From Lugh to Kevin: My Evolving Identity Story

Today, I was looking through some old autobiographical notes, trying to figure out when Lugh Sulian first appeared. Thanks to Facebook, I found the date: February 5, 2012. The story behind Lugh’s creation is interesting on its own. Back then, I was living with someone, and as our relationship was ending, I wanted a private online space where I could post without feeling watched. I spent a lot of time choosing the name: Lugh, after the Celtic god of war, and Sulian, for the Sun. That’s a bit funny, since my astrological sign is linked to the moon. There were other reasons for creating Lugh, too. I was getting more involved in the Pagan community and wanted to keep my public and private lives separate. Lugh became my identity in Pagan spaces, while I stayed Kevin in other parts of my life. When I needed a break from the Pagan world, I used the name Lugh; otherwise, I was Kevin. I lived as Lugh for quite a while. That chapter ended when that world fell apart, and I went back to being Kevin. Still, Kevin was always there when I needed him.

Around October 2018, I left a job I’d had for seven years and started moving away from the Pagan community. I began living a quieter, more private life. This was my second or maybe third big personal change. During that time, I called myself Lugh Sulian, the Unplugged Pagan. It took about a year to fully step away from my Pagan-focused life, and since then, I haven’t felt completely comfortable going back.

Imbolc Inspired: A Mini Ritual for Winter Reflection

Oh, hello. It’s been a while since I’ve posted on Unplugged Pagan. Maybe I should start again.

We’re getting close to what muggles call Groundhog Day — that weird little cultural checkpoint where everyone asks the same ancient question in a modern costume:

“Is winter done yet?”

Under the hood, this isn’t just a rodent-themed weather gag. It’s seasonal lore layered over seasonal lore: old mid-winter-to-spring turning points, Imbolc-era “light is returning” logic, Candlemas folk customs, German immigrant traditions, and then finally an American mascot slapped on top: the groundhog.

So here’s a short, modern, Imbolc-ish Groundhog Day observance you can do in about 5–10 minutes. Not superstition. Not theatrics. Just a small ritual that turns the question into something useful.


Five-to-Ten Minute “Shadow Forecast” Ritual

What you’ll need

  • A candle (or an LED candle if flame isn’t safe where you are)
  • A phone flashlight or flashlight
  • A cup of water
  • Something to write with (and something to write on)

Step 1: Light

Light the candle. Take one slow breath. Then say:

I welcome the returning of the light.
I don’t need spring today — just direction.

(That’s it. No need for fancy words. We’re not trying to impress the universe. We’re trying to be honest with ourselves.)

Step 2: One honest check (30 seconds)

Ask yourself:

What’s still winter in me right now?

Examples: fatigue, fear, money stress, grief, avoidance, anger, numbness, isolation, inertia.

Now name one. Just the label. No story. No courtroom argument in your head. Just the label.

Step 3: Shadow forecast (practical, not superstitious)

Turn on your flashlight and point it at the wall or floor so it casts a shadow. Look at the shadow for a moment and treat it like a mirror.

Then decide:

  • If you feel heavy or blocked: treat it like “more winter.” Choose one sheltering action for the next 24 hours.
  • If you feel clear or quietly hopeful: treat it like “spring is coming early.” Choose one growth action for the next 24 hours.

This is the whole trick: you’re using a cultural symbol (the “shadow”) to make a clean decision instead of spiraling.

Step 4: Two lines (write them down)

Write exactly two lines:

  1. One thing I protect today: __________
  2. One thing I start today: __________

Keep it small. If your brain starts proposing heroic plans, you’re allowed to ignore it.

Step 5: Seal with water

Hold the cup of water for a second and say:

Small steps. Steady return.

Take a sip. Then blow out the candle.

You’re done.


Good Small-Step Options

If it’s “more winter” (protect / shelter)

  • Early bedtime (or a real rest window with no guilt)
  • One healthy meal and water
  • Cancel one non-essential obligation
  • Fifteen minutes of tidying (set a timer, stop when it ends)
  • One boundary: “Not today” or “Not like that”

If it’s “spring’s coming” (start / grow)

  • Send one email you’ve been avoiding
  • Schedule one appointment you keep postponing
  • Take a 10-minute walk
  • Outline a one-pager for a project (not the whole project)
  • Do one small repair: finances, paperwork, health, home

Optional Pagan Add-Ons (if you want a little more “ritual”)

You don’t need these. But if you want to lean a bit more pagan without turning this into an hour-long production, pick one.

1) A simple Brigid/Imbolc nod (10 seconds)

Before you write your two lines, add:

Brigid of the hearth and bright return,
warm what is cold in me, and steady what is wild.

(If deity language isn’t your thing, treat it as poetry. Same effect. Less debate.)

2) Hearth blessing (no fire required)

Touch the cup of water and say:

As water holds and carries life,
let it carry me through what remains.

3) A pinch of “craft” without the fuss

After you write the two lines, draw a small symbol beside each one:

  • A circle beside what you protect (container, boundary, shelter)
  • A dot beside what you start (seed, spark, first step)

That’s it. Tiny symbol. Tiny commitment. Big difference.


Why this works (in plain language)

This is a seasonal check-in disguised as folklore. The point isn’t predicting the weather. The point is choosing your next 24 hours based on what’s real in you right now.

Sometimes the most pagan thing you can do is stop lying to yourself, make one clean promise, and follow through.

That’s all for now. Goodnight, good morning, and good luck. Godspeed.

Cameras For Printer

I have a dedicated Print shack set up for my printer, and winter is on its way. I have decided to break down and buy a camera so I can keep an eye on my prints from the cozy warmth of the house. Yes, I had an empty insulated garden shed. Long story, it housed bats for a previous tenant who had been sent merrily on his way after one too many disagreements.
I am slowly converting it to house my new hobby.

For the most part, the shack is off-grid for lighting, but the heater and printer are still tied to the grid. Has anyone out there tried running one of these things off an inverter? I know, at least for the moment, the heater draws too much current to do so. I would have to invest in more panels and a 3000-watt inverter, and most likely a few 6-volt AGM batteries. For now, that is just too many greenbacks for the savings on hydro it would afford me.

New Hobby

I have not been here for a while. Work has kept me busy to the point of near exhaustion. It’s time to take back some personal time. As the post says, I have taken up a new hobby, 3D printing. I have long wanted a 3D printer, but the money just wasn’t there. I bit the bullet and bought one. Two weeks ago, a Flashforge AD5X multicolor 3D printer arrived at my doorstep. And I have been busy finding things to print. Goofy things, practical things, and fun things have been printed. I will be sharing some of these things later. I just wanted to check in and say Hi, I am still here.

Black Falcon Drone Review

Well, ordered a pair of these, my order was supposed to be as follows:

2 x black falcon drones 4k with dual cameras
1 upgraded battery
1 Spare replacement rotors

I have to say this: the drones shipped did not have dual cameras; the “upgraded battery” was no different than any of the others. I had to double-check the shipping label. Indeed, the drones were to be dual cameras. The drones were shipped in a “bag,” not a box, and the bag it self was not even a bubble wrap type. The soft cases are flimsy and probably provided little protection during shipping. I am surprised they made it in one piece.

Review of the drone itself: Well constructed??? The bodies are flimsy, and the rotors are secured with plastic yolks to the motors. The arms, well, let’s say the arms fold back in rather easily—a little too easily. Camera is well protected.

First flight: Take off was no problem, but I constantly had to adjust drift. The controls took a little getting used to from my other drone, and I still have to continually adjust for drift. Hovering in one place is a pain. Nimble and quick in the air, once I got used to the controls. Now let’s talk camera, Definitely NOT 4K, how High Up am I??? Your guess is as good as mine. The software app did not give you that information, and the ads in the software are NICE… NOT Taking Pictures and videos are Um Pain in the behind.

Time to Land…. SMACK going down hard. Wait, why did it flip over while coming down? That must have been a fluke; let’s try that again, Second landing attempt; try to make that a little more gracefully. Nope, same thing. SMACK down hard, and this time, the battery flew out. Nice retaining clip for the battery, and the arms folded in on themselves on landing. Wait, that should not happen.

I may give this a little more getting used to, but for now (considering I lost one of two drones. More on that in another post), I am not impressed. And No, Black Falcon, I am not looking for a refund, And I am not looking for you to send me anything. And No, I am not taking this post down. Overall, though, I recommend this drone that I got off Amazon, and again I am not endorsing it, but it seems to be a lot better than the Black Falcon, and the phone software has no ads.

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