When We Become the Ancestors: What Will the Third Pagan Generation Remember About Us?

Three elderly people reading and writing from old books at a wooden table with herbs and crystals

We started this rabbit by asking what happens when Paganism is inherited. Somewhere along the way, the rabbit turned around and began looking at us. Because if there is a second generation, eventually there can be a third. And by then something changes that contemporary Paganism has not had to think about very much. The people who rebuilt, revived, invented, argued over, organized, researched, practised, and carried these modern traditions will begin dying in large numbers. Some already have. The convert generation becomes the grandparent generation. Then the ancestor generation. That may be when contemporary Paganism finally stops being able to describe itself primarily as a revival. It will have its own dead.

There Is a Difference Between Ancient Ancestors and Our Ancestors

Pagans often speak about ancestors in enormous historical terms. The Norse. The Celts. The pre-Christian Europeans. The ancestors before conversion. Sometimes those ancestors are genealogical. Sometimes cultural. Sometimes imagined as spiritual predecessors. But the third generation of modern Paganism may have another category available to it. They may know the names. “My grandmother was Wiccan.” “My grandfather kept a Heathen hearth.” “My parents met at that festival.” “This altar belonged to my aunt.” “That song was written by someone my mother actually knew.” “Our family has done this at Samhain since before I was born.” Those claims are not ancient. They are stronger in another way. They are remembered.

We Are Creating Primary Sources Right Now

This thought makes me slightly uncomfortable as a writer. Every blog post, ritual script, argument, photograph, festival program, newsletter, social media archive, meeting minute, book, podcast, and personal journal may become somebody else’s historical evidence. We spend a great deal of time complaining about gaps in the historical record of pre-Christian religions. Meanwhile we are generating mountains of records about ourselves and still managing to lose context at astonishing speed. That means stewardship includes archives. Who keeps the records? What happens when websites disappear? Who preserves community newsletters? Does anyone write down why a ritual changed? When an organization closes, do its records vanish into somebody’s basement? When a founder dies, does the history become whatever the loudest surviving person remembers? These questions sound administrative until twenty-five years pass. Then they become history.

Our Fights Will Become Their Myths Unless We Explain Them

This may be one of the stranger inheritances. Every community has conflicts that feel enormous while they are happening. Years later, the details disappear. One side becomes the villains. One side becomes the heroes. A complicated dispute becomes a sentence. “They split because of politics.” “She ruined the group.” “They betrayed the old ways.” “That festival changed.” “Those people took over.” Future generations inherit conclusions without context. I have spent enough time trying to reverse-engineer Pagan networks and histories to know how frustrating that is. Perhaps one thing we owe the future is the humility to record conflict without turning our own interpretation into scripture. Say what happened. Keep the documents. Admit what we do not know. Let the next generation make its own judgment.

The Third Generation Will Not Be Impressed That We Were Pioneers

This is worth remembering. The first generation often has founder energy. We discovered things. We built organizations. We created festivals. We wrote books. We fought for recognition. We established spaces where Pagan practice could happen openly. That deserves recognition. But grandchildren are merciless historians. They may appreciate what we built while also asking why we tolerated obvious problems. Why did you let that leader behave that way? Why did nobody keep proper records? Why did the community fracture over something so small? Why did you repeat history you already knew was wrong? Why did you talk about nature while neglecting the land you actually lived on? Why did you say everyone was welcome when clearly everyone was not? I hope they ask those questions. It would mean they inherited the rabbit.

What Do I Want to Be Remembered For?

This is where the series stops being about Paganism in the abstract. Because eventually every legacy question becomes personal. I do not control whether anybody remembers me. I certainly do not control what they remember. But I can influence what I leave behind. I can leave polished certainty. Or I can leave the trail. I think I prefer the trail. Here is what I thought. Here is what I got wrong. Here is the source I found. Here is the source I could not find. Here is why I changed my mind. Here is the community I loved. Here is where I became disappointed. Here is the practice that still mattered afterward. Here is the tree. Here is the fire. Here is the rabbit hole. Keep going if you want to know more.

Maybe the Best Ancestor Is Not the One with All the Answers

There is a certain arrogance hidden in imagining oneself as an ancestor. It is easy to picture future people reverently quoting us. Reality will probably be much funnier. Some future Pagan may discover one of our old arguments and wonder why anyone cared. They may find our ritual unbearably wordy. They may laugh at our technology. They may reject half our theology. Good. An ancestor does not need to win every argument after death. Maybe a useful ancestor leaves tools rather than commandments.

The Seven Rabbits Come Together Here

What happens when Paganism is inherited? The seeker religion becomes a family memory. What does the first generation owe the second? Truth, usable practice, safer communities, and freedom. Can the tradition survive without a village? For a while, yes. But relationship gives inheritance depth. What happens when the village builds gates? Structure becomes necessary, and authority must remain answerable. Does the child have the right to leave? If our talk of spiritual independence means anything, yes. What happens when sacred place is lost? Memory carries the old place while relationship begins again where we stand. And finally: What happens when we become the ancestors? We lose control of the story.

That May Be the Point

A living tradition eventually belongs to people its founders never met. If it cannot survive that loss of control, it is not a tradition. It is a personal project. The third generation will choose what is useful. They will discard things we thought essential. They will revive things we forgot. They will misunderstand us. They will correct us. They will probably invent traditions and swear they have always done them. Human beings are remarkably consistent that way. But perhaps they will also inherit a healthier habit from us. Maybe they will check. Maybe they will say, “We do this because our grandparents began doing it in the early twenty-first century.” And perhaps that will be enough.

Keep the Fire. Leave the Rabbit Loose.

I began this series thinking about children raised Pagan. I end it thinking about dead Pagans. That seems appropriate. Religion lives in the movement between those two groups. The living receive something. They alter it. They add their own experience. Then eventually they hand it forward. My own Pagan journey has been one long attempt to connect dots without pretending the dots make a cleaner picture than they do. I suspect that is what I would want to pass on most. Not a demand that somebody arrive at my conclusions. A permission slip to keep asking. Question the history. Question the institution. Question the elder. Question yourself. But do not become so devoted to questioning that you forget to live something worth questioning later. Light a fire. Feed somebody. Remember a name. Plant something. Keep a promise. Write down what happened.

And when a rabbit disappears into the brush, follow it occasionally. You never know what the grandchildren may need to find.


References

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What Do We Owe Because We Are Connected?

Tree of Life connecting deities above with humans and nature below under a cosmic sky

There goes the rabbit again.

In the last rabbit hole we wandered through the work of Shelley Rabinovitch, Dodie Graham McKay, Martin Lepage, Marisol Charbonneau, Marion Bowman and Barbara Jane Davy, looking for some common thread running beneath their very different examinations of Paganism.

What emerged was not a common theology.

It was relationship.

Again and again Paganism seemed to appear not so much in the things themselves, but in the spaces between them: human and god, human and land, living and dead, individual and community, present and past, identity and tradition, gift and receiver.

That left us standing at the mouth of another rabbit hole.

Because if relationship really is one of the threads running through Paganism, then relationship cannot simply be a pretty spiritual word.

Relationships have consequences.

They make demands upon us.

And so perhaps the next question is not:

What do Pagans believe is right and wrong?

Perhaps the more interesting question is:

What do we owe because we are connected?

Now we are wandering into ethics.

And this may be where the rabbit gets troublesome.

Where Is the Pagan Rulebook?

There is no single Pagan Ten Commandments.

There is no council somewhere issuing universally binding moral instructions to every Wiccan, Heathen, Druid, reconstructionist, polytheist, witch, animist and solitary practitioner.

Individual traditions certainly have ethical teachings.

Wiccans may speak of the Rede.

Heathens may turn toward the Hávamál, reciprocity, honour, hospitality, oath keeping and frith.

Druid traditions have developed their own teachings concerning virtue, truth, service, creativity, land and relationship.

Individual covens, groves, kindreds and communities develop expectations of conduct.

And individual Pagans carry moral ideas inherited from families, cultures, previous religions, philosophy, law and ordinary human experience.

But none of these becomes a universal Pagan law.

That might appear, at first glance, to leave us with a problem.

If there is no single authority, where does Pagan ethics come from?

Perhaps we have made the same mistake here that we made when asking what Pagans believe.

Perhaps we are looking for a law when we should be looking for a relationship.

The Gift Is Never Just the Gift

This is where Barbara Jane Davy becomes particularly interesting.

Her work on contemporary Heathen ritual examines gifting, reciprocity, wyrd, ecology and what she describes through the language of relational ontology.

That sounds wonderfully academic.

Strip away the terminology and there is a beautifully simple idea beneath it.

We become who we are partly through our relationships.

We are not sealed little islands drifting through the world untouched by everyone and everything around us.

We inherit.

We receive.

We give.

We affect.

We are affected.

Davy’s examination of Heathen gifting ritual goes beyond the notion that one person hands another person an object and everybody goes home.

The gift creates something.

A relationship.

A memory.

An expectation.

Perhaps gratitude.

Perhaps obligation.

Perhaps another gift someday.

And suddenly the exchange is no longer about the cup, the horn, the food, the offering or whatever else moved from one pair of hands to another.

The important thing is what now exists between those hands.

Think about that for a moment.

Someone gives you something when you desperately need it.

Twenty years later you may have forgotten exactly what the object looked like.

But you remember who gave it.

You remember that they were there.

The thing disappears.

The relationship remains.

Then the Circle Gets Bigger

Davy’s work takes the idea somewhere even more interesting.

What happens when the recipient is not another human being?

An offering is poured onto the earth.

Something is given to a god.

Food is left for ancestors.

A ritual acknowledges a river, a tree, a spirit, a place or another part of the more-than-human world.

We can argue endlessly about the metaphysics.

Did the god literally receive the offering?

Does the land possess consciousness?

Did the ancestors hear us?

Those are worthwhile religious questions, but they may not be the only questions.

Something also happens to the person making the offering.

The giver has recognized something beyond themselves as worthy of consideration.

The moral circle has widened.

The tree is no longer merely lumber that has not been cut down yet.

The river is no longer merely water travelling downhill.

The land is no longer merely property.

The ancestor is no longer merely a name written on a genealogy chart.

The relationship changes the way the other is perceived.

And once perception changes, behaviour may follow.

Perhaps this is one way ritual becomes ethical practice.

Not because somebody threatens punishment from above.

But because relationship makes indifference harder.

If the Land Is Sacred, Then What?

This brings us back to something Marion Bowman’s work complicates in a useful way.

Pagans frequently speak about nature.

Nature-centred.

Earth-based.

Honouring the land.

Walking lightly.

But Bowman reminds us that Pagans do not necessarily mean the same thing when they use those words.

There is no single Pagan relationship with nature.

Good.

That saves us from another easy slogan.

Because saying the land is sacred is remarkably easy.

The interesting part begins five minutes later.

What does sacred mean when somebody wants to cut down the tree?

What does sacred mean when garbage is left beside the fire?

What does sacred mean when water is being polluted?

What does sacred mean when convenience conflicts with stewardship?

What does sacred mean when the place we claim to love requires work rather than ceremony?

Perhaps an ethic of relationship asks us to move one step beyond declaration.

If I say I am in relationship with this place, then my conduct becomes part of that relationship.

I cannot simply ask:

What does this land give me?

I eventually have to ask:

What am I giving back?

And perhaps:

What am I taking that I have no need to take?

That is a more uncomfortable spirituality.

Which may be precisely why it is useful.

Hospitality Is Beautiful Until Somebody Knocks

Then there is community.

Pagans are very good at certain words.

Welcome.

Inclusive.

Community.

Family.

Tribe.

Folk.

Home.

Beautiful words.

But Marisol Charbonneau’s research gives us reason to be cautious about assuming that saying a value and living a value are the same thing.

Her examination of contemporary Paganism looked directly at the tension between Pagan ideals of inclusiveness and diversity and the actual social composition of Pagan communities.

That tension matters far beyond one community or one study.

Every community eventually discovers that it is much easier to write everyone is welcome than to answer the question:

Welcome into what?

Who designed the rituals?

Whose assumptions are considered normal?

Whose history is being told?

Who is expected to adapt?

Who gets heard?

Who gets interrupted?

Who becomes leadership?

Who quietly stops coming?

That does not mean every difference is evidence of wrongdoing.

It means inclusiveness is not achieved by declaring ourselves inclusive.

Relationship has to survive contact with another person who is genuinely different from us.

Hospitality is easy when the visitor thinks exactly like the host.

The old stories about hospitality become interesting precisely because the stranger is a stranger.

And What Happens When the Stranger Changes the Ritual?

Martin Lepage’s work carries the question farther.

His research into queer and transgender experience in contemporary Paganism examined how people negotiate gender through ritual and magical practice.

That word negotiate is important.

Because traditions are inherited, but human beings arrive inside them as themselves.

Sometimes the person fits comfortably within the ritual language.

Sometimes they do not.

What happens then?

Does the person have to bend until they fit the ritual?

Can the ritual bend?

Does changing inherited practice destroy tradition?

Or can a tradition remain alive precisely because people continue wrestling with it?

There may be no single Pagan answer.

But there is certainly an ethical question.

If community is relationship, then other people cannot merely be props in our preferred version of tradition.

They arrive carrying lives.

Histories.

Bodies.

Identities.

Wounds.

Wisdom.

Questions.

And occasionally they arrive carrying questions our traditions have never answered particularly well.

Relationship means we have to hear them.

That does not automatically tell us what answer we must reach.

It does mean the other person has become morally relevant.

Who Counts as an Ancestor?

Davy raises another wonderfully troublesome question through her work with inclusive Heathens.

Who is an ancestor?

Blood seems like the obvious answer.

Until it isn’t.

Her research describes inclusive Heathens venerating not only biological ancestors but ancestors of affinity, imagination and place.

That loosens something important.

Ancestor ceases to mean simply the people whose DNA eventually produced me.

An ancestor might also be someone whose work made our lives possible.

Someone who walked the path before us.

Someone whose struggle opened a door.

Someone tied to the place where we now live.

Someone whose story we have inherited without inheriting their blood.

And once again relationship becomes ethical.

Because ancestry can be used in two very different directions.

It can become a wall:

This is mine because my blood gives me ownership.

Or it can become an obligation:

I received something from those who came before me. What will I do with what I received?

Those are profoundly different ways of standing before the past.

One asks what ancestry entitles us to.

The other asks what ancestry makes us responsible for.

The Ancestors Were Human Too

There is another danger hiding here.

Honouring ancestors can easily become romanticizing ancestors.

Our ancestors were not wiser simply because they were old.

They were human.

Some were generous.

Some were cruel.

Some were courageous.

Some were cowards.

Some protected people.

Some hurt people.

Some beliefs deserve remembering.

Some deserve studying.

Some deserve leaving in the grave.

Perhaps relationship with the ancestors does not demand obedience.

Perhaps sometimes honouring those who came before us means carrying forward what was worthy and refusing to hand another generation what was harmful.

Inheritance is not the same thing as obligation to repeat.

Sometimes the most important gift we give our descendants may be ending something.

Truth Is a Relationship Too

Then we come to history.

This may be one of the quieter Pagan ethical obligations.

Truth telling.

We inherit wonderful stories.

Ancient Druids knew this.

The Vikings always did that.

Witches have practiced this continuously for thousands of years.

This symbol has meant the same thing since antiquity.

This ceremony is ancient.

Sometimes those claims are true.

Sometimes they are partly true.

Sometimes they are twentieth-century inventions wearing an Iron Age hat.

That does not automatically make the modern thing worthless.

A ritual created fifty years ago can be beautiful.

A tradition created yesterday can become meaningful.

Everything old was new once.

The ethical problem begins when we need the modern thing to be ancient so badly that we start lying about it.

This is another place where scholars like Rabinovitch, Bowman, Charbonneau, Lepage and Davy have done us a service.

Scholarship puts dates beside stories.

It asks where claims came from.

It separates evidence from assumption.

It occasionally walks into a beautiful legend carrying a bucket of cold archival water.

Annoying.

Necessary.

Perhaps relationship with our traditions includes enough respect to tell the truth about them.

What we know.

What we suspect.

What we reconstructed.

What we invented.

And what we simply do not know.

Mystery does not require dishonesty.

Maybe Ethics Lives in the Gap Between What We Say and What We Do

Shelley Rabinovitch’s work deserves a special mention in this particular rabbit hole because she did not merely document Paganism.

She also wrote directly about magical morality and modern ethics.

That reminds us that Pagan practitioners themselves have been wrestling with these questions for a long time.

What does harm mean?

What does responsibility mean?

What happens when intentions and consequences do not match?

How should power be used?

These questions become especially important in spiritual environments because spiritual language can hide ordinary human behaviour surprisingly well.

A person can speak constantly about love and behave cruelly.

A community can speak about inclusion while quietly excluding.

A group can call itself family while treating belonging as conditional.

Someone can claim reverence for land while treating land as disposable.

A person can preach honour while breaking promises.

Someone can talk about ancestors while using ancestry to diminish another human being.

We can know every correspondence for every herb on the altar and still behave terribly toward the person standing beside us.

Perhaps Pagan ethics lives partly in that space.

The distance between declaration and conduct.

Community Is What Happens After the Ritual

Dodie Graham McKay’s documentation of Pagan festivals and communities gives this discussion dirt beneath its fingernails.

Community is not merely people standing together during ritual.

It is also people doing the work.

Setting up.

Cleaning up.

Maintaining sacred spaces.

Teaching.

Volunteering.

Cooking.

Building.

Returning.

Remembering.

In her writing about Ontario Pagan festivals and Raven’s Knoll, Graham McKay documented a community-driven place where volunteers gathered for work weekends and people contributed to maintaining the land and events.

There is something wonderfully unromantic about that.

Everybody likes the sacred fire.

Somebody still has to deal with the garbage.

Everybody likes the ritual feast.

Somebody washes the dishes.

Everybody likes sacred land.

Somebody repairs the fence.

Maybe ethics sometimes looks less like philosophy and more like noticing that the work needs doing and getting up to help.

Reciprocity Is Not Accounting

There is a danger here too.

If we start talking about reciprocity, gift and obligation, it can quickly become bookkeeping.

I gave you this.

You owe me that.

I helped you three times.

You helped me twice.

Balance due.

But relationships are rarely so tidy.

Sometimes a person gives when another person cannot return the gift.

Sometimes we receive from people who died centuries before we were born.

Sometimes we plant trees beneath whose shade we will never sit.

Sometimes our debt to the past can only be repaid forward.

Perhaps reciprocity is not about equal transactions.

Perhaps it is about refusing to imagine that receiving creates no responsibility at all.

I received knowledge.

Teach someone.

I received hospitality.

Offer it when I can.

I inherited a healthy patch of land.

Try not to leave poisoned soil.

I was welcomed when I knew nobody.

Notice the person standing alone at the next gathering.

I inherited stories.

Tell them honestly.

I received kindness during a difficult year.

Remember what kindness looked like when somebody else’s difficult year arrives.

Perhaps that is gift economy at its most human.

The gift keeps moving.

But Relationship Does Not Mean Enduring Everything

This needs saying.

An ethic of relationship cannot mean that every relationship must be preserved forever.

That would not be ethics.

That would be captivity dressed in spiritual language.

Some relationships become harmful.

Some communities become unsafe.

Some promises are broken.

Some people abuse hospitality.

Some leaders abuse power.

Some bridges burn because somebody kept setting fire to them.

Relationship includes boundaries.

Reciprocity includes the ability to recognize exploitation.

Hospitality does not require surrendering the house.

Forgiveness, where it is meaningful at all, does not require restored access.

Community does not mean nobody may ever be asked to leave.

Sometimes responsibility to one relationship requires ending another.

Protecting a child may require breaking relationship with an adult.

Protecting a community may require removing someone who repeatedly harms its members.

Protecting land may require saying no to someone who wants to use it.

Protecting yourself may require walking away from people you once called kin.

Relationship is not endless accommodation.

It is accountability.

And Accountability Requires Power to Enter the Conversation

There is another word Pagans sometimes prefer not to discuss.

Power.

Every community has it.

Even communities that insist they have no hierarchy.

Someone owns the land.

Someone controls the bank account.

Someone decides who teaches.

Someone controls the mailing list.

Someone holds the keys.

Someone has been there thirty years while someone else arrived yesterday.

Someone is charismatic.

Someone knows everybody.

Someone can make a person feel welcome.

Someone can make a person disappear from community life without ever formally banning them.

Power does not vanish simply because we refuse to name it.

If Pagan ethics is relational, then power becomes part of the ethical landscape because power changes what people can demand from one another.

The person who controls access has a different responsibility from the person asking for access.

The teacher has a different responsibility from the student.

The elder has a different responsibility from the newcomer.

The landowner has a different responsibility from the guest.

The organizer has a different responsibility from the attendee.

Perhaps the greater the power within a relationship, the greater the obligation to examine how that power is being used.

Maybe Pagan Ethics Is a Practice of Attention

After wandering this far, I am beginning to suspect Pagan ethics may be less about memorizing universal rules and more about learning to pay attention.

Pay attention to what you received.

Pay attention to what you take.

Pay attention to who does the work.

Pay attention to who gets heard.

Pay attention to the land after the ritual is finished.

Pay attention to whether your stories are true.

Pay attention to what your promises cost somebody else.

Pay attention to who is standing at the edge of the circle.

Pay attention to whether reciprocity has quietly become exploitation.

Pay attention to whether tradition is being honoured or merely used as armour.

Pay attention to power.

Pay attention to consequences.

Pay attention to the difference between what you say is sacred and what your behaviour reveals you actually consider sacred.

Maybe ethics begins there.

What Do I Owe Because I Am Connected?

I do not think Rabinovitch, Graham McKay, Lepage, Charbonneau, Bowman and Davy collectively provide us with a Pagan moral code.

Nor should we pretend that they do.

They studied different things and reached different conclusions.

But once again, placing their work beside one another gives us somewhere interesting to stand.

Davy shows us relationship, gifting, reciprocity and relational accountability.

Bowman complicates easy assumptions about Pagans and nature.

Charbonneau reminds us that an ideal such as inclusiveness must be examined against lived community.

Lepage shows identity and tradition being negotiated through actual bodies and actual lives.

Rabinovitch takes questions of magical morality and ethical responsibility seriously rather than treating ethics as an afterthought to practice.

Graham McKay shows us community not merely proclaimed but built, maintained and remembered through participation.

And when I stand amid those different pieces, I keep returning to one question.

What do I owe because I am connected?

Not because a god will strike me down.

Not because a Pagan pope issued instructions.

Not because everybody beneath the Pagan umbrella agreed upon a rule.

Because I am connected.

I drink the water.

I walk the land.

I inherited stories.

I received knowledge.

I have ancestors.

I have neighbours.

I affect people.

People affect me.

I receive gifts I can never return to the original giver.

I benefit from work performed by people whose names I will never know.

I live among creatures that never consented to becoming resources for me.

I will leave things behind for people who have not yet been born.

The web was here before I arrived.

It will remain after I leave.

For a little while, I get to touch it.

Perhaps ethics is deciding how.

The Rabbit at the Edge of the Firelight

And now we appear to have reached another clearing.

If Paganism can be understood, at least in part, as relationship…

And if relationship creates obligation…

Then perhaps Pagan ethics does not begin with:

What am I forbidden to do?

Perhaps it begins with:

What am I responsible for?

That is a very different question.

Rules tell us where the fence stands.

Responsibility asks what kind of person we are becoming on either side of it.

Rules can sometimes be obeyed without caring.

Relationship is harder.

Relationship remembers.

Relationship accumulates.

Relationship leaves footprints.

Perhaps that is why the old image of roots keeps returning.

Beneath the forest floor, roots cross boundaries we cannot see.

One tree touches another through soil and fungi and water.

The dead feed the living.

The living eventually become the dead.

Nothing keeps everything it receives.

Everything passes something onward.

Maybe the ethical question is simply whether we will do that carelessly or consciously.

What did I receive?

What did I take?

What did I give?

What did I damage?

What did I repair?

Who was welcomed?

Who was forgotten?

What will remain because I was here?

And what, perhaps, should end with me?

There is our next rabbit.

If relationship creates responsibility, what happens when the relationship is broken?

What does Paganism have to say about betrayal, broken frith, failed reciprocity, restitution, forgiveness and repair?

I can already see the ears disappearing into the brush.

Godspeed.


Scholarly Trail Markers

The reflections above are a synthesis and interpretation, not a claim that the scholars below collectively proposed a single theory of Pagan ethics. Their work provides different pieces of the landscape from which this rabbit hole developed.

Bowman, M. (2000). Nature, the natural and Pagan identity. DISKUS, 6.

Charbonneau, M. (2007). The melting cauldron: Ethnicity, diversity, and identity in a contemporary Pagan subculture. The Pomegranate, 9(1), 5–21.

Davy, B. J. (2023). Inclusive Heathens practice ancestor veneration, but not pride in ancestry. Nova Religio, 26(3), 30–51.

Davy, B. J. (2025). Wyrd ecology: Heathen ritual and gifting relations. Oxford University Press.

Graham McKay, D. (2014, June 20). Pagan festival season in Ontario. The Wild Hunt.

Lepage, M. (2017). Queerness and transgender identity: Negotiations in contemporary Paganism. Studies in Religion/Sciences Religieuses.

Rabinovitch, S. T., & Macdonald, M. (2004). An ye harm none: Magical morality and modern ethics. Citadel Press.

Before Raven’s Knoll: The Early History of the Kaleidoscope Gathering, 1989–2009

Group of people in medieval costumes holding hands dancing around bonfire at outdoor festival

Before there was a Raven’s Knoll, a permanent village of tents, ritual spaces, workshops, merchants, musicians, and familiar faces, there was a small gathering on Gina Ellis’s land in Lanark County.

This history has been compiled with all publicly available material; no interviews were conducted in its creation process – Kevin/Lugh

It was called MiniFest.

The surviving historical record is incomplete. The official online collection of Kaleidoscope Gathering programs begins with the Raven’s Knoll period, while much of the earlier community history was shared through printed programs, newsletters, email lists, Yahoo Groups, private photographs, and oral storytelling. Many of those materials have disappeared from the publicly searchable internet.

What remains, however, is enough to reconstruct the major outline of how a small Lammas gathering became one of Canada’s most enduring Pagan festivals.

A Lammas Gathering on Gina Ellis’s Land

The strongest available evidence places the founding of the gathering in 1989.

The official 2011 Kaleidoscope Gathering program described the event as having begun 22 years earlier when Gina Ellis hosted what it called a “Lammas meeting of souls” on her own land. Counting back from 2011 places the first gathering in 1989. The 2011 event was also identified as the 22nd annual Kaleidoscope Gathering, reinforcing that date (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

View the 2011 Kaleidoscope Gathering program.

Martin Lepage’s doctoral research independently gives the same year. Lepage identifies Gina Ellis as the founder, states that the event was originally called Minifest, and places it on Gina’s former land near Perth, Ontario. Lepage also describes Ellis as a significant figure connecting the Pagan communities of Ottawa and Montreal and as the founder of the Silver Wheel coven (Lepage, 2017, pp. 31–34).

Read Martin Lepage’s doctoral dissertation.

A near-contemporary academic reference offers additional confirmation. Religious studies scholar Marion Bowman wrote that MiniFest was in its sixth year in 1995. Depending on whether the first gathering was counted as year one, that also places its beginning in approximately 1989 or 1990. When combined with the official anniversary count and Lepage’s research, 1989 is the best-supported founding date (Bowman, 2000).

Read Marion Bowman’s article.

The original site is usually described as being near Perth. Community histories locate it more specifically near McDonald’s Corners, southwest of Perth, on land associated with Gina Ellis and the Silver Wheel coven.

That land became known within the community as Witch Hollow and was used for coven activities, seasonal observances, initiations, women’s gatherings, a men’s gathering, Hecate’s Web events, and later the smaller InFest gathering (Seccaspina, 2016).

Read “The Witch Hollow of Lanark County”.

This matters because MiniFest did not begin as a commercial festival imposed upon a rented campground. It emerged from an existing spiritual community and a living ritual landscape. The earliest gathering was closely connected to the land, the coven, and the relationships already formed around them.

Why “MiniFest” Was an Accurate Name

Later descriptions consistently characterize the earliest gatherings as intimate and informal.

A history quoted by The Wild Hunt described Kaleidoscope’s development as beginning with something resembling a “kitchen party,” then expanding through a widening circle of friends before becoming a mobile or “roaming” gathering. A longtime attendee responding to the article remembered the earliest form as friends inviting more friends until the gathering became substantially larger (McKay, 2014).

Read The Wild Hunt’s history of Ontario Pagan festivals.

A publicly indexed recollection from an early attendee states that their first gathering was on Gina Ellis’s land in 1995 and that it was still being called MiniFest. Although personal memories cannot carry the same historical weight as dated programs or academic studies, this recollection is consistent with Bowman’s chronology and the documented location.

View the publicly available participant recollection.

MiniFest appears to have been less a miniature version of the later festival than a different kind of event. It was a small gathering rooted in personal relationships, shared ritual, and hospitality. Its identity grew from the people who attended rather than from a permanent venue, formal infrastructure, or public brand.

That intimacy did not survive unchanged because the gathering became far more successful than its original setting could accommodate.

The Gathering That Outgrew Its Home

Lepage reports that, a few years after MiniFest began, approximately 300 unexpected people arrived. The crowd was too large for the original site, forcing the gathering to find a larger location (Lepage, 2017, p. 32).

An entry concerning Gina Ellis in The Encyclopedia of Modern Witchcraft and Neo-Paganism supplies an important additional detail. It states that MiniFest had grown beyond the capacity of Ellis’s acreage and that its manager, Pamela Fletcher, renamed the event Kaleidoscope and moved it to larger camping accommodations (Rabinovitch, 2011, p. 92).

The precise year of the name change has not been established from a surviving dated program. The available evidence indicates that the gathering was still remembered as MiniFest in 1995, while later sources describe the renaming and relocation as part of its expansion during the 1990s.

It would therefore be misleading to assign a specific year without locating an original program, announcement, or organizational record.

What can be stated with reasonable confidence is that four developments were connected:

  1. MiniFest attracted more people than Gina’s land could safely or comfortably hold.
  2. Pamela Fletcher assumed a major management role.
  3. The event was renamed Kaleidoscope Gathering.
  4. It began moving among larger venues.

This was the beginning of the roaming period remembered in later KG histories.

Pamela Fletcher and the Development of Kaleidoscope

Pamela Fletcher, widely known within the community as Lady Pamilla, became one of the central figures in the gathering’s pre-Raven’s Knoll development.

The encyclopedia account associates her directly with the transition from MiniFest to Kaleidoscope and with the move away from Gina Ellis’s land. By July 2006, a public Toronto Pagan community announcement explicitly identified Pamela Fletcher as the director of Kaleidoscope Gathering. She had donated a weekend pass for the August 4–7, 2006 festival to a community fundraiser (Rabinovitch, 2011; Plutopsyche, 2006).

View the 2006 Toronto LiveJournal announcement.

The 2011 KG program states that Pamela had retired before the new Raven’s Knoll organizers assumed responsibility for the gathering. It describes 2011 as Maryanne Pearce and Austin Lawrence’s second year as organizers following Fletcher’s retirement, placing the organizational transition in 2010 (Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

Pamela’s enduring influence is also preserved in the gathering’s stated educational principle. Official KG registration material continues to associate her with the motto:

“Everyone has something to learn and something to teach.”

The present organization identifies that idea as a fundamental principle of KG (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-a).

View the official KG registration page.

That principle helps explain how Kaleidoscope developed. It was not structured solely around recognized clergy, published authors, or professional presenters. Knowledge could move through the community horizontally.

People came as students, teachers, ritual participants, musicians, performers, merchants, volunteers, and storytellers, often occupying several of those roles during the same gathering.

A Gathering Between Ottawa, Eastern Ontario, and Montreal

Although the gathering began on Ontario land, it was never only a local Lanark County event.

Lepage describes Gina Ellis as one of the best-known figures in a Pagan community extending between Ottawa and Montreal. He later identifies Kaleidoscope as the Pagan festival most popular among Montreal Pagans and as one of the gatherings bringing together the greatest variety of Pagan traditions and individuals (Lepage, 2017, pp. 31–34).

Marisol Charbonneau chose the 2007 Kaleidoscope Gathering as a fieldwork location for her University of Ottawa research because the event was regularly attended by Montreal Pagans. She used the gathering to meet people who were not participating in the Montreal Pagan community’s electronic discussion lists.

This shows how KG functioned as a physical meeting place for networks that otherwise communicated through stores, brunches, newsletters, and early online forums (Charbonneau, 2008, pp. 5–6).

Read Charbonneau’s research.

This cross-regional character helps explain the diversity that became one of KG’s defining features. It brought together English-speaking and French-speaking participants, coven-based Wiccans, solitary practitioners, ceremonial magicians, Druids, Heathens, Goddess worshippers, queer Pagan communities, musicians, and people who did not fit comfortably within a single formal tradition.

A study of diversity in Canadian Paganism records that one of the principal events at the 2006 Kaleidoscope Gathering was a Vodoun ritual. The same source identifies that year’s program theme as “Myths and Legends.”

This is significant because it demonstrates that, by 2006, KG’s programming was already extending beyond a narrowly European or exclusively Wiccan presentation of Pagan religion (Charbonneau, 2007, p. 14).

Read “The Melting Cauldron”.

Later retrospectives describe KG traditions including the Bardic Competition, nightly music and drumming, Pride activities, gender-specific and third-gender rituals, the Stag King, and the Trials of Artemis.

Not every one of these traditions can presently be dated to the pre-2010 period, but the list illustrates the broad participatory culture that had grown from the earlier gathering (McKay, 2014).

A published author biography also claims that a work won Kaleidoscope’s Bardic Competition in 1995 and again in 2006. Because this information survives as biographical material rather than an official list of winners, it should be treated cautiously. It nevertheless suggests that the Bardic Competition may have been established by the mid-1990s (Puhvel, 2007).

The Documented Whispering Pines Years

The complete list of pre-Raven’s Knoll locations has not been recovered. Later histories call KG a roaming gathering, but the publicly indexed record does not identify every campground or provide a year-by-year location chronology.

The best-documented later venue was Whispering Pines Campground, near Plantagenet and Curran in eastern Ontario.

Charbonneau’s fieldwork places the August 2007 gathering at Whispering Pines in Plantagenet. She describes KG as a Pagan camping festival held over the Civic Holiday weekend and notes its substantial Montreal attendance (Charbonneau, 2008, pp. 5–6).

A surviving Temple of the Sacred Grove community page independently records the 2007 event as taking place from August 1 to August 6 at Whispering Pines Campground.

The same page records InFest later that summer on Gina’s land near McDonald’s Corners, attended by approximately 35 returning and new friends (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

Visit the Temple of the Sacred Grove website.

That pairing is historically revealing. By 2007, Kaleidoscope had become large enough to occupy a commercial campground, while InFest continued the smaller, relationship-based gathering at the original site.

In effect, the two events preserved different parts of the original MiniFest experience. Kaleidoscope carried forward the expanding public festival, while InFest retained greater intimacy.

The Temple page also preserves unusually detailed information about the 2008 gathering. KG ran from Wednesday, July 30, through Monday, August 4, with the theme “Fairies and Elves and Gnomes! Oh My!”

Whispering Pines was closed for the gathering’s exclusive use. The site offered a beach, an in-ground swimming pool, drive-up campsites, two showers, and relatively level, rock-free camping areas. The notice also reminded participants to respect the resident campground owners and prohibited pets other than guide dogs (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

These practical details show how far the gathering had travelled from its kitchen-party beginnings. Registration procedures, campground agreements, accessibility rules, themed programming, and several days of scheduled activity required an established organizing structure and a substantial volunteer base.

A later participant remembered Whispering Pines as one of KG’s former homes and described it as evoking the intimacy of the earlier gathering. That recollection is consistent with the dated 2007 and 2008 notices, although it does not establish the first or final year KG used the campground (McKay, 2014).

The Fragmentary Early Internet Record

Kaleidoscope existed before social media centralized community communication. Its online presence was spread among personal webpages, email lists, Yahoo Groups, LiveJournal, newsgroup signatures, and successive domain names.

The Temple of the Sacred Grove page links to the old Kaleidoscope-Gathering.com address and to numerous Yahoo Groups serving Ottawa-area Pagans. The page also mentions a Facebook group, a Yahoo group, and Yahoo email distributions, illustrating the mixture of old and emerging platforms being used during the late 2000s (Temple of the Sacred Grove, 2008).

A 2001 Usenet post contains an email signature promoting “Kaleidoscope 2002” and the old Kaleidoscope-Gathering.com domain. However, the signature also contains a reference to Lawrencetown, Nova Scotia, and provides no reliable context about KG’s Ontario venue or organization.

It is evidence that the name and domain were circulating online by 2001, but it should not be used to establish a festival location (Pearce, 2001).

View the surviving 2001 Google Groups post.

The Toronto LiveJournal notice from 2006 is more useful. It supplies dates for that year’s gathering and identifies Pamela Fletcher as director. Together with the Temple pages, it shows that Pagan community blogs and event boards were important parts of KG’s publicity network before Facebook became dominant (Plutopsyche, 2006).

Most Yahoo Groups material is no longer publicly searchable, and the original KG domain has since been repurposed for unrelated content. The disappearance of these platforms is one reason the pre-2010 history now appears thinner than the gathering’s age and importance would suggest.

2009: The Twentieth Anniversary

The strongest surviving audiovisual record of the pre-Raven’s Knoll era was created in 2009.

Francis Perron produced the documentary Merry Meet: The Story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering for KG’s twentieth anniversary. The film contains interviews with participants and organizers, music, storytelling, and sections devoted to the gathering’s beginnings, Lady Pamelia, and memorable festival anecdotes.

Perron described it as an independently produced film created while he learned the necessary equipment and editing tools (Perron, 2009).

Watch the documentary:
Merry Meet: The Story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering

A separate publicly available video connected with Gina Ellis also remains online.

Watch the Gina Ellis video:
Gina Ellis video on YouTube

Research note: Dependable title, creator, and upload-date metadata were not available during the original research. The video is therefore linked without assigning uncertain bibliographic details.

The twentieth-anniversary year also brought a visual marker of change. The official KG history states that the Rainbow Dragonfly logo was unveiled at the 2009 gathering. The dragonfly subsequently became closely associated with the festival’s identity (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-b).

Read the official history of the Rainbow Dragonfly.

The Road to Permanent Land

For roughly two decades, the gathering’s continuity came from its people rather than from ownership of a particular site.

The official KG history describes the event’s evolution from a small gathering among friends into a roaming spiritual community. That movement could accommodate growth, but it also meant negotiating repeatedly with campgrounds, adapting ritual and workshop spaces, transporting infrastructure, and relying upon venues whose long-term availability was never guaranteed (McKay, 2014).

In 2009, the incoming organizers purchased land intended to provide a permanent Pagan gathering place. The first Kaleidoscope Gathering at Raven’s Knoll was held in 2010.

The 2011 program confirms that 2011 was KG’s second year there and the second year of the new organizing leadership following Pamela Fletcher’s retirement (Kaleidoscope Gathering, n.d.-c; Kaleidoscope Gathering, 2011).

Read the official Kaleidoscope Gathering FAQ.

That move did not create Kaleidoscope Gathering. It gave an already mature gathering a permanent home.

By the time KG reached Raven’s Knoll, it had already existed for approximately 20 years. It had begun on Gina Ellis’s land, outgrown that land, acquired a new name, survived multiple moves, developed a cross-regional community, established recurring traditions, and built an identity strong enough to remain recognizable without being tied to one campground.

What Can Be Documented and What Remains Missing

The surviving public record supports the following historical outline:

  • 1989: Gina Ellis establishes MiniFest as a Lammas gathering on her land near McDonald’s Corners and Perth.
  • 1995: Academic evidence places MiniFest in approximately its sixth year, while attendee memory still associates the MiniFest name with the gathering on Gina’s land.
  • Later 1990s: The gathering outgrows the original site after a crowd reported at approximately 300 people. Pamela Fletcher manages the transition, and MiniFest becomes Kaleidoscope Gathering.
  • By 2001: The Kaleidoscope name and an early festival domain are being circulated online.
  • By 2006: Pamela Fletcher is publicly identified as KG’s director. That year’s program theme is documented as “Myths and Legends,” and a major Vodoun ritual forms part of the programming.
  • 2007–2008: KG is securely documented at Whispering Pines Campground near Plantagenet.
  • 2009: KG observes its twentieth anniversary, Francis Perron releases Merry Meet, and the Rainbow Dragonfly logo is unveiled.
  • 2010: The first Kaleidoscope Gathering is held at Raven’s Knoll.

Several important questions remain unanswered by the publicly accessible record. The exact year in which MiniFest was formally renamed has not been located. No complete list of the gathering’s roaming venues has surfaced. Programs from most pre-2010 years are not included in the official online archive.

Nor is there a publicly available master list of early organizers, workshop presenters, ritual leaders, musicians, Bardic winners, or annual attendance.

Those records may still exist in private collections, old printed programs, photographs, newsletters, hard drives, or the memories of longtime participants. Their absence online should not be mistaken for an absence of history.

Remembering the Gathering Before the Land

The history of Kaleidoscope Gathering did not begin when a sign was placed at Raven’s Knoll.

It began when Gina Ellis opened her land for a Lammas gathering. It continued as more friends arrived, then more friends of friends, until a gathering intended to be small became too large for its birthplace.

Pamela Fletcher helped carry it through the difficult transformation from MiniFest into a larger, mobile festival. Participants and volunteers then preserved it across different locations until permanent land became possible.

The pre-Raven’s Knoll history is therefore not merely an introductory chapter. It explains what Kaleidoscope originally was:

A community that existed before it possessed a permanent home.

The land eventually gave that community stability.

The community, however, came first.


Publicly Available Historical Record

The following materials remain among the most useful publicly accessible sources for researching KG’s pre-Raven’s Knoll history:

  • The 2000 article by Marion Bowman, containing the near-contemporary statement that MiniFest was in its sixth year in 1995.
  • Shelley Rabinovitch’s encyclopedia entry concerning Gina Ellis, MiniFest, Pamela Fletcher, the renaming, and the relocation.
  • Marisol Charbonneau’s 2007 article documenting KG’s 2006 “Myths and Legends” program and Vodoun ritual.
  • Charbonneau’s 2008 master’s thesis documenting the 2007 gathering at Whispering Pines and its importance to Montreal Pagans.
  • The Temple of the Sacred Grove webpage preserving the dates and venue for KG 2007 and detailed information about KG 2008.
  • The 2006 Toronto LiveJournal notice identifying Pamela Fletcher as director.
  • Francis Perron’s 2009 documentary.
  • The official 2011 festival program containing Gina Ellis’s biographical note and the 22-year anniversary calculation.
  • The official KG FAQ, Dragonfly history, and program archive.
  • Dodie Graham McKay’s 2014 retrospective in The Wild Hunt.
  • Linda Seccaspina’s community history of Witch Hollow.
  • Martin Lepage’s 2017 doctoral dissertation.
  • Publicly indexed participant memories concerning MiniFest and Gina Ellis’s land.

References

Bowman, M. (2000). Nature, the natural and Pagan identity. DISKUS, 6. https://jbasr.com/basr/diskus/diskus1-6/bowman6.txt

Charbonneau, M. (2007). The melting cauldron: Ethnicity, diversity, and identity in a contemporary Pagan subculture. The Pomegranate, 9(1), 5–21. https://journal.equinoxpub.com/POM/article/view/2899

Charbonneau, M. (2008). A distinct Paganism: The contemporary Pagan revival in Montreal at the turn of the millennium [Master’s thesis, University of Ottawa]. https://www.academia.edu/9965797/A_Distinct_Paganism_The_Contemporary_Pagan_Revival_in_Montreal_At_the_Turn_of_the_Millennium

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (2011). Voyages: The 22nd annual Kaleidoscope Gathering [Festival program]. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/wp-content/uploads/2025/02/KG-2011-Program_final_display-3.pdf

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-a). Registration. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/registration/

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-b). The dragonfly. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/information/the-dragonfly/

Kaleidoscope Gathering. (n.d.-c). FAQ. https://kg.ravensknoll.ca/information/faq/

Lepage, M. (2017). “Why be king? I’m already a queen!”: Performances rituelles et négociations queer dans la communauté néo-païenne de Montréal [Doctoral dissertation, Université du Québec à Montréal]. Archipel. https://archipel.uqam.ca/10924/1/D3311.pdf

McKay, D. G. (2014, June 20). Column: Pagan festival season in Ontario. The Wild Hunt. https://wildhunt.org/2014/06/walking-the-world-pagan-festival-season-in-ontario.html

Pearce, R. (2001, November 7). Re: Windows XP and BIOS strange things happen [Newsgroup post]. Google Groups. https://groups.google.com/g/comp.windows.misc/c/EXZMrirC3rQ

Perron, F. (Director). (2009). Merry Meet: The story of the Kaleidoscope Gathering [Documentary film]. https://www.thewicca.ca/culture/video/francis-perron-merry-meet.php

Plutopsyche. (2006, July 19). Tomorrow night: Wine, Dine & Divine @ Mitzi’s Sister [Online community post]. Toronto LiveJournal. https://toronto.livejournal.com/4467634.html

Rabinovitch, S. T. (2011). The encyclopedia of modern witchcraft and neo-paganism (2nd ed.). Kendall Hunt.

Seccaspina, L. (2016, March 3). The Witch Hollow of Lanark County. Linda Seccaspina’s Blog. https://lindaseccaspina.wordpress.com/2016/03/03/the-witch-hollow-of-lanark-county/

Temple of the Sacred Grove. (2008). Temple events and events upcoming. https://www.templesacredgrove.org/

The Fire Did Not Go Out

Figures in a circle performing a ritual around a glowing crystal emitting spiritual energy

This is the first in a three part reflection on community, spiritual practice, identity, and what has changed.

There was a time when I spoke about the Pagan community as though it were one place.

Not necessarily one physical place, but a shared home. A collection of people connected through belief, ritual, land, history, music, fire, and the understanding that many of us had already spent much of our lives standing outside conventional doors.

In older posts, I wrote about losing that sense of community. I wrote about Raven’s Knoll, about roots being forgotten, and about people who helped build something eventually finding themselves standing outside it.

When the old Unplugged Pagan header came down, I described it as a small funeral. It was a recognition that a place could once have been sacred to me without remaining my spiritual home forever.

Later, in Leaving Home in the Spirit of Hávamál 127, I wrote more directly about frith, betrayal, silence, and the difference between saying that everyone is welcome and actually making room for them.

Those things mattered.

They still matter.

I do not withdraw what I wrote simply because time has passed. Healing does not require pretending that nothing happened. Forgiveness, where it is possible, does not require rewriting history.

What has changed is how much authority I allow those experiences to have over the rest of my life.

For a while, the loss of one community felt like the loss of community itself.

When a place has carried years of memory, labour, friendship, ritual, and identity, leaving it can feel like being separated from part of your own history.

But the fire did not belong to one place.

The gods did not remain behind a gate.

The ancestors did not stop speaking because a relationship ended.

The land beneath my feet did not become less sacred because I was no longer part of a particular circle.

The fire travelled.

It travelled into my garden, my writing, my small daily rituals, my conversations, and the quiet moments when I remembered that spirituality does not require an audience.

Years ago, when I first wrote about the spirituality of firekeeping, I understood the firekeeper primarily through the gathering. The firekeeper prepared the space, chose the wood, watched the flame, supported the ritual, and helped create warmth and connection for the people around it.

I still believe in that work.

What I understand more clearly now is that firekeeping does not end when the gathering does.

Sometimes the firekeeper’s work is protecting one clean ember after everyone else has gone home.

Sometimes it is carrying that ember into unfamiliar ground.

Sometimes it is realizing that the flame was never the property of the hall, the festival, the landowner, the organization, or the crowd.

I once described myself as a Pagan firekeeper without a Pagan community.

There was truth in that sentence, but I would phrase it differently today.

I am a Pagan firekeeper whose community is no longer defined by one property, one organization, one gathering, or one group of people.

Community can be the person who reads something I wrote and realizes they are not alone.

It can be the quiet exchange between two people who recognize the same struggle.

It can be a shared meal, a remembered song, a conversation beside a fire, or a reader returning years later to say that a few words mattered.

That may be smaller than the grand idea of community I once carried.

It may also be more honest.

Belonging and Access Are Not the Same

I have also learned that belonging and access are not the same thing.

Someone can deny you access to a place. They can remove your name from a list, stop answering messages, or decide that your questions are inconvenient.

They cannot decide whether your experiences were real.

They cannot erase the work you contributed.

They cannot revoke your relationship with your gods, your ancestors, or the land.

Most importantly, they cannot determine what you build next.

What I Am Building Now

I do not want Unplugged Pagan to become a permanent record of one injury.

That story is part of the road, but it is not the destination.

The purpose now is to keep creating.

To write honestly about solitary practice.

To explore what tradition means when it is lived rather than performed.

To question ideas that deserve questioning.

To keep what remains useful and release what has become dead weight.

To create a place where someone who has lost a spiritual home can discover that the sacred world did not disappear with it.

There are still times when the old anger returns.

There are still questions that may never receive satisfactory answers.

The difference is that I no longer believe I must resolve every old conflict before I am permitted to move forward.

Some doors remain closed.

That is all right.

I have stopped standing outside them.

There is work to do elsewhere.

The fire did not go out.

It simply changed hands.

Godspeed.

Next in the series: What Stayed When the Ritual Changed.

The Measure of Progress: A Pagan Thought on the Value of Life

People hiking hand in hand on a forested mountain trail with wildflowers and sunrise

A random thought to ponder:

“Human progress isn’t measured by industry. It’s measured by the value you place on a life.”

— The Twelfth Doctor, Doctor Who, “Thin Ice”

That line wandered across my path recently, and it decided to stay for a while.

On the surface, it is a fairly simple statement. We should value life more than wealth, machinery, production, or economic growth. Most of us would probably nod our heads at that and carry on with our day.

But the more I sit with it as a Pagan, the less simple it becomes.

What do we actually mean by progress?

How do we decide that humanity is moving forward?

Is progress measured by what we can build, how quickly we can build it, or how much wealth we can create from it? Is it measured by taller buildings, faster machines, expanding cities, instant communication, artificial intelligence, or the ability to place almost anything we desire on our doorstep within a few days?

Those things certainly demonstrate ability.

They show what human beings are capable of creating.

But capability and wisdom are not the same thing.

A people can become very skilled without becoming particularly wise. We can learn how to reshape the world without first learning whether the world should be reshaped. We can discover how to produce more without asking whether more is actually making life better.

From a Pagan perspective, that distinction matters.

Progress Is Not Always a Straight Road

Modern culture often imagines progress as a straight line.

We begin somewhere primitive and march steadily toward something more advanced. Each generation is supposed to produce more, know more, travel faster, work more efficiently, and exercise greater control over the world around it.

Nature does not move that way.

The seasons turn in circles. The moon waxes and wanes. Forests grow, fall, decay, and rise again. Rivers wander. Fire consumes, transforms, and returns what it has taken to the soil as ash.

The natural world does not seem embarrassed by repetition.

Winter is not considered a failure because the leaves have fallen. The dark moon is not defective because it gives us no light. A field lying fallow is not useless because it is not producing a crop.

Each has its place.

Each has value within the larger turning.

Perhaps one of the Pagan challenges to the modern idea of progress is the recognition that forward is not always the only sacred direction.

Sometimes progress means returning.

Sometimes it means resting.

Sometimes it means remembering something our ancestors understood and we, in our cleverness, forgot.

Sometimes progress is not acquiring another thing. It is learning that we already have enough.

The Sacred Is Not Measured by Usefulness

One of the questions hidden inside that Doctor Who quotation is this:

Does a life have to be useful in order to possess value?

Industry tends to measure usefulness.

How much can be produced? How much labour can be performed? How much profit can be generated? How quickly can a task be completed? What is gained, and what does it cost?

Those questions have their place. A household must prepare for winter. A craftsperson must know the value of their materials. A farmer must understand the yield of the field. A firekeeper must know how much wood remains before the night grows cold.

Practical thinking is not the enemy.

Our ancestors were practical people because survival required them to be.

But practical value is not the only kind of value.

An ancient tree may produce no fruit for us, yet still shelter birds, hold the soil, cast shade, carry memory, and stand as a living presence upon the land.

An elder may no longer perform the physical work they once did, yet still carry stories that cannot be replaced once they are gone.

A child may contribute nothing to the wealth of a household, yet the entire household may arrange itself around keeping that child warm, fed, protected, and loved.

A grieving person may not be productive. A sick person may need more than they can currently give. A tired person may have no offering beyond their presence beside the fire.

None of these lives becomes less sacred because it is temporarily—or permanently—unable to produce.

Life does not need to earn its right to exist.

A Pagan Measure of Progress

So how might a Pagan measure human progress?

Perhaps we begin with relationship.

Paganism, in its many forms, repeatedly reminds us that we do not exist alone. We live among ancestors, descendants, gods, spirits, animals, plants, waters, winds, stones, and unseen forces whose lives intersect with our own.

Whether we understand these beings literally, spiritually, symbolically, or through some mixture of all three, the lesson remains similar:

We are part of something.

We are not owners standing outside the world.

We are participants living within it.

Progress, then, cannot be measured only by how much control we gain over everything around us. It must also be measured by whether we become better relatives to the beings with whom we share existence.

Do we take without returning?

Do we consume without gratitude?

Do we speak of sacred land while treating the living world as nothing more than raw material?

Do we honour our ancestors while creating a world our descendants will struggle to survive in?

Do we praise hospitality while allowing loneliness to become normal?

Do we call the gods generous while becoming increasingly unwilling to be generous ourselves?

These are uncomfortable questions.

They should be.

A spiritual path should occasionally make us uncomfortable. Otherwise, it risks becoming decoration.

The Hearth as a Measure

I keep returning to the image of the hearth.

The hearth was not only a place where food was cooked. It was warmth, protection, light, story, memory, and gathering. It was often the centre around which the household organized itself.

A strong hearth was not judged only by the size of its flame.

A fire that burns too fiercely can consume all its fuel and leave everyone cold before morning.

A good fire is tended.

It is fed according to need. It is watched. It is respected. Space is made around it. Those who approach it are offered warmth.

Perhaps that gives us another way to measure progress.

Not by asking how large a fire we can build, but by asking how many lives are warmed by it.

Not by asking how brightly we can make it blaze for a moment, but whether anyone has remembered to preserve an ember for the morning.

Not by asking who owns the flame, but who is left standing outside it in the cold.

Industry often celebrates the blaze.

Pagan wisdom may be more concerned with the tending.

Industry Is Not the Enemy

I do not think this thought requires us to reject industry, craft, technology, or human invention.

There is something deeply sacred in creation.

The smith at the forge, the weaver at the loom, the carpenter shaping wood, the potter working clay, and the farmer tending a field all transform the world through knowledge and skill.

Human beings have always created tools. We have always experimented. We have always looked at a problem and asked whether there might be another way.

That curiosity is part of us.

The problem begins when the tool becomes the measure of the person.

It begins when efficiency becomes more important than dignity.

It begins when production becomes more sacred than the producer.

It begins when we become so impressed by what we have built that we stop noticing what the building has cost.

There is nothing wrong with a sharper tool, a warmer home, a safer road, or a medicine that preserves life.

Those things can be genuine progress because they serve life.

But when life is sacrificed merely to keep the machinery moving, something has been reversed.

The tool is supposed to serve the living.

The living were never meant to become fuel for the tool.

What Do We Protect?

We often discover what we truly value by watching what we protect.

It is easy to speak about the sacredness of life when nothing is being asked of us.

The harder test comes when protecting life requires patience, sacrifice, inconvenience, restraint, or compassion.

What do we do when someone cannot keep pace?

What do we do when a person has nothing obvious to offer?

What do we do when another life interrupts our plans?

What do we do when mercy costs more than indifference?

That may be where our real spiritual beliefs are revealed.

Not in the names we give the gods.

Not in the jewellery we wear.

Not in how carefully we decorate an altar.

Those things may be meaningful, but they are not the final measure.

The measure may be found in how we treat the frightened, the tired, the grieving, the elderly, the ill, the forgotten, and the person whose name we may never know.

It may be found in whether we recognize a sacred presence even when that presence has no power, wealth, title, or usefulness to offer us.

The Worth of One Life

Pagan traditions do not give us one universal answer about what happens after death. We have many stories, many gods, many ancestors, and many ideas about the journey beyond this life.

But whatever waits beyond the veil, this life remains immediate.

This breath matters.

This body matters.

This brief moment beneath the sun, moon, and stars matters.

Every human life carries a world within it: memories, fears, loves, stories, failures, hopes, and connections invisible to anyone looking from the outside.

When a life is lost, more disappears than one body.

A voice disappears.

A particular way of seeing the world disappears.

Future conversations disappear.

Stories that might have been told are silenced.

Possibilities vanish with them.

Perhaps that is why the value of a life cannot be calculated like the value of a machine.

A machine can often be replaced.

A person cannot.

So, Are We Progressing?

I do not have a grand answer.

This began as a random thought, and perhaps that is how it should remain: something to carry for a while rather than something to solve.

But I think the question is worth asking.

Are we progressing because we can produce more than those who came before us?

Or are we progressing only when fewer lives are treated as disposable?

Are we progressing because information moves faster?

Or only when wisdom, compassion, and responsibility move with it?

Are we progressing because our fires burn brighter?

Or only when more people are welcomed into their warmth?

Perhaps a Pagan measure of progress is not how far we have separated ourselves from nature, vulnerability, age, illness, dependency, and death.

Perhaps it is how honestly we learn to live in relationship with them.

Perhaps progress is measured by how carefully we tend the living world, how faithfully we remember the dead, and how responsibly we prepare a place for those who will come after us.

Industry can tell us what we have built.

Wealth can tell us what we have gathered.

Power can tell us what we are capable of controlling.

But none of those things can tell us whether we have become better human beings.

For that, we may need to look elsewhere.

We may need to look at the life standing before us.

We may need to ask whether we see something sacred there—not because of what that life produces, owns, believes, or offers, but simply because it lives.

And perhaps that is the measure worth carrying forward.

Not how much we have made.

Not how quickly we have moved.

Not how powerful we have become.

But how much value we have finally learned to place upon a life.

Just a random thought to ponder.

Godspeed.

Lugh Sulian

Embracing Litha: The Beauty of the Longest Day

Group of people holding hands and dancing around a bonfire with a flower-decorated maypole at sunset in a grassy field

The Longest Day Still Casts a Shadow

Well, my dear Unplugged Pagans, we are soon reaching Litha, the Summer Solstice.

This is the day where the light reaches its limit. The sun climbs to its highest point. The day stretches out as long as it can, as if the whole world is taking one deep golden breath before the turning begins.

And yes, what that means is simple enough: from here, the days slowly begin to shorten.

The sun begins its slow decline.

But this is not a sad thing.

It is grounding.

The sun does not climb forever. Nothing does. Not seasons. Not people. Not places. Not moments. Not joy. Not grief. Not pain. Not even the brightest days of our lives stay at their peak forever.

And that is not failure. That is the Wheel.

Litha reminds us that everything has its height, its fullness, its blazing moment of being seen. Then, slowly, quietly, naturally, it begins to turn. The light softens. The season shifts. The green things keep growing, but the first whisper of harvest is already somewhere in the distance.

That is the beauty of this time of year.

It is not just about sunshine, fire, flowers, gardens, and long evenings. Though it is certainly about those things too. It is also about accepting that the peak is not meant to last forever. The peak is meant to be honoured while we are standing in it.

So stand in it.

Stand in the long light. Step outside if you can. Feel the warmth on your face. Look at what is growing around you. Look at what is still alive in you. Look at what you have carried through the darker half of the year and brought with you into this brightness.

Maybe you are not where you thought you would be by now. Maybe some people have faded. Maybe some places have changed. Maybe old circles are not what they once were. Maybe you are standing alone in your own little patch of sunlight, wondering what comes next.

That is still sacred.

The longest day still casts a shadow.

And that shadow is not there to ruin the light. It is there to remind us that life is whole. Light and dark. Growth and decline. Bloom and withering. Fire and ash. All of it belongs.

This is also a good reminder that Litha does not require perfection.

You do not need the perfect candle.

You do not need the perfect altar.

You do not need the perfect words, the perfect ritual, the perfect robe, the perfect gathering, or the perfect place.

The sun rises either way.

The land turns either way.

The Wheel moves whether we are ready or not.

What matters is your intent. What matters is that you show up honestly. Light a candle if you have one. Stand barefoot in the grass if you can. Sit beside your garden. Pour a cup of coffee, tea, or water and take one quiet moment to acknowledge the season.

Celebrate.

Tend your garden.

Tend to yourself.

Water what needs watering. Pull what needs pulling. Let some things grow wild if they need to. Not every sacred act has to look like a ritual from a book. Sometimes the ritual is checking the tomatoes. Sometimes it is sitting on the step and breathing. Sometimes it is whispering thanks to the land because, somehow, you are still here.

Keep the fire lit within.

Not because the fire must always blaze. It will not. No fire does. But because even a small ember matters. Even a quiet flame can guide you. Even a tired pagan standing alone under the long light is still part of the turning world.

So, my dear Unplugged Pagans, as Litha approaches, take the blessing of the longest day for what it is.

A pause.

A breath.

A bright turning point.

A reminder that the light is beautiful, not because it lasts forever, but because it is here now.

And remember, as I said, even the longest day can still cast a shadow.

That is it. That is all for now, my Unplugged Pagans.

Godspeed.

The Gods do not Need Your Perfect Candle

Full moon glowing brightly over a mist-covered forest lake at night with reflections

Had an interesting discussion tonight about ritual.

It was one of those conversations that crossed generations. There was myself, someone from a slightly older generation than mine, and someone from a much younger generation. Different ages. Different life experiences. Different ways of looking at pagan faith and practice.

But the conversation circled around one thing:

What is ritual?

And more importantly, what do people think ritual has to be?

There seems to be this mistaken belief that ritual has to be perfect.

The perfect candle.

The perfect words.

The perfect outfit.

The perfect circle.

The perfect way to call upon your gods, goddesses, deities, spirits, ancestors, landvættir, or whatever names you use for those you honour.

And I am probably going to tick off a few pagans here, but I am going to say it anyway.

You are wrong.

Ritual does not have to be perfect.

You do not need the perfect candle. You do not need the perfect robe. You do not need the perfect words written in some ancient-sounding tone. You do not need to stand in the middle of a forest beneath the perfect moon with the wind blowing in just the right direction.

You do not need a perfectly drawn circle on the floor made from salt, chalk, ash, or whatever else someone told you was required.

You do not need the perfect pentagram.

Truth be told, I do not think I have ever used a pentagram in ritual.

Ritual is not about perfection.

Ritual is about intent.

It is about what you are reaching toward. It is about what you are asking for, offering, honouring, remembering, releasing, or carrying forward.

Maybe you are asking for hope.

Maybe you are blessing a garden.

Maybe you are hoping for good weather, strong plants, steady hands, or a better season than the one before.

Maybe you are simply lighting a candle because you need to remember that there is still light somewhere.

That is ritual.

The gods do not need your perfect candle.

They do not need your perfect words.

They do not need your perfect outfit.

They do not care whether your altar looks like something from a magazine or whether your practice would impress anyone on social media.

What matters is the intent behind it.

Nothing more.

Nothing less.

You can do ritual in the middle of the woods. You can do ritual at a public festival. You can do ritual in your kitchen, your backyard, your bedroom, or beside a garden bed with dirt under your fingernails.

You can also do ritual while driving down the road in your four-door pickle, provided the wheels do not fall off.

Because ritual is not confined to the props.

Ritual is not owned by the perfect setting.

Ritual is not invalid because you forgot a word, used the wrong candle, stumbled through the invocation, or had to improvise because life got messy.

And life is messy.

That may be the part some people forget.

Our ancestors did not always have perfect conditions. They did not always have perfect tools. They did not always have perfect weather, perfect timing, or perfect words. They had need. They had gratitude. They had fear. They had hope. They had seasons to survive, fires to tend, food to grow, children to raise, dead to remember, and gods to honour.

That was enough.

And sometimes, that still has to be enough.

There is nothing wrong with beauty in ritual. There is nothing wrong with candles, robes, circles, songs, chants, drums, offerings, carefully chosen words, or well-prepared sacred space. Those things can matter. They can help focus the mind. They can help mark the moment. They can help us step out of the ordinary and into the sacred.

But they are tools.

They are not the point.

The point is the reaching.

The point is the relationship.

The point is the intent.

So light the candle you have.

Say the words you can say.

Stand where you are.

Call to whom you call.

Offer what you can offer.

Mean it.

That is the ritual.

Thanks, and Godspeed.

Paganism in 2026: Faith, Activism, Reconstruction, and the Question of What We Are Becoming

Group of people standing in a circle around a fire near a lake holding signs supporting Indigenous land and water rights

By Buck Beggins

What does it mean to be Pagan in 2026?

That question is not as simple as it sounds. To some outsiders, “Pagan” still means something vague, suspicious, theatrical, rebellious, or politically charged. To others, it means witchcraft, tarot, festivals, drums, herbs, candles, runes, robes, mead, moon water, or a general rejection of mainstream religion.

Some of that may touch the edges of Pagan life. But none of it fully defines it.

Paganism is not one church. It is not one book. It is not one dogma. It is not one political party. It is not simply recreation, costuming, rebellion, fantasy, or nostalgia. It is a wide family of living spiritual paths that often include reverence for nature, honouring gods and goddesses, respect for ancestors, seasonal ritual, personal responsibility, land-based spirituality, and community practice.

In Canada, this question carries its own weight. We live on land shaped by Indigenous stewardship long before modern Pagan groups existed here. We also live in a country where institutional Christianity has declined sharply, where more people report no religious affiliation, and where alternative spiritual practices are becoming more visible in public life. In that space, Paganism is no longer only hidden in the “broom closet,” but it is also not always understood.

What Do People Think a Pagan Is?

Many people still meet Paganism through stereotype before they meet it through practice.

They may think Pagan means anti-Christian. They may think it means Satanic. They may think it means unserious, theatrical, rebellious, or politically extreme. They may think a Pagan is someone who dresses a certain way, votes a certain way, owns certain books, attends certain festivals, or performs certain rituals.

Some of these misunderstandings come from old religious prejudice. Some come from pop culture. Some come from social media, where “witchy” aesthetics are often easier to sell than disciplined spiritual practice. Some come from political movements that misuse Pagan symbols for purposes many Pagans reject outright.

That is one of the central tensions of modern Paganism: the public often sees the symbol before it sees the person. It sees the pentacle, the hammer, the cauldron, the horned god, the rune, the cloak, the altar, or the festival fire — but not always the ethics, labour, study, prayer, service, or community behind them.

What Do Pagans Believe Pagans Are?

Ask ten Pagans what Paganism is, and you may get twelve answers. That is not a weakness. It is part of the structure.

For some, Paganism is polytheism: the gods are real, many, distinct, and worthy of honour.

For others, Paganism is nature religion: the land is sacred, the seasons matter, and the human being is part of the web of life, not above it.

For some, Paganism is witchcraft: ritual, spellwork, healing, divination, and personal transformation.

For others, Paganism is Druidry: land, inspiration, poetry, ancestors, trees, myth, and the long work of wisdom.

For Heathens, it may mean honouring the gods, ancestors, land-wights, household, community, gifting, oath, and right action.

For Wiccans, it may mean worship of the Gods, seasonal celebration, ritual training, magic, and community temple work.

For solitary Pagans, it may mean a candle at the table, a small altar in the corner, an offering outside, a whispered prayer, or a quiet observance of the moon and seasons.

The mistake is thinking one of these cancels the others. Paganism is not a single lane road. It is a crossroads.

Paganism Versus Activism

There is a real question in 2026: is Paganism a religion, or is it activism?

The answer, I think, is that Paganism is not activism by default, but it often produces consequences that look like activism.

If you believe the Earth is sacred, environmental issues stop being abstract.

If you believe the body is not sinful by nature, then dignity, gender, sexuality, and personal freedom matter.

If you honour ancestors honestly, you eventually have to face history honestly.

If you honour the land, then in Canada you cannot ignore Indigenous presence, Indigenous law, residential schools, land dispossession, and the responsibilities of living on territory that was never empty.

If you believe in many gods, many paths, and many ways of being human, then religious freedom and pluralism become more than political slogans. They become spiritual necessities.

That does not mean every Pagan must become a protester. It does not mean every ritual must become a political statement. It does not mean Pagan spaces should be hijacked by party politics.

But it does mean Paganism cannot hide forever behind incense and say, “Nothing in the world concerns me.”

There is a difference between being political and being captured by politics. Paganism should resist being reduced to a campaign sign. But it should also resist becoming so afraid of controversy that it forgets courage, hospitality, truth, justice, and right relationship.

Paganism Versus Reconstruction and Recreation

Another tension is the question of reconstruction.

Some Pagans try to reconstruct older religious practices as accurately as possible using history, archaeology, folklore, language, and scholarship. This is common in many Heathen, Hellenic, Roman, Kemetic, Celtic, and other polytheist circles.

That work matters. It keeps us honest. It reminds us that the past is not just a costume box. It challenges lazy invention. It asks us to study before claiming authority.

But reconstruction is not the same thing as pretending we live in the Iron Age.

We are modern people. We live with electricity, labour law, climate change, social media, reconciliation, mass migration, scientific medicine, and global crisis. A living religion cannot only recreate the past. It must also answer the present.

So the healthier question is not, “Can we perfectly copy the old ways?”

The better question is, “What can we recover, what must we adapt, and what must we refuse to carry forward?”

That last part matters. Not everything old is sacred. Some things belong to the past because humanity outgrew them. A modern Pagan path must have the courage to honour the ancestors without becoming enslaved to every assumption the ancestors held.

Paganism and Political Movements

This is where things get uncomfortable, but it needs to be said plainly.

Pagan symbols have been misused. Heathen symbols have been misused. Runes have been misused. Norse imagery has been misused by white supremacist, nationalist, and extremist movements.

That does not make Heathenry racist. It does not make Norse Paganism racist. It does not make runes racist. But it does mean responsible communities have to speak clearly when symbols are hijacked.

Silence creates a vacuum. If healthy Pagans do not define their own symbols, unhealthy movements will define them for us.

That is why inclusive Heathen groups in Canada matter. That is why Wiccan churches, Druid orders, Pagan federations, local groves, public rituals, study groups, and festivals matter. They do not just provide community for insiders. They also tell the public, “This is what we are. This is what we are not.”

In Canada, Paganism must be especially careful not to import every American culture-war frame as if it belongs here unchanged. We have our own history, our own wounds, our own land questions, our own Charter framework, our own multicultural reality, and our own responsibilities.

What Paganism Is Becoming in Canada

The Canadian Pagan picture is scattered, regional, and often hard to count. Some people identify openly. Some remain private. Some call themselves Wiccan, Druid, Heathen, Witch, Polytheist, Animist, Reconstructionist, Eclectic, or simply spiritual. Others may practice in Pagan-adjacent ways but report “no religion” on a census form.

That makes Paganism difficult to measure, but not meaningless.

In practical terms, Canadian Paganism exists in public Wiccan temples, Druid groves, Heathen kindreds, Pagan festivals, online circles, prison chaplaincy efforts, interfaith work, bookstores, kitchen tables, backyards, forests, and solitary altars.

It is not only a belief system. It is a practice system.

It is what someone does when they light the candle.

It is what someone does when they pour the offering.

It is what someone does when they keep their oath.

It is what someone does when they refuse racism dressed up as ancestry.

It is what someone does when they honour the land without pretending they own its whole story.

It is what someone does when they gather with others in good faith.

It is what someone does when they stand alone and still keep the holy.

So What Does It Mean to Be Pagan in 2026?

To be Pagan in 2026 is to live at the edge of old and new.

It is to remember that the world is alive.

It is to reject the idea that spirit only lives in buildings, books, or institutions.

It is to understand that ritual is not escapism when it returns us to responsibility.

It is to know that nature is not scenery. It is kin.

It is to know that ancestors are not props. They are memory, warning, inheritance, and obligation.

It is to know that gods are not fashion accessories. They are powers to be approached with respect.

It is to know that freedom without responsibility becomes vanity.

It is to know that community without boundaries becomes chaos.

It is to know that politics may touch the Pagan path, but politics must not replace the Pagan path.

It is to know that reconstruction without life becomes museum work, while spirituality without discipline becomes consumerism.

Maybe that is the real answer.

A Pagan in this century is not someone trying to flee the modern world.

A Pagan is someone trying to re-enchant responsibility within it.

We do not need to become a political movement to have ethics.

We do not need to become historical reenactors to honour the old ways.

We do not need to become influencers to be visible.

We do not need to become dogmatic to be serious.

We need roots. We need practice. We need courage. We need humility. We need better public understanding. We need community that can hold difference without collapsing into nonsense.

And perhaps most of all, we need to stop asking whether Paganism is real enough for the modern world.

The better question is whether the modern world is ready to remember that it is alive.

Thanks and Godspeed.

Research notes: Statistics Canada’s 2021 religion classification includes Pagan, Druidic, Neopagan, Wiccan, and related Pagan categories, and its census reporting shows Canada’s broader shift away from institutional religious affiliation. Public Canadian-facing Pagan sources emphasize reverence for nature, personal responsibility, the diversity of paths, and community-building, rather than a single central doctrine, including Wicca, Druidry, and Heathenry. Canadian Heathen sources and reporting strongly underline inclusive Heathenry and the need to reject racist misuse of Heathen symbols. The Wild Hunt’s recent coverage also points to Paganism’s growing visibility, the risk of public distortion, and renewed Canadian interest in witchcraft and Pagan-adjacent spirituality.

When the Rave Comes to the Knoll

People standing in a ritual circle around a campfire with tents and festival decorations in a forest clearing at dusk

Author’s note: I have not had direct conversations with the owners, stewards, or current administration of Raven’s Knoll about KN¿WHERE Festival. I am not speaking for Raven’s Knoll, Kaleidoscope Gathering, Hail and Horn Gathering, KN¿WHERE, or the wider Pagan community. These are my own personal reflections, and mine alone, based on public information, memory, history, and concern for land that has meant a great deal to many of us.

There is a strange spell moving over Raven’s Knoll this year.

KN¿WHERE Festival is scheduled for early June at Raven’s Knoll, bringing a large electronic music and camping festival onto land that many Pagans and Heathens do not see as just a campground.

That distinction matters.

Raven’s Knoll has been many things over the years. It has been a campground. It has been a festival site. It has been a work site. It has been a business. It has been a gathering place. It has been, for some of us, home.

But it has also been sacred land.

That is the part I keep coming back to.

The Knoll was never just land

For many Pagans in Ontario and beyond, Raven’s Knoll became a home space around 2010, 2011, when Kaleidoscope Gathering found a permanent site there. Before that, Kaleidoscope Gathering had a more transient nature. It moved. It lived where it could live. Bob’s land. Gina’s land. Whispering Pines. Other places. It was carried by volunteers, by people showing up, by folk doing the work because the festival mattered enough to keep alive.

In those earlier days, my memory of KG is that the goal was simple: make enough money to run again next year.

That was the business model, if we can even call it that.

Survive. Gather. Feed the thing. Keep the doors open for next year.

Over time, that changed.

Kaleidoscope Gathering became tied to Raven’s Knoll as a permanent home. Raven’s Knoll itself became more established. The land developed. Sacred spaces were created. Structures changed. Policies changed. Leadership changed. The feel of things changed.

And somewhere along the way, at least from my own perspective, KG moved from being a festival shaped heavily by the people who attended it toward being a festival shaped more clearly by the people who run it.

That is not automatically evil.

Large events need structure. Land needs maintenance. Insurance exists. Hydro exists. Roads, toilets, wells, equipment, staffing, emergency plans, vendor systems, ticketing, food safety, fire rules, and municipal expectations do not magically take care of themselves.

But something changes when a folk gathering becomes a managed entity.

Something changes when a community space becomes a venue.

Something changes when sacred land also has to function as a business property.

And I think we need to be honest enough to sit with that tension.

Hail and Horn has changed too

The Heathen festival I was referring to was Hail and Horn Gathering.

That matters because Hail and Horn is not just another event on the calendar. It is tied directly to the Vé, to god-poles, to blót, húsel, symbel, the raising of sacred structures, and the maintenance of a Heathen sacred enclosure.

Looking at recent public materials, Hail and Horn itself appears to have gone through visible changes over the last few years. There have been changes in scheduling, volunteer structure, feast logistics, recognition practices, accessibility, non-alcoholic participation, and the way community decision-making is handled.

Again, change is not automatically bad.

Sometimes change is needed because a thing has grown.

Sometimes change is needed because the old structure can no longer carry the weight.

Sometimes change is a sign of health.

But sometimes change also leaves people wondering where the centre is now.

Who is the land for?

Who gets heard?

Who is considered part of the folk?

Who is a volunteer?

Who is staff?

Who is family?

Who is a customer?

And who gets called “not a team player” when they no longer fit the direction things are going?

My own sore spot

I need to name my own baggage here.

I volunteered at Kaleidoscope Gathering for roughly eight years. I volunteered at Raven’s Knoll. I lived there for a time. I worked. I helped. I cared about the place.

Then it became time for me to move on.

About a year after that, I was deemed by the owners to be “not a team player” and removed from staff at Raven’s Knoll and from staff at Kaleidoscope Gathering.

That is a sore spot for me.

I would be lying if I pretended otherwise.

And because it is a sore spot, I have to be careful. My hurt is not evidence of current wrongdoing. My personal history is not proof of anyone’s present motives. My experience does not give me the right to turn this into a revenge piece.

But it does shape the question I keep asking:

What does “team player” mean in the current Raven’s Knoll structure?

Does it mean someone who serves the land?

Does it mean someone who serves the community?

Does it mean someone who supports the owners?

Does it mean someone who does not question the direction?

Does it mean someone who helps keep the machine running?

I do not know the answer.

But when sacred land is also a business, the meaning of loyalty can get complicated very quickly.

Now KN¿WHERE enters the picture

This is where KN¿WHERE Festival becomes more than just another booking.

A rave-style bass music festival at Raven’s Knoll is not automatically a disaster. I want to be clear about that.

Rave culture, at its best, carries its own forms of community, embodiment, music, movement, release, care, chosen family, and ecstatic experience. Pagans should not be too quick to sneer at dancing, altered states, night music, drums, lights, or people seeking freedom in a field.

We have our own versions of that.

So this is not “ravers bad, Pagans good.”

That would be lazy.

The issue is not the music.

The issue is not the dancing.

The issue is not outsiders coming onto the land.

The issue is whether sacred land can host a large non-Pagan festival without having its sacredness reduced to atmosphere.

That is the line.

Sacred space is not scenery

Raven’s Knoll contains sacred gardens, art, ritual spaces, installations, shrines, the Vé, the Sacred Well, and places that have meaning because people have returned to them again and again with devotion.

Those spaces are not decorations.

They are not photo backdrops.

They are not “cool forest features.”

They are not interactive art unless they were created to be interacted with.

They are not rave infrastructure.

They are not there to add mystical branding to someone else’s weekend.

Most damage to sacred things does not begin with malice.

Often, it begins with ignorance.

Someone wanders somewhere they should not. Someone takes a picture they should not. Someone climbs something they do not understand. Someone leaves garbage. Someone thinks a shrine is an art piece. Someone thinks a god-pole is a prop. Someone thinks a sacred boundary is just rope.

And by the time everyone agrees that it mattered, the damage is already done.

The Witches’ Sabbat memory

Some of us remember Witches’ Sabbat at Raven’s Knoll.

Some remember it fondly. Some remember the way it ended. Some remember the spiral. Some remember the spitting incident. Some remember the rupture that followed.

I am not going to re-litigate that here. I was not in every room. I do not know every side. I am not turning memory into courtroom testimony.

But I will say this: Raven’s Knoll has already seen what happens when sacred space, conflict, public festival culture, and community trust collide.

You can repair a physical object.

You can clean stone.

You can rebuild a path.

You can replace rope.

You can replant a garden.

Trust is harder.

Trust is the real sacred infrastructure.

What happens if something is defaced?

This remains the question I cannot shake.

What happens if one of the sacred spaces is defaced?

What happens if multiple sacred spaces are disturbed?

What happens if someone wanders into the Vé?

What happens if someone messes with the Sacred Well?

What happens if someone treats a shrine as festival décor?

What happens if there is spray paint, stickers, carving, broken glass, garbage, bodily fluids, or some “funny” social media moment that is not funny to the people who hold the land sacred?

And more importantly:

Is there a clear plan before anything happens?

Because if there is a plan, then this is a managed risk.

If there is no plan, then this is a test of luck.

Sacred land should not be protected by luck.

What I would hope is in place

I do not know what has been arranged between Raven’s Knoll and KN¿WHERE. There may be strong protections already in place. There may be maps, signage, security, restricted areas, and staff briefings I know nothing about.

I hope there are.

If I were looking at this as someone who cares about the land, I would hope for at least the following:

  • Clear maps showing which sacred spaces are fully off-limits.
  • Physical barriers around sensitive areas, not just vague instructions.
  • Visible signs explaining that these are sacred sites, not decorations.
  • Security or land stewards assigned specifically to sacred-space protection.
  • A sacred-site orientation for KN¿WHERE staff, volunteers, and security.
  • A written removal policy for anyone crossing those boundaries.
  • A post-event inspection of all sacred spaces.
  • A restoration protocol if anything is damaged.
  • Transparent communication with the Pagan and Heathen community if something goes wrong.

That last one matters.

If something happens and the response is silence, minimization, or “it was just a festival,” the wound will be larger than the damage itself.

What does the Pagan community think?

That is harder to answer.

From what I can find publicly, much of the visible discussion around KN¿WHERE is not coming from Pagan spaces. It is coming from local residents, municipal concerns, rave communities, and festivalgoers trying to decide whether they trust the event after previous issues.

Some people seem excited.

Some people seem skeptical.

Some people want Ontario to have a strong bass music festival.

Some people are worried about logistics, trust, noise, safety, fire, refunds, and whether the event is ready.

But I have not seen enough public Pagan commentary to say, “the Pagan community thinks this.”

And maybe we will not really know until after the event happens.

That may be the uncomfortable truth.

The deeper concern

My concern is not only KN¿WHERE.

My concern is the direction of the land.

Over the last five years, Raven’s Knoll has changed. Kaleidoscope Gathering has changed. Hail and Horn Gathering has changed. The land itself has changed. The language around events has changed. The structure has changed.

Some of those changes may be necessary.

Some may be good.

Some may be overdue.

But change always raises a stewardship question:

What is being preserved while the structure evolves?

If Raven’s Knoll becomes more financially stable but less spiritually rooted, is that a win?

If more people come to the land but fewer understand what the land is, is that growth?

If sacred spaces remain physically intact but become background scenery for non-Pagan branding, have they really been protected?

If the land survives as a venue but weakens as a home space, what exactly has been saved?

Hospitality without surrender

I do not believe the answer is to close the gates forever.

I do not believe every non-Pagan event is a threat.

I do not believe Pagans should respond with panic, purity politics, or mob behaviour.

Hospitality matters.

Shared space matters.

Financial survival matters.

But hospitality without boundaries is not hospitality.

It is surrender.

If Raven’s Knoll is going to welcome large non-Pagan events, then the sacred identity of the land has to be made plain. Not hidden. Not assumed. Not whispered among those who already know.

Plain.

This land has sacred spaces.

This land has gods and spirits honoured on it.

This land has community memory embedded in it.

This land is not blank.

Come dance here if you are invited.

Come camp here if you are invited.

Come celebrate here if you are invited.

But do not mistake welcome for ownership.

Do not mistake beauty for permission.

Do not mistake sacred space for scenery.

What questions should be asked?

I think respectful questions are fair.

  • Which sacred spaces will be off-limits during KN¿WHERE?
  • How will those boundaries be marked?
  • Will attendees be told Raven’s Knoll is Pagan and Heathen sacred land?
  • Who will monitor the Vé, sacred gardens, ritual spaces, and Sacred Well?
  • Are KN¿WHERE staff and volunteers being briefed on the sacred nature of the site?
  • What happens if someone crosses a boundary?
  • Will Raven’s Knoll inspect and publicly report on the condition of sacred spaces afterward?

Those are not hostile questions.

Those are stewardship questions.

If a place is sacred to a community, the community is allowed to care how it is protected.

My hope

My hope is simple.

I hope nothing bad happens.

I hope KN¿WHERE comes and goes cleanly.

I hope people dance, camp, listen to music, respect the land, respect the rules, and leave Raven’s Knoll no worse than they found it.

I hope the organizers understand they are not just renting a field.

They are stepping onto land with history.

Land with memory.

Land with devotion.

Land with wounds.

Land with gods.

Land with community ghosts, living and dead.

I hope Raven’s Knoll remains Raven’s Knoll.

Not just a venue.

Not just a brand.

Not just “a cool place for a festival.”

A Pagan home space.

A Heathen home space.

A place where sacred things still mean something.

Final thought

The real test is not whether Raven’s Knoll can host a rave.

The real test is whether Raven’s Knoll can host a rave and still be recognized afterward as sacred land.

That is the spell being cast.

And like all spells, the result will depend on preparation, intention, boundaries, and what people are willing to protect.

Godspeed.

Imbolc Inspired: A Mini Ritual for Winter Reflection

Oh, hello. It’s been a while since I’ve posted on Unplugged Pagan. Maybe I should start again.

We’re getting close to what muggles call Groundhog Day — that weird little cultural checkpoint where everyone asks the same ancient question in a modern costume:

“Is winter done yet?”

Under the hood, this isn’t just a rodent-themed weather gag. It’s seasonal lore layered over seasonal lore: old mid-winter-to-spring turning points, Imbolc-era “light is returning” logic, Candlemas folk customs, German immigrant traditions, and then finally an American mascot slapped on top: the groundhog.

So here’s a short, modern, Imbolc-ish Groundhog Day observance you can do in about 5–10 minutes. Not superstition. Not theatrics. Just a small ritual that turns the question into something useful.


Five-to-Ten Minute “Shadow Forecast” Ritual

What you’ll need

  • A candle (or an LED candle if flame isn’t safe where you are)
  • A phone flashlight or flashlight
  • A cup of water
  • Something to write with (and something to write on)

Step 1: Light

Light the candle. Take one slow breath. Then say:

I welcome the returning of the light.
I don’t need spring today — just direction.

(That’s it. No need for fancy words. We’re not trying to impress the universe. We’re trying to be honest with ourselves.)

Step 2: One honest check (30 seconds)

Ask yourself:

What’s still winter in me right now?

Examples: fatigue, fear, money stress, grief, avoidance, anger, numbness, isolation, inertia.

Now name one. Just the label. No story. No courtroom argument in your head. Just the label.

Step 3: Shadow forecast (practical, not superstitious)

Turn on your flashlight and point it at the wall or floor so it casts a shadow. Look at the shadow for a moment and treat it like a mirror.

Then decide:

  • If you feel heavy or blocked: treat it like “more winter.” Choose one sheltering action for the next 24 hours.
  • If you feel clear or quietly hopeful: treat it like “spring is coming early.” Choose one growth action for the next 24 hours.

This is the whole trick: you’re using a cultural symbol (the “shadow”) to make a clean decision instead of spiraling.

Step 4: Two lines (write them down)

Write exactly two lines:

  1. One thing I protect today: __________
  2. One thing I start today: __________

Keep it small. If your brain starts proposing heroic plans, you’re allowed to ignore it.

Step 5: Seal with water

Hold the cup of water for a second and say:

Small steps. Steady return.

Take a sip. Then blow out the candle.

You’re done.


Good Small-Step Options

If it’s “more winter” (protect / shelter)

  • Early bedtime (or a real rest window with no guilt)
  • One healthy meal and water
  • Cancel one non-essential obligation
  • Fifteen minutes of tidying (set a timer, stop when it ends)
  • One boundary: “Not today” or “Not like that”

If it’s “spring’s coming” (start / grow)

  • Send one email you’ve been avoiding
  • Schedule one appointment you keep postponing
  • Take a 10-minute walk
  • Outline a one-pager for a project (not the whole project)
  • Do one small repair: finances, paperwork, health, home

Optional Pagan Add-Ons (if you want a little more “ritual”)

You don’t need these. But if you want to lean a bit more pagan without turning this into an hour-long production, pick one.

1) A simple Brigid/Imbolc nod (10 seconds)

Before you write your two lines, add:

Brigid of the hearth and bright return,
warm what is cold in me, and steady what is wild.

(If deity language isn’t your thing, treat it as poetry. Same effect. Less debate.)

2) Hearth blessing (no fire required)

Touch the cup of water and say:

As water holds and carries life,
let it carry me through what remains.

3) A pinch of “craft” without the fuss

After you write the two lines, draw a small symbol beside each one:

  • A circle beside what you protect (container, boundary, shelter)
  • A dot beside what you start (seed, spark, first step)

That’s it. Tiny symbol. Tiny commitment. Big difference.


Why this works (in plain language)

This is a seasonal check-in disguised as folklore. The point isn’t predicting the weather. The point is choosing your next 24 hours based on what’s real in you right now.

Sometimes the most pagan thing you can do is stop lying to yourself, make one clean promise, and follow through.

That’s all for now. Goodnight, good morning, and good luck. Godspeed.