Captains log Covid Date 24.21

Covid Diary 1 Minute
Today I went out into the world.. Acquiesced to pay at the pump for needed fuel. As a front line worker I still need to get to and from work. The roads seem to be getting quieter and quieter as the days go by.
It is increasingly more and more difficult to do the quick in and out shopping I normally do. Line ups suck. I keep thinking to myself I spend more time standing in line than I ever did before. The Line ups at Walmart are stupid long, Moncions is a joke of overcrowding. Giant Tiger was reasonable for being downtown. It was crowd free and no horrific line ups to get in or at the cash.
So far my biggest issue with the whole situation is the inconvenience for safety sakes. Other than that life has been the same for this night owl. But then there is my one vice cigarettes and having to pay full price… ouch….
I have been keeping myself occupied with horticulture…. a new hobby, for a product I do not even consume, but it is consuming time, through research and developement.
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Lugh Sulian Standing on the Ledge · Rebuilding from the Rubble Lugh Sulian is a working name for a working moment. This profile exists to hold Standing on the Ledge: Rebuilding from the Rubble—an ongoing, real-time record of what happens after collapse, when old rules stop functioning and new ones haven’t yet earned trust. This is not myth reenactment. Not spiritual bypass. Not curated healing. It’s a field journal from the threshold. The name Lugh points toward skill, clarity, and responsibility carried with awareness. Sulian gestures toward sight—what can be seen when illusion drops away and pretending becomes too expensive. Together, they frame the posture of this work: to look clearly, act deliberately, and refuse to rebuild what already failed. Through short-form video, spoken reflection, and long-form writing, this project explores: Collapse without spectacle Responsibility without authority Burnout as a systems problem, not a personal flaw Pagan cycles as lived practice, not aesthetic Small fires instead of grand rebuilds This space is intentionally unfinished. It documents: Standing still without freezing Moving forward without rushing Learning from rubble instead of hiding it Unplugged-Pagan.com serves as the grounding—seasonal awareness, ritual stripped of performance, and meaning built from experience rather than doctrine. Standing on the Ledge is one expression of that grounding, focused on the human cost of broken systems and the slow work of rebuilding integrity. This is not a teaching platform. It’s a shared watchpost. If you’re here, you’re likely between versions of yourself—tired, alert, uncertain, and still standing. You don’t need answers yet. You need honesty, boundaries, and permission to move at the speed of truth. No conclusions offered. No certainty promised. Still on the ledge. Still watching. Still working the rubble. Godspeed. Optional Short Versions (for profile headers or bios) Short bio (Facebook / site header): Threshold work. Pagan-rooted, process-driven. Documenting collapse, clarity, and the refusal to rebuild what failed.

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