Captains log Covid Date 28.21.75

Covid Diary, Festivals And Gatherings 1 Minute

Well starting to miss the little things.  The conveniences like going to Home Depot to browse, or Canadian tire.  On line shopping does not quiet compare to being able to touch something, to pick it up, feel its weight, gauge how well it is constructed.

On the upside, I know there are a lot of people out of work and struggling for funds, how ever I am still working. I am finding the lowered gas prices and even though as previously mention the inconvenience of not being able to shop randomly for things is actually saving me money.  I am also not at the current time getting caught up in the festival season.  Not spending money I cannot otherwise afford but do so so I can meet up with friends.  I can safely say the loss of some one else at the current time is definitely my gain.

It also means I am not stressing about being in crowds of people and be wondering just how much some one has tried to “destroy my life” as they said the were going to do.  For now I am just soldiering on one day at a time.  Grumbling at the inconvenience of it all but again some how the better for it.

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Lugh Sulian Standing on the Ledge · Rebuilding from the Rubble Lugh Sulian is a working name for a working moment. This profile exists to hold Standing on the Ledge: Rebuilding from the Rubble—an ongoing, real-time record of what happens after collapse, when old rules stop functioning and new ones haven’t yet earned trust. This is not myth reenactment. Not spiritual bypass. Not curated healing. It’s a field journal from the threshold. The name Lugh points toward skill, clarity, and responsibility carried with awareness. Sulian gestures toward sight—what can be seen when illusion drops away and pretending becomes too expensive. Together, they frame the posture of this work: to look clearly, act deliberately, and refuse to rebuild what already failed. Through short-form video, spoken reflection, and long-form writing, this project explores: Collapse without spectacle Responsibility without authority Burnout as a systems problem, not a personal flaw Pagan cycles as lived practice, not aesthetic Small fires instead of grand rebuilds This space is intentionally unfinished. It documents: Standing still without freezing Moving forward without rushing Learning from rubble instead of hiding it Unplugged-Pagan.com serves as the grounding—seasonal awareness, ritual stripped of performance, and meaning built from experience rather than doctrine. Standing on the Ledge is one expression of that grounding, focused on the human cost of broken systems and the slow work of rebuilding integrity. This is not a teaching platform. It’s a shared watchpost. If you’re here, you’re likely between versions of yourself—tired, alert, uncertain, and still standing. You don’t need answers yet. You need honesty, boundaries, and permission to move at the speed of truth. No conclusions offered. No certainty promised. Still on the ledge. Still watching. Still working the rubble. Godspeed. Optional Short Versions (for profile headers or bios) Short bio (Facebook / site header): Threshold work. Pagan-rooted, process-driven. Documenting collapse, clarity, and the refusal to rebuild what failed.

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