modern pagan wayfinder built from root, road, and storm.

It does not tell me where north is.

It asks me what I am using as north.

Blood?

Land?

Memory?

Grief?

Duty?

Fire?

Need?

The answer may change depending on the weather.

And maybe that is the point.

The working declaration

If I were to put the whole symbol into words, it would be this:

I am guided by root and road.
I remember where I come from, but I am not chained to it.
I walk through storm, need, grief, fire, winter, and return.
I do not navigate by blood alone, or place alone, or institution alone.
I navigate by memory, action, boundary, and becoming.

That feels right to me.

Not because it is ancient.

Because it is honest.

And honestly, that may be the better foundation anyway.